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Love Diary

The passion you have stirred in my spirit are more varied than the brilliant hues glowing as the evening sunsets… An internal inferno blazes in the deepest recesses of my soul… Kindled by the harmonious music of your precious voice falling upon my eager ears in you, I found myself.. A person I never knew existed, a person you set free by your empowering love.. In you, I am complete! our oneness is perfection.. An unquenchable thirst in my soul is drenched by your love.. In you I find my freedom, Independence in my dependence upon you.. I am a captive held by the bonds of your overpowering love… Yet, in that captivity are wings to fly high into the heavens of exquisite delight.. In you I find everything, without you I am lost. And so it is just like you said it would be, life goes easy on me most of the time and so it is the words I cannot proclaim! So it is the shorter story.. No love, No glory, No me in your sky…

Love Lots,

Marissesun above cloud

Add a comment February 14, 2016

The First Cut Is The Deepest

The first cut is the deepest

I’ve given you my all

But you’ve torn me apart

I love you from the start

But you never reciprocated it

The first cut is the deepest

The blood is pouring from my heart

The pain I’m suffering

The hurt you caused

I’m like a bottomless pit

The first cut is the deepest

My pain feels like it’s never ending

You’ve never loved me

That’s a hard pill to swallow

I could never live to your expectations

The first cut is the deepest

I give up

I take back my love

I take the pain…


I take the suffering

So long …..

Add a comment February 8, 2016

heart break

If you feel like your heart has broken, you’re not alone. Just about everyone experiences the type of grief we call heartbreak at one time or another – and some people seem to have their hearts broken many times throughout their lives. Just think about all the songs you’ve heard on the radio about broken hearts! Of course, it’s not really your heart but your feelings that are hurt.

Lots of things can cause heartbreak. Sometimes you might experience the pain of a romantic relationship that ends before you’re ready. It might be because you love someone who doesn’t feel the same way. Or maybe you’ve lost a friend or relative or someone else you care about. The causes may be different, but the feeling of loss is the same – whether it’s the loss of something real or the loss of something you only hoped for. People describe heartbreak as a feeling of heaviness, emptiness, and sadness.
Although poets have written about the pain of heartbreak for thousands of years, when it’s happening to you, you may feel like no one else in the world has ever felt the same. Or maybe you feel like every sad song was written just for you and your situation!

If you’re recovering from a broken heart, there are things you can do to lessen the pain. Here are some tips that might help:

· Share your feelings. Sharing your feelings with someone you trust may help you to feel better. That could mean simply talking with a friend or family member. For some, letting the tears flow seems to help them heal faster. For others, simply hanging out together and doing things you normally enjoy, like seeing a movie or going to a concert, can be comforting. Somehow just being with someone who cares about you can make things feel a little better.

· Take good care of yourself. A broken heart can be very stressful. But don’t let the rest of your body get broken, too. Get lots of sleep, eat healthy foods, and exercise regularly to minimize stress and depression and give your self esteem a boost.

· Remember what’s good about you. Sometimes people with broken hearts start to blame themselves for what’s happened. They may be really down on themselves, exaggerating their faults as though they did something to deserve the unhappiness they’re experiencing. If you find this happening to you, nip it in the bud! Remind yourself of your good qualities, and if you can’t think of them because your broken heart is clouding your view, get your friends to help you remember what’s good about you.

· Keep yourself busy. Sometimes this is difficult when you’re coping with sadness and grief, but it really helps. This is a great time to redecorate your room or try a new hobby. That doesn’t mean you shouldn’t think about what happened, it just means you should focus on other things, too.

· Give yourself time. It takes time for sadness to go away. Almost everyone thinks they won’t feel normal again, but the human spirit is amazing – and the heart almost always does heal after a while. But how long will that take? That depends on what caused your heartbroken feeling – and on how you deal with loss and how quickly you tend to bounce back from things. Mending a broken heart can take from a couple of days to many weeks – and sometimes even months.

While we’re at it, we might as well mention a few things that won’t help. Like getting angry (or desperate) and trying to hurt yourself or someone else, drinking or taking drugs to feel better or become numb, or locking yourself up in a dark room.

Sometimes, though, the sadness is so deep – or lasts so long – that a person may need some extra support to deal with a broken heart. For someone who is not starting to feel better after a few weeks or who continues to experience signs of depression, talking to a psychologist or other mental health professional can be very helpful.

So, be patient with yourself – and let the healing begin.

The Rebound
AKA the Revenge Shag, The Beer Goggle Relationship or the Love That Knows No Shame, this is a familiar pick-me-up situation. People slag off rebound relationships but they can sometimes do wonders for your self esteem. Most of the time, you know this new relationship won’t last anyway and hey, it’s a damn sight better than sitting at home trying to call your ex for the 100th time. At the very least, you’ll learn about what you don’t want in a new guy.

Rituals, schmituals
Don’t suppress the urge to burn and/or discard of things if feel you need to do so. Any reminders of happier times should be placed in a box and locked away till you know for sure what you want to do with them. If you’re angry, this is actually a good thing. Burn them! Make a huge bonfire and spit into it. Perform an ancient dance of joy that you finally got rid of That Bastard. Now isn’t the time to be nice, it’s time to be tough and bring out all the big, bad memories.

Drunk dialing
This one’s actually something you shouldn’t do. A good method is to entrust your mobile to your best friend…unless she’s actually the one who broke up your relationship. In which case you’ll want to bash her on the head with your phone (make sure you have a lawyer handy!). One way to stay on top of the game is to erase your ex’s number from the address book. Or failing that, just don’t take your cellphone with you if you’re aiming for a big night out. Trust me, the last thing you want to do is be talking to the man you still love after a few too many tequila shots. It’s not pretty and you can be sure he’ll be laughing about it with his mates the next day.

Learn something new
An old faithful is to pick up a new hobby or some such. Okay, okay…I know, it’s hard to peel yourself off that couch and do something, but you’ll be glad for it. All that frustration and sorrow needs to go somewhere so channel your extra energy into a positive activity such as volunteer work or poetry readings.

Staying mates with the louse
A little perspective is needed here. You can’t be friends with someone you’ve just dated, obviously, but given time, a phoenix might rise from the ashes of a failed relationship. Just make sure you’re trying the “friendship thing” for a good reason and not because you want the guy back. If you want them back, then you’re not friends…you’re just into self-torture.

Bring out the big bad memories
You’re allowed to be mad. He left you, didn’t he? He broke a whole bunch of promises, didn’t he? He made you believe he was gonna stick around and love you, but didn’t. Now is the time to trot out all the arguments you’ve ever had. What about the time when he left you watching TV with his parents while he went to the pub? Or how he made you cry when you were sick? Or the annoying way he chews his food? So many things to dislike, and so little to love… no wonder you’re better off without him!

Throw yourself into work
Normally, we at nzgirl advocate a work/life balance. No more! Living well is the best revenge…and what better way to rub his nose in it than to be top dog at work? If you have the confidence to really go for it and build up an amazing career, this will spill into other areas of your life. All of a sudden you’ll have more energy, more money, better contacts, a social life and new friends. You won’t even have five spare minutes to think about The Ex!

Do something out of the ordinary
My friend suggested something random such as going into the supermarket and breaking a bottle of wine, then walking away. While in real life, this wouldn’t be feasible unless you’re extremely brave, you could force yourself to do something you’ve always wanted to do, but never worked up the nerve. Skydiving is good for such an occasion, or getting the chop if you have long, lustrous locks your ex loved. If it’s always been something you wanted to do, then buy a house, or move out of the country. Make sure it’s something major enough to cause a significant ripple in your life.

This one’s for if you’ve tried everything else and it hasn’t helped. So give in already. Make yourself grieve. Think about all the nice, sweet, romantic times you’ll never have with the louse. You’ve lost the love of your life, you’ll never find anyone like him again, you can’t even think about being with anyone else, etc. Give yourself a time limit where you’re allowed to be sad – for example, take the day off work and stay home crying. If you need it, take the week off and go somewhere where you can mope to your heart’s content. Just make sure that the moping is going to be the jumping-point for a new path in your life and not what it’s going be like from now on.

Let it go
If you’ve done the other nine things on the list, then it’s time to let this one go. Chalk it up to experience as they say. There’s only so much you can rehash a relationship before it becomes nauseatingly boring. You know that woman in the movies, the one who always goes on about her ex? Notice how everyone in the film avoids her? That’s you – in real life. Sure, you’ll probably still think about it but the key is not to let that control you. Let it sizzle at the back of your brain,but occupy yourself with more important things…such as concentrating on making the kind of life you’ve always wanted.

Breaking up CAN be hard to do…

But luckily you have nzgirl to get you through the trauma that can result from a bitter bust-up and ensure you emerge with your dignity intact and no criminal prosecutions to your name.

Say you’ve just found out your man’s been doing the dirty on you, even worse it was with your best friend/sister/father (euw!). Chances are you feel like crap. You’re hurt, you’re humiliated and you’re so damn angry it’s consuming you.

While getting him back seems like the best idea to get you on track you’ll probably just end up making things worse for yourself.

Below are some of the things you may feel like doing. We’ve got some pretty convincing arguments as to why you shouldn’t and, even better, we’ve come up with alternatives which won’t end up making you look like the fool.

What you want to do: Pour out your heart to him in a 10 page letter detailing all the hurts and injustices you suffered throughout the relationship and the sacrifices you made for him.
Why you shouldn’t: Once that letter is out there you have no control over it and you can’t get it back – do you really want his new woman sniggering over your feelings?
What you should do instead: By all means write the letter, it’s one of the most therapeutic things you can do. Take as long as you need on it and get everything down on paper – it’ll make you feel heaps better to get your side out. But DO NOT under any circumstances let it leave your room. Lock it away, burn it, stuff it under your bed or give it to your best friend to look after.

Note – The art of letter writing is a somewhat quaint tradition, so if you’re tempted to go for a heart pouring via email just remember how easy it is for email to be forwarded to hundreds of people just by pressing a button. Your ex may find your letter entertaining, flick it on to some mates and before you know it your cousin in Venezuela has received it.

What you want to do: Send a vicious email to his work, detailing all the things you know about him that you’re pretty sure his boss isn’t aware of.
Why you shouldn’t: Chances are you’re going to come across as vindictive, psycho and seriously unbalanced. If his boss trusts him then it’s unlikely your email will get him fired. Plus do you want to risk him turning the tables on you with this one?
What you should do instead: This, my friend, is precisely what your friends are for. Chances are if he was enough of a prick to get you that upset they hate him too, so they’ll relish the chance to bitch and moan about him.

Note – if there is even the remotest possibility you will get back together then do not involve your friends. You’re setting yourself up for mucho awkwardness further down the track.

What you want to do: Call/text/turn up at his house after several bottles of wine, with tears streaming down your face.
Why you shouldn’t do it: One word – dignity. You’d probably like to still have some of it the next day when you wake up needing to puke with mascara down to your chin. If you do the “turn up at the door option” you may get a sympathy shag, but it’s likely you’ll be even more miserable the next day when it turns out he still doesn’t want a bar of you.
What you should do instead: There’s no easy fix for this one, although getting someone else to hold on to your cellphone is a good start. Chances are when they refuse to give it back you’ll flee in a taxi to do the desperate-door-step thing then no one can really help you. You could always go home with someone else to keep you distracted, but if a one-night stand isn’t your thing then just write the word “Dignity” on your hand in vivid and hope it triggers a response in your booze-fuddled brain.

What you want to do: Be his friend and maintain the same connection that you once had, but without the sexual side.
Why you shouldn’t do it: Because no matter how much it seems like a good idea at the time and how much of a void they are leaving in your life, this technique invariably ends in tears. It takes a few hard-earned lessons to realise that cold-turkey is the best way to go, because otherwise for one or other of you this option is just too hard. Feelings get in the way and are easily misinterpreted and what happens when one of you finds someone else…
What you should do instead: Be civil if you have to be in contact, but otherwise stay away. Give it time to let the dust settle and the feelings die down. Rekindle friendships with those other friends you already have, but have been neglected during the relationship.

What you want to do: Take to his car with a large hammer, axe or set of keys.
Why you shouldn’t do it: Ok, we have to take some responsibility for putting this one in your mind, but seriously there is one pretty big deterrent here i.e. THE LAW! No boy is worth getting into that sort of trouble for.
What you should do instead: That’s simple – let us do it for you. Click here to watch our smash up video. Over and over and over again. Work on your Zen mind techniques and visualise replacing the car we used with Mr-Nasty-Ex’s pride and joy. That’ll help you sleep at night.

Just remember: Every guy who breaks your heart only makes you stronger and more aware of what you won’t put up with in a relationship.

Don’t taint all guys with the same brush as the one who hurt you, but learn from the experience and try and fall for a different type of guy next time.

Add a comment April 19, 2008

heart quotes #2

Minsan lang ako umibig,
minsan lang ako magmahal,
kailan kaya darating ang isang minsan
na iibigin rin ako
ng isang katulad mo?

just once, i’d like to receive roses from someone on valentines day

just once, i’d like to hear sweet words of love from someone

just once i’d like someone to hold my hand and hug me when i’m scared

just once i’d like to be loved and feel special to someone

and just once, i’d like to feel loved and not be jealous of the couples around me.

If teardrops were meant to fall on the thorn of the rose, i’d rather be the teardrop than me being the thorn.

You told me you loved me, I believed, yet I didn’t feel it, I searched and found a new love, you looked back and you said I didn’t believe you, after that, you made me feel that you love me, but now it’s too late, I’m sorry–because I’ve found what’s best for me.

I’m taking my heart back from the devil who gave me not only sadness.. yet made me feel the real happiness that made my frozen heart fragile.

Thanks for mending and breaking my heart, I do owe you alot.

Some Hearts Just Get Lucky Sometimes

Is my heart one of them? Will it ever be one of them?

‘if you want to be the teardrops,then i’d rather be your eyes cause i won’t let you fall to the thorn. ü

when you love you’ll have two choices. either suffer the consequence or go on with the pain.

why should i wait for someone who doesn’t want to arrive? but i guess it’s too late too quit. coz i’m soo stuck here waiting.


still waiting for that day. that moment when you’ll finally get here.
oh how i wish i could wake myself up from this dream
and bring myself back to reality
where you ai’nt really coming..


can’t you feel me bleeding? i just hope i can still mend.
it was too much but still i haven’t got enough.
coz all i want is more from you.
oh why can’t i wake myself up from this dream?


you said it’s iNFiNiTY
but it’s more on MEMORiES.
forever is just now a FANTASY.
iloveyou, it’s crazy.
i just can’t let you go..

Sad Embarrassed Cry
love me or leave me. you have two choices.

i don’t wanna look in your eyes, because i don’t wanna see what’s inside my heart.

the only guy who could sit in my armchair is the guy whom i love. Why? i don’t know. Love can’t answer all questions. It answers all.

Now it’s raining outside
how i wish it could wash
away your memories in my head
especially in my heart…
Because I know someday
when the sun did shine
it will be vacant for the
next person I will love…He USED to be sweet…
He USED to be caring…
He USED to thoughtful…

now he was cold…

nothing left to me except the memories…

MEMORies of WHAT USED to be…

I hate fairytales they make me believe in prince charmings && happily ever after but there’s no such thing as prince charmings && happily ever after i’m just hurting myself to believe those things, cause i end up getting hurt in the end.

I waited & waited for so long, but now I won’t wait anymore cause life has to move on too.

if you leave me one day
i’ll definitely let you go.

and then i’ll wait,
until your far enough
to not hear me

“to hell with life!
heaven’s already
left me anyway”

“I’d rather be the pain that you remember, rather than the love that you forget..”

When I Look At You My Heart kips A Beat
But Later That Beat Could Mean A Lifetime Of Tears Wasted On Something I Knew I Could Never Have


I used to believe that someday I’d find the perfect prince for me.. Someone that will save me from the evil queen, will kiss me awake from many years of sleep, will look for me anywhere in the world, someone i’ll live happily every after withUntil I found you.. You may have no sword to defeat the queen, but the warmth of your embrace is enough to keep my worries and troubles away… your kiss may not wake me up from sleep, but the tenderness of it gives new meaning to my life.. you may not be able to look around the world for me, but your eyes are enough to see through me the real me.. and I know that living happily ever after with you isn’t possible because we do get to the point where we almost can’t survive, but just by thinking about the fact that I’m gonna wake up each and everyday having someone like you beside me is more than enough reason to keep me smiling for the rest of my life.. if I’d choose between you and the prince, I’d choose you, someone not perfect but real


4 months seems so short for most people.. no one will think that it can change a lot in you.. but it did to me.. 4 months ago I already gave up on myself, I thought that nothing special can ever occur in my lifeeveryday is like another meaningless and useless day for me.. Until that day came, you suddenly entered my life.. at first I wasn’t really expecting much out of you, I thought you’d just be one of those passers by in my life, the ones who come and go.. but then i had the chance to get to know you… I felt something I’ve never felt for a long time… I was happy, still am.. I started looking forward for the next day to come so I could hear your voice again, I could see you again.. I started believing that everyday really is a blessing, cos everyday I know that you’d still be there, right by me… then I knew I was in love.. if I’d wake up for that same reason of having you each day forever, I really couldn’t ask for more.. cos having you completely turned my world upside down…

ang sakit pag

ang mahal mo

ay may kasamang iba.

nasasaktan ka

dahil lagi silang


pero di mo alam

pag ika’y


nakatingin siya sayo

at sasabihing…

“sana ikaw ang kasama ko.”

i’d rather cry because of you…
rather than smile because of your lies…

if you’ll intend to break my heart,
just please,
do it in the rain…
so the tears can be masked,
and i can hide the pain.

i like DEAD END signs…
i think they’re kind…
at least they have the decency to let me know that i’ll be going to no where.

i wish love has it too.

let me now if you love some one else rather than me,
coz’ i’ll be glad to let you know…
i’ve already let you go, even before we even became something…
after all…
to love…you must learn to let go right?

for me…
love is like a drug.
odd, but why?
coz’ like a drug,
love is addicting.
love makes you forget things.
love makes you see things that are not real.
but…if drugs are abused and not used properly…
it hurts you and does you no good right?
just like love
but there is one thing that made me compare love to a drug…
it heals your sickness…
and could teach you the greatest lesson in life…

I hate the way I like you…
Coz’ I like you more than myself…
I hate the way you smile…
Coz’ it makes me smile too.
I hate the way you look at me,
Coz’ it reddens me like an idiot.
But you know what I hated the most?
The way you BROKE MY HEART,
and the way the pieces still love you.

be careful in letting go of
the things you thought are just nothing..

cause maybe someday you’ll realize that
the one you gave away is
the very thing you’ve been wishing for to stay..

LOVE????Parang apoy una spark then flame then magic…..pero pag nawala na ashes na lang ashes na mas mabuting itago dahil kadalasan ang abo nito ay paalala ng isang apoy na nakapaso sayo….

you said you’ll catch me when i fall.. you said you’ll risk it all.. pero bat nung nahulog ako iba sinalo mo?! sabi m0 pa: tanga ka talaga! nakisabay ka pa! alam mo namang mas mahal ko siya..!”

may nagtanong sakin kung sino mahal ko..nakita kita..tumahimik ako..pumikit..ngumiti at itinuro kita..”siya yun”siya pa rin..”at wala nang iba..

nangyari na ba na minsan? yung iyak ka ng iyak..dahil dun sa taong mahal mo? dahil sinaktan ka niya..ang sakit-sakit tapos maiinis ka nalang..dahil tatawag siya at hello pa lang niya napatawad mo na….

maybe one day we’ll let go of each might find someone that could replace me..but if that someone hurts and leaves you..i’ll tap your shoulder and say:
”lika na nga babawiin na kita”..

di madaling maghintay..hindi rin biro ang magmhal..minsan kala mo siya na..minsan kala mo ok na..pero mamamalayan mo na lang..”dumaan lang pala siya sa buhay mo para turuan ka..”

Nung sinabi mo na mahal mo siya sinabi ko na
masaya ako para sayo, ngunit sa pagtalikod ko biglang
sumikip dibdib ko, sa paglakad biglang tumulo
luha ko at sa sa pagliko humagulgol nalang ako…

Kinuwento mo sa akin na kayo na at inulit na mahal
mo siya, sinabi mo pa nga na mahal ka rin niya,
sinabi ko naman buti pa siya. Dahil ang puso at
kaluluwa ko, nananalanging sana ako sya..

Masarap isiping mahal mo rin ako, na ang pag-ibig
mo’y tanging ako, na sa isip mo ay laging tayo at
walang siya sa buhay mo, ngunit masakit dahil ang
totoo siya lang ang tanging para sayo…

Sabi nila mali ang pangarapin kita at mali ang
mahalin ka, alam ko naman na tama sila… ngunit patuloy
akong umaasa.. pero sadyang hindi tayo para sa
isa’t isa, dahil lupa lang ako at langit ka…

Nung una kitang Makita, minahal na kita at ginusto
ko na maagaw kita sa kanya dahil nais kong
madama ang iyong pgmamahal, ngunit d ko pala kaya
dahil sa puso mo’y tanging siya lang…

Ayoko nang mabuhay sa panaginip na ako’y
mamahalin mo rin. Ayoko nang magpantasya na
ang pag-ibig mo’y magiging akin, dahil masakit
ang katotohanang sa panginip at pantasya lang kita

Hindi ko tinuruan ang puso ko na mahalin ka, maski
ang isip ko na isipin ka, dahil nagising nalang ako
na mahal na kita. Sana di ko na kailangang turuan
ka, na bukas puso mo ay akin na..

May hadlang daw sa pag-iibigan natin, na
nagmamahal sayo ng lubusan, nangiti ako dahil
ang pag-ibig mo’y akin lamang. Paggising ko
panaginip lang pala dahil ang totoo ako pala si

sinabi mo na mahal mo ko at ang pag-ibig mo
ay tanging ako at naniwala naman ako, ngunit
bakit ako’y iyong niloko? Tuloy kawawa namn ang
pag-ibig kong totoo, natanging para lang sayo…

Mas gusto ko nalang itagong mahal kita, na kunwaring
masaya ko pagkasama mo siya at ngumiti sa inyong
pagsinta, kaysa naman sabihin ko sayo at ang sagot

sa tuwing maaalala ko ang tamis ng pag ibig ko
sayo,gusto kong ibalik ang nakaraan
pero pag naaalala ko kung gano mo ko nasaktan
gusto na kitang kalimutan…

Aalis ako kasi kayo na.
Aalis ako kasi narinig ko na mahal mo rin siya.
Aalis nalang ako kasi sa tingin ko masaya ka na.
Pero babalik din ako pag iniwan ka niya..

Sa tuwing ika’y nakikita, puso’y nasasaktan
alam mo kung bakit? dahil mahal kita.. pero di mo ko mahl
gustuhin ko mang malaman mo ang nararamdaman ko,
di na maari dahil mahal na mahal ka ng kaibigan ko..

mahal kita, tagal na.. alam ko din na mahal mo siya,
pero, sinabi ko sayo ang nararamdamn ko..
tapos nagkita kayo,lumapit ka sabay hirit:
“UY! KAMI NA!”..

“oi mare ingatan mo siya, kaibigan ko yan baliw sayo, wag mong lokohin
mahalin mo ng totoo, sapagkat yang kaibigan ko
ang tanging tao na kinababaliwan ko..”

ikaw mahal ko, ako epal sayo. ikaw buhay ko, ako istorbo sayo
ikaw mundo ko, ako walang kuwenta sayo, ikaw langit ko, ako impiyerno sayo..

happy ako kasi kala ko mahal mo ko.. ikaw kasi eh..
ang bait mo sa akin.. nahulog tuloy ako sayo..
tapos sasabihin mo lang.. “siyempre.. luv kita.. friend kita eh…”

why is it sometimes we didn’t realize that we are stupid?!
we luv someone so much, we care 4 them too much,
we give them almost everything.. but 4 all we know.. iiwan din tayo sa huli!

it hurts 2 think of how we were before, we used to have so much fun
but now theres this big wall between us w/c we can’t break.
I just want u 2 know that behind that wall theres a heart in pain tryin 2 reach you again….

i pretend 2 be deaf when i heard you,
i pretend 2 be blind when i saw the 2 of you,
i pretend not 2 get hurt when i’m supoposed 2..
coz when your happy w/ somebody else, i pretend i was happy w/out you..

i broke sombody’s heart today..
i said i couldn’t have my way..
i told him i couldn’t luv him back..
although he’s sweet and true..
i was bein so unfair 2 him..
coz i’d been wishin.. he was you..

you came 2 touch me,
2 luv me and then hold me tight..
and i fell inluv with you..
when i thought it was time 2 let you know,
you smiled and said..
all i did was what any friend would do..

«´¨`•.BaBy I lUv yOu
And I‘ll never let you go
But if I have too boy I
Think you should know
All the love we made can
Never be erased and I promise
That you will never be replaced¨`•..«

I Like You
You Like Me
Should We Kiss?
Or Let It Be?

(“)(“) oºwAnNa TeLl yoU wHaT iM fEeLiN
BuT i DoNt KnOw WhErE 2 StArT
I wAnNa TeLl U eVeRyThInG
BuT iM aFrAiD you’Ll BreAk mY hEaRt
BuT wHy ShOuLd SoMeThIn So EasY
Be So HaRd 2 dO?
iM sOrRy BuT i GoTtA tELl YoU
iM iN LuV wItH yOu
ºo (“)(“)

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Your the Reason I Love The reason I Smile
And break down and cry The reason I keep
Going..Fall, Without yOu in my life im Nothin At All
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Even though I love you I have to let you go Im not the one to catch
Your fall and to answer when you call My head says I should let go
My heart says hold on I will always love you but our realtionship
Is gone
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`I want to say im sorry I want You
To know I care I want to say im blind
For seeing something that wasn’t there
I should have been more trusting and
Listened to my heart cuz your the
Only thing I need and its tearing me

Even though I stopped likin you
every time someone mentions your
Name my head turns right toward
Them its like every time I hear it
I think of all that we could have had
And all that could have happened that didn’t

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Those who really love you don’t meant to hurt you
And if they do you can see it in their eyes that it hurts
Them too

I wanna be da one he chills with
The one his huggin and kissin
And when we’re not together
I wanna be the one he’s missin….

Maybe it’s the way you
Say my name or the way
I get butterflies every time
We talk or the way you
Laugh when nothing is funny
Whatever it is im never
Letting go…

x-The way i feel for you i cant describe-x-
-x-Its almost too intense to verbalize-x-
-x-Essentially your all im living for-x-
-x-Basically each day i need you more-x-

A kiss is a kiss till you find the one you love
A hug is just a hug till it’s the one your thinking of
A dream is just a dream till you make it come true
Love is just a word til its proven to you..

If you looked straight in the eyes and
I told you that I loved you would you
Kiss me or walk away…

Missing you isn’t the hardest part its knowing that
I onced had you that breaks my heart I wish I never got
To know you cuz now the only thing I wanna do is
Be able to be the one that will kiss you and hold you…

One of the hardest things in life is having words in your
Heart that you just cant say….

Goodbyes always hurt
They make you think about what
You had and what you lost
And what you’ve taken for granted…

And there you are…holding her hand…and im lost trying
To understand…

I used to smile when I told people you were mine
Now I cant even smile and say your name at the same time…

I have to tell you I care and my love is true
Other wise i’d give up the world cuz it doesn’t mean
Anything if im not in it beside you …

• something • . • happens • .
• when you look at me i forget •
to speak something happens when
you kiss my mouth my knees get so
weak could dis be true is this what
• God has meant for me `cause •
baby i cant believe… that
• something like you •
could happen
• to me •

you mean so much to me
I don’t think you even know
I luv you more than anything
even when it doesn’t show
we had our good times & bad times 2
no matter what i’ll always luv you…

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I dont miss him I MiSs WhO i ThOuGhT hE wAs
I dont luv him I jUsT lUv Da MeMoRiEs We HaD
I dont need him I rEaLlY nEeD tO lEt HiM gO

*WhO dO u TuRn tO
WhEn tHe OnLY peRsOn
wHO cAn sToP uR tEaRS
iS the 1 wHo mAdE u Cry

¤•* I don’t know where I would be *•¤
ו* You aren’t just my boyfriend *•×
¤•* You’re *EVERYTHING* to me *•¤

*•¨:»GiV Me A HuG«:¨•*
*•¨:»GiV Me Da WoRLd«:¨•*
*•¨:»GiV Me Ur HArT«:¨•*
*•¨:»N iL B Ur GuRL«:¨•*
*•¨:»GiV Me Ur SmiLe«:¨•*
*•¨:»GiV Me Ur TiMe«:¨•*
*•¨:»GiV Me Ur LuV«:¨•*
*•¨:»N iL GiV U MiNe«:¨•*

365 day
52 weeks]
12 months
1 year
It Adds Up With A Smile And A Tear
A Smile For All The Good Times
A Tear For The Sad
A Year That Made Our Hearts So Glad
Overflowed With Emotions
Thankful For The Time
That I Could Be Yours
And Your Could Be

*(¨`•.•´¨)If I could pick any moment
`•.¸(¨`•.•´¨)And always keep it new
`•.¸.•´Out of all the moments I lived
(¨`•.•´¨)I’d pick every moment
` •.¸ (¨`•.•´¨)…..I spent…..
`•.¸.•´with you

Every time we talk, you seem to be dropping me signs but whenever she comes around, you hold it all inside…Every time you start to like me, she shows up…

I can’t figure out what’s worse, having to know every single detail of your desperate love for some other woman or having to know that you obviously didn’t even come close to feeling the same way about me…

I guess that I’m wrong for falling in love but you’re still the one I’m dreaming of. I guess that it’s you I wanna hold onto but you’re holding onto someone else…

I hope when you look her in the eyes all you see is my reflection and that when you become scared she’s no sense of protection…

I need you like a dragonfly’s wings need the wind. I need you to be there and be more than just a friend. I need you like shoes need laces and I need you like a sentence needs spaces. I need you to be the one to go on walks. I need you to be there so that we can have our talks. I need you as a friend, sure but I need you like you need her.

I see you in the hall. You never say hello. I see you kissing her and it always lets me know. I blew it with you but I have finally let go…

I wanna get over him. I really do but every time he walks in with her, my heart breaks in two…

I was his star for many nights. Now the roles changed and you’re the leading lady in his life…

I’m not sure if you love her or not, But I really do love you a lot…

Just know every time you’re thinking of her, I’m thinking of you…

Loving him is the best thing yet. Missing him is something I’ll never regret. Losing him will be hard to accept but seeing him with her is the most painful yet…

She’s got you falling head over heels and I can’t even make you stumble…

She’s now your girl so there isn’t a point to be tripping over you so I’m going to move on, be strong, and find someone new.

What do you do when the one guy you know is right for you is with the one girl you know is completely wrong for him?

When I see them together I can’t help but want to cry because knowing he’s moved on and I can’t brings tears to my eyes…

You still hold a special place in my heart and you know you did right from the start but when she came along and took your breath away I was devastated and didn’t know what to say. I spent my nights crying time after time. I spent my days lying, saying I was fine…

You thought you hurt me when I saw you two together but really I need to thank you because you made me realize that I need to wake up from this dream…

After all that we’ve been through, I find myself still loving you but I think we need to take some time to get it right because I never give up on a good thing. I never gave up on the love we had…

Boy I know that we can make it because we won’t let them break it. I don’t care who’s with it. It’s you and me against the world. Tell me those three little words that let me know you’re still my boy…

Every time I try to walk away, he pulls me back in….

I know I will go far enough to tell you that I love you but I know I’m stupid just because I run right back to you.

I won him fair and square. He’s mine. I don’t share…

Isn’t it funny that no matter what happens, in the end we always end up running back to each other in one way or another?

Tell me your love will always be with me. Promise me you would never leave and then take me where I wanna be because I need you baby, like crazy…

We’ve laughed. We’ve cried. We’ve fought. We’ve lied. No matter what, we make it through, always and forever, me and you…

You ripped my heart out and slammed it on the ground but I’m picking it up, dusting it off, and giving it right back to you…

i’m scared to think of you
coz i might not stop..
i’m scared to be with you
coz i might not let go..
i’m scared to look into your eyes
coz you might just see..
how much you mean to me..

you didn’t need 2 hear my voice 2 know that i care and you don’t have 2 feel my touch 2 know that i’m here. you just have 2 know that somewhere, somehow.. i’m just here.. lovin you quietly…

its sad when sometimes you fall for someone and finally decide to stop because of the hurt. you tell everyone that you’ve let go and moved on but deep inside, you know you haven’t, you never did and maybe, just maybe, you never will..

sa pagmamahal di dapat siya nasusunod..minsan..kailangan iwanan siya para..matuto siyang maghabol.. kailangan..saktan rin siya.. para matuto siyang magmahal at kailangan mong mawala..para matuto siyang maghanap!!

madaling sabihin na mahal mo isang tao kahit di naman totoo..simpleng i luv u at konting bola..pero merong mahirap.. yung naniwala siya sayo..pero di mo naman pala kayang panindigan..

the problem with guys… they make u believe they love you when they don’t… the problem with girls.. they make u believe they don’t love you when they do..

minsan nagtanong ako sa diyos.. kung bakit kailangan pang magmahal..kung kukunin lang din siya ng iba.. sabi niya.. dapat nga masaya ka pa.. dahil naging sayo kahit..nakalaan para sa iba..

you may be out of my sight.. but not out of my mind.. out f my reach.. but not of my heart.. out of my side.. but will always be a PART OF MY LIFE!

minsan feeling ko salamin mo ko.. ngitian mo ko ngingitian din kita.. umiyak ka.. iiyak din ako.. tumawa ka.. tatawa din ako.. pero.. isa lang di ko kayang gawin.. yun ay ang talikuran ka.. pagtalikod mo sa kin..

minsan pasaway talaga ang tao di mo naman inaaya dadating at sasali sa mundo mo… masakit pa nito.. kung kailan apektado ka na sa kanya.. saka pa sya aalis.. tangay ang mundong dati’y solo mo..

u make me smile 4 no reason watsoever.. u make me laf.. at the unfuny things.. but most of ol.. u make me.. luv u wen i shdnt be luving u.. anymore..

Kung mahal mo raw, ipaglaban mo. Totoo ba yun? Paano kung hindi ka niya mahal? Anong ipaglalaban mo? Isang pag-ibig na ikaw lang ang nakakadama? Mahirap ata yun ah! Kaya mo ba? Pero kapag mahal mo talaga, kakayanin mo diba?

If I only have one hour left to live and I’m with you that day, I’ll lay my head unto your shoulders as I feel the breeze touch my skin and say, “Pasandal lang po muna ha? Matagal po akong mawawala e…

Sabi nila, ang tanga ko daw kasi hinihintay pa rin kita. Kasi ok lang sa akin kahit nandiyan siya. Kasi wala naman akong magagawa para malaman mo na mahal kita. Paano kapag naging tayo? E di masaya, isang manhid at isang tanga…

Sabi nila mahal mo din ako, kaya hinanap kita. Yun pala may hinahanap kang iba. Nung nagmakaawa ako, nagalit ka pa. Hai, minsan na nga lang magmahal, pumapalpak pa. Sorry ha? Mahal kasi kita e..

Sabi ko noon, di na ko masasaktan. Sabi ko kakalimutan na kita. Sabi ko di na kita mamahalin pa, na kaya kong gawin lahat yun. Kaso, bigla mo na lang sinabi, “Mahal kita, mahal mo pa rin ba ako?”

Meron kang iba, ako rin meron na. Kinikuwento mo siya, ako rin diba? Happy ka sa kanya, ako rin kunyari masaya. Mahal mo siya, pero hulaan mo kung sinong mahal ko? Ikaw pa rin pala!

Minsan masayahin ako, minsan seryoso, minsan sobrang sweet, minsan sensitive, minsan manhid. Pero kahit bangag ako, ni minsan, di ka nawala sa puso ko…

Minsan naisip ko, kung ano ang tama para sayo, yun ang mali sa mata mo. Pero kung ano ang ayaw mo, pinagpipilitan mo. Ganon ba talaga ang mahalin ka? Tama sa akin, pero mali sa paningin mo?

Ano pa ba ang gusto mo? Sinaktan mo na nga ako at iniwan ng ganito tapos ngayon kung kailan ok na ko at nakalimutan na kita saka ka bumalik at sinsabing di na ko iiwan pa. Ano ba? Ayoko na! Masaya na ko ngayon pero bakit ganon? “Mahal pa rin kita leche ka!” …

Sabi nila, wag kitang mahalin ng sobra. Di ako nakinig. Kaya ng mawala ka, sobra akong nasaktan. Sabi nila, “Ano, kita mo na?” Sabi ko, “Ok lang. Bago naman siya mawala, napasaya naman niya ko ng sobra.”

Gago ka ba? Iiwanan mo ko tapos babalik-balik ka ngayon. Anong akala mo sa akin? Tanga? Papa-uto ulit sayo? E sira ulo ka pala e! Pero mas sira ulo ko sayo. Halika nga dito, tagal kong hinintay pagbalik mo e…

Talagang ganyan daw kapag nagmamahal ka. Naghihintay ka ng matagal dahil sa una, akala mo ikaw na. Sa una, akala mo totoo. Yun pala simula nung una, pinagti-tripan ka lang pala…

Gusto kitang makita, kaso baka sabihin mo, “Wag na.” Gusto kitang maka-usap, kaso baka sabihin mo lang, “Saka na.” Gusto kong sabihin na mahal pa rin kita pero baka isagot mo, “Ako hindi e.”

Nagtext ako sayo, got no reply. Miss call ako sayo, you didn’t call back. Nung nakulitan ka na sa akin, sabi mo, “Sorry, I’m busy. TC na lang.” Then one day, nakita kita kasama mo siya. Tama ka, busy ka nga talaga… Busy ka sa kanya..

Ang swerte ko, akin ka. Swerte ko kasi ako ang mahal mo kaya kahit sandali ka lang nandito, pumayag pa rin ako. Masaya ako nung una pero di nagtagal ang lungkot din pala kapag wala ka na. Swerte pa rin ba ako? Bakit iba na ang nararamdaman ko?

Alam mo ba na mahal kita? Hindi siguro. Alam mo ba na kailangan kita? Hindi rin e. Oo nga pala, paano mo malalaman? E wala ka namang paki. Paano kasi, nandiyan siya. Mahal mo, kailangan mo… tanging siya lang sa puso at buhay mo!

Kung alam mo lang kung gaano kita kamahal. Kung gaano kalaki ang takot ko kapag nawala ka. Kung anong nararamdaman ko kapag may kasama kang iba. Shit! Ang kapal ng mukha ko! Kaibigan nga lang pala ako…

May mga taong minamahal at may mga taong sinasaktan lang. Alam mo kung alin ako don? Ako yung gagang taong nagtitiis ng sakit kasi mahal ko yung gagong taong nananakit sa akin…

Nagtitiis ako para sayo. Ibibigay lahat basta kaya ko. Kakayanin ko ang sakit para lang sayo. Pero kung di mo pa rin ako mahalin sa kabila ng lahat ng ito, para sayo, maghihintay ako….

Buti pa yung shabu, nagpapayaman. Ang marijuana, nagpapa-high. Ang ecstacy, nagpapasaya. E samantalang ako, taong nagpapakatanga. Di mo man lang pansin na adik sayo…

Know what I’m holding right now? Well, I’m holding your heart. Napulot ko kasi tinapon niya. Pwede akin na lang? Promise, di ko itatatapon. Iingatan ko pa…

Close your eyes, diba ang dilim? Try being alone, nakakatakot diba? When no one’s with you, masakit diba? Don’t worry, ayos lang yan. Try looking behind you, nandiyan lang ako…

kung hindi na
kita e txt pa
magtataka kaba?

kong di na kita tatawagan
mag aalala kaba?

kong mawawala ako
maghahanap kaba?

kong ito na
ang huling message
na matatanggap mo
masasaktan kaba?

kong sasabihin ko
sayong mahal kita
pero paalam na.
iiyak kaba?

wag kang mag alala
dahil kung mawawala man ako
mag papaalam ako sayo

sana lang makita mo
na nasasaktan lang ako
kaya ako iiwas sayo.

there’s nothing wrong with being single. it’s nice to be free. i can stay out late every night, i can wear whatever i want, i can just be my plain old self. The whole world sees that i can take care of myself.

but to tell you the truth, i wouldn’t mind having someone walk me home. i wouldn’t mind wanting to look good or trying to be better for someone. i wouldn’t mind letting someone hold me when im just too weak to go on.

it’s nice to be free, but i wouldn’t mind being bound to someone who loves me…

it’s better to have NOBODY than to have SOMEBODY who is half yours, half there or doesn’t want to be there, or is there and then suddenly disappears…

n love, no one can harm anyone else. each of us is responsible for our own feelings and can’t blame someone else for what we feel. no one loses anyone because no one owns anyone…

everything in life is temporary coz everything changes. that’s why it takes courage to love knowing it might end up anytime and faith to believe it would last forever..

ive done the bravest thing in my life, letting go of someone ive loved. but as ive done my bravest thing, i never felt weaker. all i could do is breakdown, cry and wish that i was never that brave….

i hate how coffee turns into an addiction and how it keeps you up all night. how it burns and makes your heart beat fast.

especially how it makes you crave for its rich and sweet promises of grains, milk and sugar.
moments later, it puts you into a melancholic mood of coldness.
before you realize, it has consumed you before you should have consumed it.


then again.. you crave for another cup. just like love.

i think part of the reason why we hold on to something so tight is because we fear that something so great won’t happen twice…

im not the kind of girl who runs up when you walk into the room, or the kind that talks to you every chance i get. but i am the kind of girl who holds it all inside and regrets it later…

There will come a time in your life when you will become infatuated with a single soul. For this person, you’d do anything and not think twice about it but when asked why .. you had no answer. You’ll try your whole life to understand how a single person can affect you as much as they do, but you’ll never find out. And no matter how badly you hate it or how badly it hurts.. you will love this person without regret.. for the rest of your life…

As I grow old, my realizations about life become deeper, problems get bigger, situations become more complicated and I know that you are just like me. Sometimes we wish we could go back. Back to the time when the only man in our life was our Dad, our only bestriend was our Mom and any pain could be healed by just a bandaid and a lollipop…

You won’t be his first, last or only. He loved before and he’ll love again. He loves you now. What else matters?

He’s not perfect, you’re not either. If he makes you laugh and admits he makes mistakes, hold on to him and give the most you can.

He won’t be thinking of you every minute but he’ll give you a part of him he knows you can break – his heart.

Smile when he makes you happy, let him know when he makes you mad and miss him when he’s not there.

PERFECT guys don’t exist, only PERFECT love that he can give.

minahal mo kasi mahal ka..
pero nalaman mo na ikaw pala ay pangalawa..
iiwan mo ba siya dahil nasasaktan ka?
o mamahalin mo pa rin….
dahil alam mo sa iyo siya masaya?

two boys were courting the same girl. The first one was rich while the other one was poor. The girl decided to choose the rich one. He told the poor man to get out of their life and laughed after him. The next day, the poor man heard that the two were getting married. That time, he gave up. He left that place and worked hard for himself. After a very long year, he went back to his old place. He found out that the girl he loved committed suicide and died. He saw her diary and a letter for him. “I chose him because he’ll kill you if I go to you. I sacrificed myself and my love for you. Forgive me please.”

kung talagang
para sayo
isang tao,,

mawala man
sayo ng

mahabang panahon

parin kau

kapag tama
na ang mali..

at kapag puwede na
ang di dapat…

handa akong mahalin ka ng higit pa sa buhay ko.
at ipagmamalaki sa buong mundo!
pero pano ko iyon mapapatunayan sayo?
kung sa bawat paglapit ko,
pilit kang lumalayo?

“siguro panakip butas lang ako..

masakit pero kinakaya ko..

mahirap pero cge pa rin ako..

dahil alam ko..

ang butas na tinatakpan ko..

ay di kayang tumbasan

ng taong mahal mo..”

di nmn ako naghahanap ng taong makakasama ko habang buhay!,
naghahanap ako ng taong di ko kayang mabuhay ng wala siya..!!

ayun sila..
yung mahal mo
saka bestfriend mo
sabi mo, masaya ko..
masaya para sa kanila..


talaga lang ha?

sabihin mo nga..
kailan pa naging masaya
ang masaktan?!
never pa diba??

Kadalasan, nakakatakot magmahal.. Ksi, nakakatakot ang umasa..
Pero, diba, mas nakakatakot naman pag nalaman mo na wala
Kang pag-asa sa taong mahal mo..? Pero pinapakita niya sayong,
Mahalaga ka..

Minsan, masarap magmahal ng manloloko..
Hindi dahil gusto mong paloko,
Kundi dahil gusto mo siyang magbago at
Gusto mong marining niyang sabihin sayo na
“Ikaw lang ang nagpabago sa akin ng ganito”

Kapag tumigil sa pag tibok ang puso ko,
ibig sabihin, wala na akong buhay,
kapag nangyari yun, sana masabi ko
Muna sayo na minsan sa buhay ko,
Isa ka sa naging dahilan ng pagtibok nito..

If you’d ask me, who I want to spend
the rest of my life w/ I’ll just sit right next to you,
Look into your eyes with smile, hold your
hand and whisper.. “Ikaw sana eh, kaya lang, gusto mo ba?”

Mahirap hanapin ang taong kagaya mo,
Wala na akong makita na hihigit pa sayo,
Di na ako magtataka kung bakit
Madaming nagkakagusto kasi madali kang mahalin
Problema nga lang, mahirap kang kalimutan..

Boys?! Pag-trip ka, papakilala..
Kaibigan Kuno..
Hanggang Pumorma na..
Pag nahulog ka na, ayun.. gudbye na!
Walang iiyak ha.. Smile lang tayo..
Punyeta?! Ano silbi ng Karma??

Kung mahal mo siya.. sabihin mo!
Kahit alam mong walang kapalit yun..
Ang mahalaga, nalaman niya at kung
Magalit siya, sabihin mo,
“Ang sabi ko, mahal kita, di ko sinabing, mahalin mo din ako!”

someday, i’ll be sittin’ down the chair reminiscin’ the past,
beside the window & when my grandchild come
ad ask for a story, i’ll start with,
“once upon a time, there was you in my life”

sabi nila, wag daw hanapin ang taong itinadhana sayo,
maghintay ka lang..
kusa siyang darating sa buhay mo..
maghinta ka nga lang.,.
pano, kung inintay ka rin ,niya? edi hindi na kayo nagkita?

ang puso, nilikha para magmahal, hindi taguan ng nararamdaman
kaya bago mahuli ang lahat yung nakatago,
sa puso, iparamdam na baka kasi mahal ka niya..

naghihintay lang pala..

Someday someone might come into your life in a way you’ve always wanted. If your someday was yesterday, learn. If your someday is tomorrow, hope. If your someday is today, cherish…

sometimes the hardest thing in life is accepting that the one you love can’t love you the way you do, forgetting that once in your life you felt a love so true, and trying to live in a world so blue. But oftentimes the saddest thing is that just when you thought you are through, just a simple smile from him could unexpectedly reopen the feelings in your heart—so old yet seems to be so new…

Masarap tumingin sa mga bituin sa langit pag gabi. Parang ayoko nang matulog para hintayin na lang ang umaga. Ganun din pag nakikita kita. Gusto lang kitang masdan at mahalin habang nandiyan ka pa…

Manhid ka raw kasi hindi mo maramdaman na mahal kita. Tinawanan ko lang sila kasi alam ko namang hindi ka ganun. Tapos nalungkot ako. Sa isip-isip ko kasi, “Hindi yun manhid. Hindi lang talaga niya ko kayang mahalin.”

Mahirap mahalin ang isang taong may mahal nang iba lalo na pag kaibigan mo pa ang minahal niya. Patukso-tukso ka pa! Kunwari kinikilig sa kanila. Pero sa totoo lang, ang sakit sakit na…

Mahalin mo pa kaya ako kahit magkalayo na tayo? Balikan mo pa kaya ako dito at sabihing ako pa rin ang laman ng puso mo? Maging tayo pa rin kaya hanggang sa huli? Ang sarap mangarap, no? Pero ang hirap umasa..

Maraming tao ang nagsasabi ng “I love you” sakin. Yung iba totoo. Yung iba wala lang. Yung iba seryoso. Yung iba laro lang. Pero kahit ilan pa silang mag “I love you” sakin, ang gusto ko yung sayo lang. Kahit hindi seryoso, ayos lang…

Sana nakakapagsalita ang mata para hindi maging mahirap sakin ang sabihin sayong mahal na mahal kita. Pero wag na lang kasi baka malaman mo rin na nasasaktan ako pag nakikita kitang masaya sa piling niya.

Mahirap magmahal ng sobra. Halos wala nang matitira sa sarili. Lahat ng oras ilalaan mo makita lang siya. Pero ikaw ba ay kuntento na? Ok lang sanang magmahal, kahit sobra. Ang kaso lang alam ba niya?

Ipagtatanggol kita sa kahit kanino. Hinding-hindi kita iiwan kapag nag-iisa ka. Mamahalin kita hanggang kaya ko. Sayang. Kung akin ka lang sana…

Once na nagmahal ka, gamitin mo yung puso mo at wag yung isip. Hayaan mong sabihan ka nilang tanga basta wag ka lang magising isang araw at sabihin mo sa sarili mo na, “Hindi pala ako nagmahal. Nag-isip lang.”

it’s funny 2 pretend unhurt when im bleedng..
to pretend 2 be strong… when im weak..
2 say go away.. when i meant please stay..
& 2 say im over you..
when i meant.. was..
i want you back..

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

” heart breaking quotes “

Life is so short to waste time for someone who’s unworthy of your love..
Its so sad when the right person will not be able to search for you coz your
too busy all your life makin’ the wrong person right for you..What if the person you love told you, Do you know that there’s no other
person I’ve ever loved and will always love as much as I love you? you
probably can’t say anything but what if he adds, “Thank’s for being there my

ang sakit maramdaman na kahit kailan, hindi mo ko matututunang mahalin… masakit
isipin na umaasa ako sa wala… at alam mo ang pinakamasakit? ang makita kang
masaya pag nandiyan siya…

mahal kita, OO! yun ang totoo.. at kahit wala ka sa tabi ko ikaw pa rin ang laman ng puso ko. sabi mo noon mahal mo ko pero kung tatanungin kaya kita
ngayon, anong isasagot mo? ako pa rin ang mahal mo o ang taong nakasama mo
nung WALA ako?

diba alam mo na mahalaga ka sakin? at kailangan kita? alam mo rin na masaya ako pag
nandito ka? at mas lalong alam mo na mahal na mahal kita? alam mo naman pala eh…bakit nagmahal ka pa ng iba?

na-feel mo na ba yung akala mo wala na… tapos na ang lahat… na okay ka na!
tapos isang araw nagkita kayo… ngumiti siya sa yo… nasabi mo na lang,
” mahal ko pa rin pala siya, akala ko kasi hindi na!… ”

ng iwan mo ko, nasaktan ako ng sobra.. umiyak ng grabe.. pero habang
tumatagal.. unti-unti kong nakikita.. kahit masakit tanggapin, mas maganda pala
ang buhay ko kapag wala ka sa piling ko…

Alam mo kahit kailan di ko inaasahang makikilala kita na mapapalapit ako sayo na
mamahalin kita pero kahit kailan di ko inakalang sasaktan mo lang ako.. ngayon gusto
ko sanang sabihin sayo “paalam na mahal ko..”

napakagaga ko talaga…inisip ko na magagawa mo kong mahalin, tutal friends tayo at
nagawa ko ng mahulog sayo..pero pano ba yan? eh iba naman pala ang nararamdaman mo
para sakin!? kahit ba friends lang tayo…hindi mo ba talaga magagawang mahalin din ako?

LOVE.. PAG-IBIG.. same old words.. Bakit nga ba tayo nasasaktan pag
nagmamahaL tayo.. tatanga-tanga kasi tayo eh.. nagmamahaL Lang tayo.. dun pa sa
taong di tayo kayang mahaLin

mahaL na mahaL ko siya.. kaya napagisip-isip ko na makipagbaLikan sa kanya.. nang
nasabi ko na ang lahat-lahat.. siya’y lumapit sa kin at niyakap ako ng
mahigpit… at sinabing.. “sorry.. ayoko na.”

kung minsan masakit magmahal.. binigay mo na ang lahat.. buhay,..
oras…pagod…pera… kaya nga sobrang apektado ka pag wala na kayo.. kasi
alam mong kahit na wala na kayo.. ang lahat ay para parin sa kanya…

sabi mo mahal mo ko, naniwala naman ako. sabi mo di mo ko iiwan ang sabi ko,
“oo,aasahan ko yan ah!” pero bakit paglipas ng panahon, nakita kita at
narinig pa ang mga sinabi mo sa kin sinasabi mo rin sa iba!

sometimes when you cry akala mo no one sees your tears. when you worry, no
one sees your pain. when you’re happy, no one sees your smile. ganyan ka
naman eh! di mo rin nakikita na nandito lang ako naghihintay na makita mo

Tumingin ako sa mga mata mo… at nakita ko ang mga luha habang iniiyak mo ang
sakit na nararamdaman mo. Nilapitan kita at sinabi, “tahan na…” at tinanong
mo ko, “hindi ba puwedeng mahalin niya rin ako?” at sinabi ko lang, “yan nga
rin dapat itatanong ko sayo, eh…”

*Akala ko ba ako ang mahal mo? Akala ko ba ang mahal mo ay yung ako? Eh, bakit
mo ko pilit na binabago? Ah… oo nga pala. Hindi yun totoo. aLam mo bakit?
Kasi ang minahal mo lang ay yung babaeng nandyan sa panaginip mo…

*Minsan, hiniling ko na sana manhid rin ako kagaya mo at madalas nagtataka
ako kung bakit nagpapakagago pa rin ako. Sabi ko tuloy sayo, “Nasasaktan na
naman ako…”. Sabi mo, “Mahal mo lang talaga kasi siya…” aLam mo lang sinagot ko?
“Hindi… iba pa kasi minahal mo…”

*Hindi na ko nasanay! Magmamahal lang ako yung pang may mahal nang iba… bat
pa kasi ikaw yung minahal ko, eh? Masakit pa dun, kaibigan kita. Pero wala
naman akong magagawa, eh. Sino ba naman ako para pigilan ka? At lam ko rin
namang may pag-asa sa kaniya… pano kasi, ikaw ang mahal niya!

*Umiiyak ang puso ko. aLam mo kung bakit? Kasi ikaw pa yung minahal ko! aLam ko namang alam mong masakit, eh… kasi, diba, may mahal rin siyang iba? Kaya minsan sabi
ko… “Hindi kaya ginagantihan mo lang siya?” Naisip ko kasi, yun rin ginagawa
ko sa kanya…”

Dreams and Letting go

Some dreams come handily some come with a little effort some are just very
hard to realize some wait and long to come all to your life…

when finally… the big dream you thought would not come … comes along…..

you have to grab it! u have to.. it’s now or never… u won’t have another chance!

and when you had it was not easy… and when you finally got it… it cost
some pain had to let go… some of your little precious dream you had for a long
timm…… and then you cried….

mahirap kapag iniwan mo ang taong minahal mo ng totoo…nung sinabi mo sa kanyang
ayaw mo na, akala mo pipigilan ka nya pero nagkamali ka, niyakap ka lang nya
at sinabing: yan din ang sasabihin ko, naunahan mo lang ako

sana akin ka, para hindi ka na iiyak…sana akin ka, para hindi ka na
masasaktan…sana akin ka, para hindi ka na aasa…ngunit sana ako na lang
siya…na minahal mo ng sobra!!!

nung sweet ka sakin, kala ko mahal mo na ako…nung lagi kang nasa tabi ko,
kala ko mahal mo na ako…nung magusap tayo at nagpasalamat ako sayo…may
sasabihin pa dapat ako kya lang sabi mo…”that’s what friends are for!”

alam mo.. ang manhid mo.. di mo ko hinintay at naghanap ka na ng iba hindi ko
man lang nasabi sayo na:

” alam mo ba na mahal na mahal kita”

sometimes we tend to be despair when the person we love leaves, but the
truth is, it’s not our loss but theirs, for they left the only person who
wouldn’t give up for them……………

Hanggang langit ang pag-ibig ko sayo……..pero binalewala mo lang. Ngayon
nakalaya nako sa pag ibig na yon ……bumabalik ka at humihingi ng
patawad…………..sayang bakit ngayon lang….

Sa kaka hanap ko sa true love ko…….di ko napansing ikaw pala ang soul
mate ko……..huli na ng ma realize ko….wala kana, lumayo kana para
limutin ako……

masakit sakin na mas mahal mo siya.. kaya heto ako, hanggang ngayon, iniisip
pa rin ang sandaling hinayaan kita.. ano bang nagawa ko na hindi tama?
ah oo nga, hindi ko pa pala nasabi sayo na mahal kita..

kala ko dati, walang magpapahiwalay pala mali ako, di pala ganun
yun..nagisip ako,ang sama-sama ko pala, gusto ko na yung tulad dati, kaya lang kung
kailan lalapit na ko, meron ka na palang iba sa tabi mo!!

hindi pa nga nagsisimla ang laban, sumuko ka na agad…kala mo iba mahal
niya…kaya tinago molang…pano kung mahal ka pala nya?…hinihintay lang niyang
sabihin mong mahal mo rin siya..

ang ganda ng langit sa gabi noh!?… Ang daming bituin. kaya nga lang minsan
nakakapagod tumingala… buti na lang nandyan ka… isang tingin ko lang…
langit na..

Bakit ganon?? kahit anong sakit naman,, tiniis ko! kahit anong hirap,
tinago ko, kahit anong kasalanan mo, pinatawad ko… kahit sobra sobra
pagmamahal ko sa yo, bakit ganon?? iniwan mo pa rin ako???

“aLAm mo when U start faLLing INluV aNd FeeL bEiNg luV ka$ama Na yuNg pOssibliTy Na
masktaN..paNo mo maLaLaman kuNg gaNo kasaRAp magMahAL kuNg di mo naRanasAn kuNg panO masaKtAn””

isang araw nakita mo ko kausap siya,magkahawak kamay at magkayakap pa. akala mo tinalikuran kita at pinagpalit sa kanya. ang di mo alam pagtalikod mo,umiyak siya kasi nagpaalam ako at pinili kita

bakit kaya pag mahal mo ang isang tao, nagkakagusto siya sa iba? ikaw na nga
nagsasakripisyo, ikaw pa ang binabalewala. bakit ganun? ang masakit pa..
mahal mo na nga ang nawala kaibigan mo pa ang minahal nya!

Lahat tayo nasasaktan Nasasaktan ako Nasasaktan ka din Pag mahal mo isang
tao Gagawin mo lahat para sa kanya Kahit mali kahit tama Pero dumadating
yung time Na lagi mo siyang nasasaktan Bakit kaya? Kasi mahal mo sya kaya
nasasaktan mo

sometimes you just thought you did the right thing, sometimes you thought you did something right, not knowing that it already hurt someone you love the most…

sometimes it just have to be as it was said & done, sometimes you just have to let
things happen w/out any valid reason, not knowing that your losing a big part…

just thought it was the right thing, but it turned out wrong, just thought we
could feel better, but i guess we still need time…

im not happy right now, i cant tell you the truth.. on how i feel bout u.. on how you begun to change my life coz your my friend “pano ko sasabihin na.. mahal kita? friends lang tau sabi mo diba!?

Minsan di sapat na mahal mo ang isang tao, at alam mo na mahalaga ka para sa kaniya, kasi bago ang lahat…. dapat alam mo ang pinagkaiba ng MAHAL sa MAHALAGA LANG!

The time I asked you, bakit ka masaya? You answered kasi kasama ko ang mahal ko… Then you asked me bakit ikaw parang malungkot….kasi kasama ng mahal mo ang taong mahal ko…

Paano kung sobrang in love ka sa isang tao, tapos isang araw bumalik ung una mong minahal… Sino pipiliin mo? yUng dati na gusto mong balikan…. o yung ngayon na ayaw mong saktan?

I miss you … I need you … More and more …. each day … I love you … more than words … can ever say.

alam mo noong nagkita tayo at nakilala kita, umisip ako ng mga paraan kung pano mapapalapit sa’yo. Hanggang magsimula na akong tumawag at hanggang naging TAYO! Noong naging tayo, natakot akong baka magbago ka. Ngayong sobrang mahal kita… mahal na mahal… natatakot naman akong mawala ka

I really want to be close to you..close enough that in time, i’ll just hold your hand and without saying anything, you know im saying something like this; “dito ka lang, hindi ko kayang mawala ka.”

nung makita kita,sabi ko ikaw na nga.nung una kitang makausap,sabi ko ikaw nga.nung maging magkaibigan tayo,sabi ko sana ikaw na nga,pero bakit nang makita mo siya sinabi mo sa ‘kin na “SIYA NA NGA?”:(

Pinilit kong maging sya, ginawa ko lahat sa’yo katulad ng ginawa niya, minahal kita higit pa sa naibigay nya,tinanong kita kung KULANG PA BA? sinagot mo kong..”tama na,hindi ka naman siya..” =(

You changed my life. You made it right.You touched my heart, right from the start. You made it right…Kaw na buhay ko, di na kita kayang pakawalan pa..mahal kita eh

Minsan, ang hirap din pala magpahalaga sa isang tao..
yun tipong lagi kang nandiyan para sa kanya,
kasama sa gitna ng giyera, karamay sa problema..
Tapos isang araw, magigising ka na lang…iniwan ka rin pala!!!

Pag sobrang lapit mo sa isang kaibigan,
matutunan mo syang mahalin noh?
Kaya wag kang lalapit sa akin ha?
At baka mahalin kita…
tapos yun pala para sayo “friend” mo lang ako…

noon sabi mo, hindi kita iiwan.
Magkasama tayo kahit na anong laban…
ipagtatangol, proprotektahan… naniwala naman ako…
nasiyahan… yun pala hindi na natin kailangan ng laban….
Dumating lang siya… alam ko na kung sinong talunan..

isang araw naalala kita yung time na masaya pa tayong dalawa, yung time na lagi kang nandiyan,mayamaya lang naiisip ko yung lagi mong sinasabi “LOVE YOU POH” “DI KITA IIWAN” napaluha ako….KAYA PALA NAG IISA AKO NGAYON…

May mga bagay na gusto mong abutin
May mga bagay na gusto mong bitawan
parehas masakit gawin
pero mas masakit kung naabot mo na siya
pero kinakailangan mong bitawan dahil
nakahawak na pala sa iba…

nag-aaway na naman ang utak at puso.. sabi ng utak sa puso, “kalimutan mo na siya.. “Tanga mo talaga!” sagot ng puso.. , “kala ko ba matalino ka? pano ko kakalimutan eh lagi mong iniisip”

kapag sinayang ng isang tao ang pagmamahal mo, syempre ayaw mo na.. pero bakit pag may dumating na iba di natin maibigay ang lahat? dahil ba takot ka na? o may naiwan pa rin sa puso mo para sa kanya?

sabi nila masakit pag di ka nakikita ng mahal mo.. dahil may tinitignan pa siyang iba.. pero mas masakit pala, yung kahit wala na siyang tinitignang iba, di ka pa rin nya makita..

Sana.. Di na lang kita naging kaibigan..masaya naman ako nun eh, kahit nung wala ka pa! Di tulad ngayon.. Pinapahirapan mo lang ako, alam kong di mo sinasadyang maging kaibigan lang ang turing mo sakin.. Ako rin eh, di ko sinasadyang mahalin ka!!!

Bago mo sabihing mamahalin kita habang buhay!
tanong mo muna sa sarili mo kung handa ka na ba? Lahat
marunong magmahal, di nga lang habangbuhay! aLam ko mahal mo ako, pero hanggang kailan?!? hanggang wala pa siya…

Gusto ko bago ka pumasok sa puso ko limot ko na ang dating mahal ko, dahil gusto kong ibigay sayo ang buong buhay ko, sakaling bumalik siya, di na niya ako makukuha sayo dahil PAGAARI MO NA AKO…

ang hirap sagutin ng tanong na ‘bakit’. ang hirap din tanggapin ang mga sagot ng ‘bakit’. ang hirap din maghanap ng lunas sa sakit na dulot ng ‘bakit’ pero ‘bakit’ ba ang hirap mong kausapin? sasagutin mo lang naman ang tanong ko… ‘bakit’ siya ang mahal mo? at bakit hindi ako?

ayoko ng mag-ilusyon, baka masaktan lang ako.. ayoko ng mangarap, tapos d magkakatotoo.. ayoko ng umasa, tapos mabibigo lang ako.. MAMAHALIN NA LANG KITA.. NG HINDI MO ALAM…

Sabi mo mahal mo ko, bakit parang walang kabuhay-buhay? Kahit konting kilig man lang, wala talaga! Galing ba talaga yan sa puso mo? O sabi-sabi mo lang sa lahat na nabihag mo? Wag mo nalang pagpatuloy kung laro lang to para sayo. Tigil na natin to! Hanggang dito nalang kasi masyado ng nasaktan ang puso ko…

Ilang beses ko ba sinabi sayo na mahal kita? Nakinig ka ba? Hindi mo man lang ako sinubukang pakinggan. Ngayon, di mo ko masisisi sa sobrang sakit, manhid na ko para pakinggan ka…

bakit ganito ako na ang nagmahal sayo ng sobra…. Nagalit ka pa…ako na ang nagbigay sayo ng halos lahat iniwan mo pa rin ako….
Hindi kita masisi kundi ang sarili ko dahil nagmahal ako ng gagong tulad mo…

Kung ikaw ang magsisilbing kandila ko sa dilim
Hindi kita sisindihan
Mas gugustuhin ko pang
Maglakad sa dilim at matinik
Kaysa makarating ako sa liwanag
Ng tunaw ka na!!

Ang tao ay sadyang matalino, hindi nagpapalamang sa lahat. Pero oras na mangusap ang puso, lahat sinusuko! Walang ibang pinakikinggan kundi ang tibok nito. Kawawa ang tao pagdating sa pag-ibig! Nagiging bobo…

sumaya na

sana di ko na
lahat ng sakit

nandito siya
sa tabi ko

sana malaman
niya na
mahal ko siya

aLam mo

kasi pagod nako

Bukas nalang
ako aasa…

saBi niLa ngsisimuLa daw yung bUhay natin, pag nahanap na natin yung tA0 na mamahaLin natin, tinan0ng niLa k0, “nagsimuLa na ba ang buhaY m0?” sag0t ko, “tap0s na kasi iniwan na niya ko!”

hindi kita nakikita pero ok lang..hindi nakakausap pero ok pa rin. masaya ko kahit wala ka sa tabi ko pero gusto kong malaman mo na tuwing wala ka.. kulang ang buhay ko kahit ok ako..

mahal mo ba siya? Mahal ka ba niya? Pano yan.. eh mahal din kita..kailangan ko bang magparaya para sumaya ka.. o kailangan kitang ipaglaban dahil mahal kita..

hirap magsabi ng “sorry” hirap magsabi ng “mahal kita” pero nalaman ko, pinakamahirap palang sabihin yung.. “mahalin mo naman ako, please…” =’c

wag mong sayangin ang time na ipagtapat sa isang tao na mahal mo siya..lalo na kung alam mong mahal ka rin niya.. dahil baka dumating ang araw na sure ka na pero siya may mahal ng iba..

nasaktan ka niya ngunit mahal mo siya.. gusto mong umiyak.. ok lang hilahin mo nalang ako sasamahan pa kita.. pero sa ilalim ng malakas na ulan ng di mo makita ang pagluha ko para sayo..

hindi kita pinipilit na isipin ako, hindi ko rin sinasadyang istorbohin ka sa ginagawa mo, wag ka sanang magagalit kung makulit ako.. pero tanong ko lang.. “kinalimutan mo na ba talaga ako??”

masakit saktan ang minamahal lalo na kung di mo sinasadya.. gustuhin mo mang ituwid ang lahat ng pagkakamali mo tsaka mo lang malalaman na huli na pala.. naitama na ng iba!

nilapitan kita pero lumayo ka sakin.. tinawag kita pero di mo ko pinansin.. kakausapin sana kita pero parang ang dami mong gagawin.. siguro di ko na talaga kailangang sabihin…. kung gaano kita… di bale nalang…

what if one day nagtext sayo ang mahal mo at sinabihan ka ng “i luv u”.. tuwang tuwa ka, di ka makapaniwala, tapos dumating bestfriend mo at ang sabi, “sis, hiniram ko phone mo kanina, may nagreply na ba?”

bakit kaya pagdating sa luv,yung kabaligtaran mo ang napupunta sayo??

bakit yung matino,napupunta sa bad??

bakit yung paLaging bigo,napupunta sa nagLaLaro??

bakit yung mabait,napupunta sa pasaway??

aLam mo kasi………..

pag ibinigay sayo ang katulad mo….

hindi ka matututong magbago para sa isang tao

hindi mo maLaLaman ang maLi sayo

at pag waLang nagbago sayo….

hindi mo maLaLaman kung nagmamahaL ka ng totoo……..

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them up from your dreams and hug them for real.

Most relationships fall not because of the absence of Love… Love is always present, it’s just that one loves too much and the other loves too little…

It’s good to feel happiness when you’re with someone or by just knowing that he cares but it hurts a lot when you feel that he starts to leave without saying anything… Without knowing that he feel so much love about you and yet you have the right to demand and can’t even say “please stay”…

he wanted something else; something different; something more; passion and romance perhaps; or maybe quiet conversations in candlelit rooms… Or perhaps something as simple as not being second!

“Love isn’t a decision, it’s a feeling. If we could decide who to love, then life would be much simpler but then, less magical.”

All that a girl ever needs is one guy, just one guy, who would be man enough to prove to them that guys aren’t all the same…

People are trying to correct their lives, trying to fight everything right. trying not to be wrong again but that being wrong sometimes makes us a better person…

Knowing is better than wondering, waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst beat the hell out of never trying. Whoever said that “what you don’t know can’t hurt you” was a complete and total moron. Because for the most I know, not knowing is the worst feeling in the world….

What’s sad about loving somebody? It’s when your not good enough because somebody else occupies his mind and heart and you know you can’t compete with that….

“How do you move on? You move on when your heart finally understands that there is no turning back.”

Why do some people choose to love a “cheater” rather than a good one? Why do we always believe that they are good even if they are not? Maybe because in love, you can’t see the bad reality of things, unless you get hurt by them… You’ll suddenly realize how worse that person is…

That’s pathetic part of being in love that sometimes even the “worst person” in this world can be the best person for your “own belief”…

I told myself that I will stop this thing that makes me go crazy… I want to hit my head so hard that it will bleed and make me realize that some things are not meant to be. But everytime, every minute, every single moment that he’s near me, I just can’t help it… I just can’t stop it…

bakit minahal kita agad?? pero napakahirap sayo na mahalin ako??? bakit pa ako nahulog sayo kung hindi pala tayo tadhana???? at sa lahat ng bakit bakit merong ikaw at ako???? pero walang tayo…

there are times in my life that…i just want 2 give up & let lose,,,but have you ever thought why i’m still here fighting against depression…….. kasi nandiyan ka eh….wag mo kong iiwan ha!!!kasi bibigay ako…

i don’t believe na sa luv may happy ending…lalong lalo na nung nakilala at inibig kita,,,dahil ang luv ko sayo wala pang HAPPY,,,ENDING na…

marami ang nabubuhay ng masaya dahil sa salitang “MAHAL KITA” pero mas marami ang lumuluha dahil sa salitang yun! bakit???? kasi mas marami ang bibig na sinungaling kaysa pusong nagmamahal ng totoo…

di ko alam kung ano ang tunay na nararamdaman mo para sakin,,,pero kung ano man yun,,,nakahanda ako,,…..laro o totoo,,,iisa lang ang alam ko…..mahal kita,,,masaktan man ako…

LOVE????Parang apoy una spark then flame then magic…..pero pag nawala na ashes na lang ashes na mas mabuting itago dahil kadalasan ang abo nito ay paalala ng isang apoy na nakapaso sau….

masarap magmahal kung ikaw lang ang mahal nya…. blush.gif masarap magmahal kung talagang seryoso sya heart.gif pero wala ng mas masarap pa kung sasabihin nya sau “alam mo…—nag iisa ka sa buhay ko!!!!

Pag may umaway sayo, gagawin ko ang lahat para pagtangol ka.. kahit sino pa o ano pa siya! pero baka magising na lang ako na nasa harap kita at sinabi mo na “BAKIT MO GINAWA UN? ANO BA KITA?!”

Ang mga lalake, mahilig magpaasa. madalas magpaiyak, madalas manloko. minsan sasabihin special ka, pero ang totoo iba naman ang mahal. pagkatapos magsosorry. para san pa?! eh nasaktan ka na…

Ingatan mo yung taong laging nandiyan para sayo, laging nag-iisip sayo laging nagmamahal, lagi nag-aalala, kasi pag yan nawala… mahirap na… kaya ikaw..INGATAN MO AKO HA?!

Minsan sa sobrang hirap magmahal, gusto na natin sumuko,
nakakapagod din kasing umiyak, masaktan at umasa Pero kung eto lang ang paraan para mapatunayan na mahal kita,kakayanin ko lahat…basta nandiyan ka!…

Pag wala na ako, maaalala mo pa ba? Na minsan minahal kita, na minsan binigay ko lahat ng kaya ko, na pag nabuhay ako ulit, pipiliin ko parin maging sayo…Sana maalala mo no? KAHIT WALA NA AKO..

yUng nawala ka sabi ko.. “wala tapos na ang lahat!” Pero kanina lang kausap ko sya, may pumatak na luha sa mata ko. Pabulong kong sinabi… “Hindi ko pa kayang mawala siya, mahal ko pa siya!”…

sabi nila may kasama kang iba..sabi nila may mahal ka ng iba.. masakit.
hindi dahil mahal mo siya kundi dahil sinabi mo na mahal mo ko ng minamahal mo siya..

naramdaman mo na ba magmahal ng todo? ako, oo. gaga kasi ako eh. minahal ko kahit ayaw sakin..binigay ko ng lahat kahit magmukha na kong tanga..ganun ako kagaga..basta para sayo….

nanaginip ako kagabi..di mo na daw ako mahal..napaiyak daw ako dahil dun, pero pagkagising ko,alam mo natawa lang ako..naisip ko, kahit naman pala sa totoong buhay,di mo naman ako minahal diba?..

sino ba mahal mo? ay..siya ba? kala ko kasi kahit papaano mahal mo din ako. pero sige, ayos lang basta ako, mahal na mahal na mahal kita.tama na sakin yun…

kung sabihin kong mahal kita makikibo ka kaya? eh kung tayo nalang kaya eh, papayag ka ba? sa tingin ko hndi, kasi ang mahal mo, siya.. alam mo friend ko yun,gusto mo lakad kita? kahit ba masakit eh,basta MaSAYA KA..

nung una sabi mo sakin mahal mo ko..tapos isang araw may nakita kang iba..sabi mo sakin,”sorry,kala ko mahal kita.” ngumiti lang ako, pero nasabi ko nalang “you jerk ngayon pang mahal na kita!”

kunwari, masaya ko. kunwari, ok ako. kunwari, wala akong problema. ok lang bang isipin na mahal mo din ako? wag kang magalala..kunwari lang naman eh..

sabi nila mahal daw kita kasi pangalan mo daw parati kong binabanggit, parati daw akong masaya pag andyan ka. sabi nila aminin ko na daw sayo, pero sabi ko “saka na lang, pag mahal na din nya ako”.

nang iniwan kita, kala ko sasaya ka…kala ko sa piling nya liligaya ka…kala mo ba ginawa ko ‘to dahil gusto ko? di mo lang alam ginawa ko ‘to dahil mahal kita higit pa sa buhay ko….

mahal mo siya kaya siya lang nakikita mo, di ko naman puwedeng pagpilitan sarili ko sayo dahil di mo na ko mahal di ba? pero bakit ganon kahit mukha na kong tanga habang minamahal mo sya, bakit ganon MAHAL PA RIN KITA?..

nabangga mo ko at nadapa ako, minahal kita pero pinaluha mo ko, ginawa mo yon dahil mahal mo pa pala sya, sa pagmamadali mo, di mo man lang narinig ang sinabi ko, ” sandali lang, mahal pa kita”.

magmahal? ayoko na yata. minsan na akong nagmahal, at sa minsan na yon, niloko pa ako…minahal ko sya, pero bakit ganon? di ko matanggap, dalawa pala kaming mahal nya. masakit, alam mo kung bakit? kasi mas mahal niya at pinili niya yung isa kaysa sa kin….

bakit kaya minsan minamahal natin yung taong bawal mahalin? nakakainis di ba? bakit sila pa? ang dami naman dyan…bakit kaya…ikaw pa?

Sabi mo,
sarap pakinggan, sarap isiping may nagmamahal sayo,
yung may taong nagbibigay sayo ng halaga…
pero ang masakit dun, sa iba mo sinabi
narinig ko lang…

ang sarap magmahal, noh?
lalo na pag mahal ka rin niya
pano kung naghiwalay kayo? tapas nakikipagbalikan
siya sayo? mapapatawad mo ba siya?
kung ang dahilan niya eh¦ nagmahal siya ng IBA?..

kagabi, usap kami ni Lord, sabi ko sa kanya,
“bakit po ang sakit-sakit? nagmahal naman ako diba?”
niyakap niya ko ng mahigpit tapos naiyak ako nung sinabi niyang.. “anak, sobra

minsan bad trip magmahal, bigay ka ng bigay pero kulang pa rin… magpapakatanga ka at iiyak.. ikaw ang iiwas pero ikaw din masasaktan… hintay ka ng hintay, pero sa huli ano, IKAW DIN ANG IIWAN…

diba masakit pag iniwan ka? diba masakit pag niloko ka?
diba masakit pag pinaasa ka? pero mas masakit pag umiwas siya kahit na ramdam na ramdam mong mahal ka rin niya…

masakit iwan ang minamahal..
Eh pano naman kung iwan ka ng minamahal mo?
kung iisipin.. pareho lang masakit..
pero may mas sasakit pa ba kung iwan ka niya dahil sa iba, KAHIT ALAM NIYA NA DI MO MAKAKAYA?!..

bakit yung iba ang bilis kong palitan.
bakit sila di ko iniyakan.
bakit pag iba wala akong pakialam.
pero, bakit pag ikaw na… ANG HIRAP MONG KALIMUTAN..

bakit kaya minsan pag mahal mo yung isang tao, di ka niya mahal? at pag tanggap mo na at handa ka ng kalimutan siya, saka lang niya marerealize na mahal kana pala niya…KUNG KAILAN MAY MAHAL KA NG IBA..

minsan.. mas okay pa ang magkaibigan nalang kayo kaysa mahalin mo siya.. ang kaibigan kasi hindi nang iiwan,.. eh ikaw?!? kapag minahal ba kita… sigurado ba kong di mo ko iiwan????

“MAHAL KITA” sabi mo! hawak mo kamay ko noon at may luha ka pa sa mata! napaiyak tuloy ako, MAHAL DIN KASI KITA! kaya lang sasabihin ko na, bigla mong sinabi.. “PRAKTIS LANG DI KO KASI MASABI SA KANYA…”

nagising ako at napaiyak ako. binaril daw ako at tumagos sa puso ko. umiyak ako di dahil sa natakot akong mamatay, pero dahil sa loob ng puso ko, ALAM KONG NANDOON KA…

minsan na isip kong madaya ka…kasi nangako kang di mo ko iiwan.. pero iniwan mo pa din ako… pero minsan iniisip ko din ano ang mas madaya ng iniwan mo ko o nung pinilit kitang mangako?”

“masakit magmahal lalo na kung iiwan ka lang niya.. pero alam mo?.. may mas masakit pa dun.. pag iniwan ka niya.. sabay sabi… ‘SORRY KALA KO KASI MAHAL KITA EH..’

‘masakit pag yun taong mahal mo iniwan ka… masakit pag nakita mo may mahal na siyang iba.. pero diba mas masakit pag nakita mo na masaya siya? masaya siya kasi wala ka na..”

Gaga ko daw…pinakawalan kita..tanga ko daw…pinabayaan kitang umalis…eh bakit ba ang tanga-tanga nila? di ba nila maintindihan na di ko pwdeng pagsisikan sarili ko sa taong di ako ang mahal?!

Mhal mo ba talaga ko? Kasi feeling ko kasi hindi eh, kaya habang maaga magpakatotoo ka, at patunayan mo sakin ang yong mga salita, kng totoo man o hindi. Mas mabuting malaman ko habang maaga para hindi na ako umasa pa sa pag-ibig na walang kuwenta…

Alam mo ba na mahal kita? alam ko na dadating ung araw na mamahalin mo din ako. Pero sana pagdumating yung araw na mahal mo na ko, ikaw pa rin sana ang Mahal ko dahil ayokong maranasan mo yung sakit na dinanas ko habang hinihintay ko yung araw na mamahalin mo din ako…

Pag wala ka na! Di kita maiisip… di kita maaalala, at di kita mamimiss… alam mo kung bkit? Kasi pag wala ka na, wala na rin ako!

Sabi ko “Mahal na mahal kita” sabi mo….Sus! Alam ko naman yun eh! Tanong ko “ako ba mahal mo?” Sagot mo “oo namn,higit pa sa buhay ko!” Napaluha ako sa tuwa tapos sabi mo “oh! wag na iyak bestfriend ko ha!”

minsan daw, nakakapagod magmahal… minsan masaya, tapos may oras na iiyak ka! sabi nila, nakakasawa! pero ang totoo, hindi ako nagsasawa sa iyo! bakit? kelan ba nagsawa ang taong nagmamahal ng totoo?

minsan, pinipilit turuan ang puso¦ bawal ito, bawal iyon. tama iyon, mali ito. kaso, naisip ko, may sariling isip ang puso¦ at yun ang magpapagalaw sa buhay mo, tama man o mali¦ bawal man o hindi…

Bakit kung kailan natuto akong maghintay hindi ka dumating? Bakit kung kailan natuto akong magtiis dun ka sumuko? Bakit kung kailan natutunan kitang mahalin dun ka lumayo? Bakit kung kailan mahal na kita saka ka nagmahal ng iba?

mahal kita pero bat di ko masabi sayo?…gusto ko pakita sayo pero bat di ko kaya…wala namang pumipigil sakin na mahalin ka…bukod sa kanya…kasi alam ko na siya ang mahal mo at hindi ako… diba?………

sabi niya sa kin “darating din yung mr. right mo! malay mo sa isang araw, bukas o baka mamaya.” natuwa ako kasi siguro nagpaparamdam na siya…. bigla niya namang sinabi… “yung ms. right ko nga nakita ko na eh!”

nagkamali ka na rin ba sa isang tao na akala mo kaibigan mo lang na pag nakuha ng iba bali wala lang.. kaso nung wala na sya.. nasabi mo na lang “ang TANGA ko! mahal ko pala sya..”

Minahal kita kaso naghanap ka ng iba, hinintay kita kaso di ka na bumalik, umasa ako na parang tanga, pero martyr man ako sabi nila, basta alam ko, MINAHAL KITA NG SOBRA…

dati sabi ko sa sarili ko, “maghihintay lang muna ko.. baka balikan mo rin ako..” pero bakit ganun? sa paglipas ng panahon, naisip kong masakit palang umasa. masakit dahil… WALA NAMAN AKONG AASAHAN DIBA?..

minsan kala mo okay p siya, hindi na pala.. minsan kala mo kaya pa niya, hindi na pala.. minsan kala mo ayaw na niya, hindi pa pala.. kasi ang totoo mahal ka pa niya kahit mali na talaga…

minahal kita ng hindi mo alam…iningatan kita kahit sa tingin lang…hindi ko alam kung napapansin mo, kahit konti lang! napapagod na din ako! pero eto parin ako bigo SAYO!….

Hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit ganito na lang. Kung bakit kuntento na ako sa isang sandaling Makita kita. Kung bakit tanging ikaw ang mundo ko… Kahit na alam kong kaibigan lang ako sa buhay mo..

patawad kaibigan kng lalayo ako… alam kng taliwas ito sa pinangako ko…pero sana maintindhan mo na dati walang kaso kung siya ang mahal mo, pero ngayon sana malaman mo na bawat saglit… NAMAMATAY AKO…

Minsan naitanong ko sa sarili ko.. “iniisip mo kaya ako?” aba! Ewan ko.. di ko alam.. wala akong idea.. pero ok lang yun.. sanay naman akong laging binabalewala..

mahirap magmahal ng taong malayo sayo.. hindi mo sya nakakasama sa araw araw.. wala sya pag gusto mong iparamdam ang pagmamahal mo.. di ka nya maririnig pag sinisigaw mong mahal mo sya.. pero patuloy ka paring nagmamahal sa kanya dahil iniisip mo nalang.. “SIGURO GANITO DIN NAMAN SYA..”

Dati ginawa kong biro ang mahalin ka….. pinaniwala kita at ikaw naman si tanga naniwala….. pero ngayon na realize ko ako pala ang tanga kasi yung biro ko…. Sa puso ko totoo na pala…..

minahal kita kahit mali, hinintay, kahit sobrang tagal. nagbigay kahit ubos na. nagpalaya kahit sobra-sobra na. lahat ginawa ko, tiniis! pero kulang pa rin para sayo. di pa ba sapat yun kaya iniwan mo ako?…

Sabi ko bago tayo magkalayo “babalik ako” sabi mo “maghihintay ako” andito na ako sa tabi mo bakit ganito di ko madama ang pagibig mo. Kay lapit ko na sayo pero tila kay layo mo… bumalik ako sapagkat mahal kita ngunit ako’y pinagtabuyan mo at sinabi mo na lang “ayoko na sayo”

minahal kita dati….mahal kita ngayon…mahal kita magpakailan man pero ako…minahal mo ba ko dati? impossibleng mahal mo ko ngayon….at kahit kailan siguro hindi mo na ko mamahalin….

“anong feeling kung may nagmamahal sayo ng sobra tapos bale wala lang sayo??? anong feeling kung may nagpapakatanga sayo pero ginagago mo??? Eh anong feeling kung wala ng magmamahal sayo kahit kailan dahil kahit kailan hinding hindi na ko magpapakatanga at hindi hindi narin kita mamahalin…”

Bakit ganun?? Minsan kahit alam mong mahal ka ng tao
Lalo mo syang sinasaktan
Nagmamahal ka ng iba
Habang siya
Diba masakit isipin na
Seryoso sya sayo
Habang ikaw nag lalaro ka lang

when i asked you “do you luv me?” you just smiled…
then i asked you “do youu care for me?” you stil smiled
but when i asked youu “what if i’m gone?” you didn’t smiled,instead
you laugh and said “eh ano naman?!!”

Bakit ang sakit kada nakikita mo siyang may kasamang iba? Bakit ang sakit kada nakikita mo siyang may kayakap? Bakit ang sakit pag may kausap siyang iba? Bakit ang sakit sayo lang,,, wala sa kanya???

Bakit ang tao minsan nalilito? Minsan naliligaw? Bakit? Saan ba siya dapat pumunta? Sa taong mahal siya o sa taong mahal niya? Kung ikaw kaya, saan ka pupunta? Sa akin o sa kanya?

Minsan di ko maintindihan. May oras na nagpaparamdam ka at sinasabi mong nandiyan ka. Pero bakit hindi ko lubos maramdaman na nandiyan ka nga? Mahal mo nga ba ako o nandito ka lang kasi alam mong hahanap-hanapin kita?

May mga bagay kang kailangang isuko. Kahit na gusto mo siya, kahit na mahal mo siya, isusuko mo na rin kasi pagod ka na! Pagod ka nang makipaglaban dahil alam mo namang talo ka.
Pag naging kayo, sana masaya ka, sana magkasundo kayo, sana hindi ka niya saktan at hindi ka niya pabayaan. Sana din ay mahalin ka niya ng lubusan. Pero sana, sana pag kayo na, sana hindi ko na lang malaman…

Paano kung isang araw iwan kita? Hahabulin mo ba ko? Uubusin mo ba ang oras mo makita lang ako? Iiyakan mo ba ko kasi mahal mo ko? Hindi siguro kasi kung iisipin ko, pang-ilang balik ko na ba to?

goodbye for me is the most unfair word,
kasi bat mo pa nilapitan ang isang tao
kung magpapaalam ka din!
special people don’t deserve this word kaya di mo yon maririnig sa akin!


masakit kapag nalaman mong iba na ang mahal ng mahal mo..
kapag nalaman mong hindi na siya masaya sa piling mo…
pero,, mas masakit pa rin yung magmukhang tanga…
kahit alam mong AYAW NA NIYA talaga..

minsan parang malabo..
yung parang di ka kumbinsidong
mahal nga kita..
pero ito sasabihin ko sayo:
iwna mo man ako ng dahil sa iba,
pag di ka naging masaya..
pangako, babwaiin kita..

May nagtanong sakin kung hanggang kailan daw ba kita mamahalin..
Natahimik ako, napatawa tapos lumayo.. lam mo kung bakit?
Kasi di ko alam kung alin mas matagal eh.. Always ba or Forever?!


yuN paLa,
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sabi pa nila
dapaT ipagLabAn
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pag-ibig m0
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sin0ng ipagLaLaban
kuNg iba ng Laman
ng pUso niyA?

Minsan naisip ko kung bakit ikaw ang parati iniisip ko…kung bakit ikaw gusto kong makapiling… tuwing ako nagiisa, ikaw lamang ang laman ng utak ko at nagiisip muli kong bakit hindi mo akong kayang mahalin ng kahit konti lang…

Hindi Ko Matandaan Kung Kailan Ka Nagsimulang Mapamahal Sakin…bigla Na Lang Parang Sabik Na Sabik Akong Makasama Ka Ulit. simula Din Noon, makita Lang Kita Ay Ang Saya-saya Ko Na. hindi Ko Na Nga Matandaan Kung Kailan Kita Sinimulang Mahalin…ang Alam Ko Lang Ay Napasaya Mo Ang Bawat Oras Ng Buhay Ko Magmula Noon

kahit anong tindi ng dasal ko, isa lang akong sirang nangangarap sayo. alam ko di mo ko mahal at di ka magiging akin. isa kang pangarap na di ko maaabot, dhil lahat ng pinapangarap mo kahit kailan di magiging ako…

kadalasan sinasabi natin sa mahal natin “masaya ako kung san ka masaya!” pero pag nag-iisa kna, masaya ka ba tlga? minsan sadyang mahirap tanggapin na, kung san siya masaya, yun ang di mo kaya…

minahal kita, minahal mo rin ako..
di ko alam kung ito’y totoo..
nagsakripisyo at pinakitang mahal kang talaga..
Ngunit nasan ka???
nAndun!! sa piling ng iba..

hirap magmahal noh!?
hindi mo alam kung kailangan ka niya dahil gusto ka niya..
o gusto ka niya dahil kailangan ka niya.. ikaw?
gusto mo ba ko? o kailangan mo lang?

sa buhay walang sigurado,
lahat puwedeng magbago
mahirap tuloy magtiwala
sa mga tao lalo na sa taong mahal mo
dahil baka dumating ang araw na
iiwan ka niya pati puso mo, dala niya…

ano yung masakit pag nainlove ka sa close friend mo?
yung makita mo siyang masaya kasama ng iba,
OK na OK kahit WALA ka..
kahit ALAM niyang ikaw, nasa malayo.. umiiwas kahit nasasaktan..
para lang makalimutan yung nararamdaman mo para sa kanya

isang patak ng tubig nabuo ang dagat
isang piraso ng bato, nabuo ang bundok
di nla pansin na importante sila
gaya ng isang taong tulad mo
nabuo ang mundo ko
pero parang wala lang sayo…

maganda siya, gust mo siya, pero bakit di mo man lang maintindihan na di ka niya nakikita..halos para kang tanga kung bumuntot sa kanya.. kung lumingon ka na lang sa likod mo.. di mo na sana kakailanganing bumuntot pa.. andito naman ako.. di rin naman kahiya-hiya ang itsura.. at higit sa lahat.. mahal na mahal ka..

“buti pa kayo di nasasaktan” minahal ko ang stars pero dumating ang clouds nawalan siya ng sparkle.. minahal ko ang moon pero ng dumatng ang sun nawalan siya ng light natakot tuloy akong mahalin ka kasi baka pag dumating siya…mawala ka sakin…

pinapagod ko ang utak ko kakaisip sayo samantalang ikaw, wala pa rin pinagbago, walang sandaling inisip mo rin ako. nakakatuwa, bat ako nagpapakagaga? nakakapagod din pala.. manlimos ng atensyon at pagmamahal mo…

ang isang minamahal pag nawala hindi dapat iyakan dahil kawalan mo ay mas kawalan niya. pero wag kang aasa kasi..hindi lahat ng umaalis o nangiiwan – bumabalik…

sana ako ang namimiss mo, sana ako ang palaging hinahanap mo, sana ako ang mahal mo at sana.. wag kang magagalit sa mga pinagsasasabi ko dahil.. hanggang “sana” lang naman ako..

dati.. nung pasko.. hiniling ko, laruan.. pagkagising ko meron na.. tapos, hiniling ko pera.. pagkagising ko meron na.. sana magkasya ka sa mejas ko noh.. para pagkagising ko.. akin ka na..

mahirap umasa kasi mahirap maghintay.. mahirap magmahal kasi mahirap masaktan.. mahirap umalis kahit ayaw mo pa.. pero mas mahirap maghintay at magmahal sa wala..

sometimes we love the one who cant love us back but inspite of this we continue to love & we continue to be hurt till time has come that all you can say is “wala na talaga, di na ko kaya mahalin yan… kahit kailan.”

wala na naman siya sa buhay ko… ngunit ang huli niyang sabi, sana ako na lang…. pero bakit ganon? bakit nandiyan pa rin siya, nandiyan pa rin… ayaw niyang umalis ngunit meron na siyang iba…

I wish I could reach out and touch your face,
to feel those warm cheeks next to mine.
I hope that you’ll look at me and see me
As what I really am and what other people wants me to be.

If you could just open your eyes and look at me,
then you’ll see the love that’s written all over me.
If only you could unlock your heart to let me in…
I would definitely confess these feelings I have for you.
Only wishes like this can be fulfilled,
If courage will flourished over me…

Seconds, minutes, hours and even days have passed,
and yet you didn’t come back…
Memories of the past has been haunting me back…
Only a glimpse of you will make this longing feeling right,
So I’ll wait for the day that you’ll come back…

A twinge of delight washed over me,
as soon as I saw you again walking towards me…
I was really hoping that you’ll say that you love me…
But I really regret this day that I’m with you…
Its not because Didn’t love you..
Because until now I really do…
Its just that now…………..
Your heart belongs to someone new.

I made a mistake when I told I love you, made a mistake when I told it’s forever… made a mistake when I really fall and my final mistake was thinking you felt the same way after all.”

there was a time in my life when you looked in my direction & smile. though it wasn’t meant for me, can i pretend that it was? so i could say.. “you came into my life and melted my hart.. with just a smile.”

its ok 4 me to be your friend, its better than everything right? but what hurts me so much is that although i love you far more than i could love anyone else, that’s all i’ll ever be.. your friend.. just a friend…

i want to say i love you, but i know you won’t listen.. i wanted you 2 stay with me, but you always end up leaving. so i hope this will reach you, that i did love you so.. thinking that i did my part, now i’d have to let you go..

And it sucks to face the truth
That I ain’t got no reasons too
Whenever asked the simple question
Why I feel the way I do
And I know it’s stupid on my part
to say that I love you
Even though I know you hate me
And you don’t know why you do.

Magtitiis ako para sayo, ibibigay lahat basta kaya ko, kakayanin ko ang sakit para lang sa’yo pero kung may kapalit na ko sa kabila ng ito para sayo LALAYO AKO…

Pag wala ka HAHANAPIN KITA! Pag umalis ka HIHINTAYIN KITA pag nagpaalam ka asahan ko BABALIK KA! pag iniwan mo ko masasaktan ako pero dahil MAHAL KITA maghihintay ako kahit di kana DARATING PA…

Whenever I think of you, a star falls from the sky. Then as I happen to look up one night, there are no more stars left… I wonder why?

It’s hard to pretend you love someone if you don’t, but it’s harder to pretend you don’t love someone if you really do…

I hate you for ignoring my existence….for not loving me the way I wish you would but most of all, I hate you for making me say “I hate you” but in reality I was only loving you more…

Don’t be too good I might miss you, don’t be too caring I might like you, don’t be too sweet I might fall its hard for me to love you when you wont love me after all.

I can’t be the best person in this world, but I can be me. I may not be the sweetest, but I can be as I can be. I may not be the one for you, but I’ll always be there for you…

I’m afraid to close my eyes coz I might think of you. I’m afraid to open them coz I might see you. I’m afraid to move my lips coz I might speak of you. I’m afraid to listen coz I might hear my heart fall for you…

Never say I love you if you don’t really care. Never talk about feelings if they are not really there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart…

I fall for you once and I think I’m falling for you again this time its forever but this second time may mean goodbye for I know that its impossible for you to be mine…

Do you know that you’re nice, you’re sweet, you’re thought of day by day, you’re special, you’re kind, but there’s one thing wrong about you…’re not mine..

How do I say goodbye to someone I never had? Why do tears fall for someone who was never mine? Why is that I miss someone I was never with? And I asked why I love someone who’s love was never mine…

Waiting for Nothing

I waited for you by the window still
It’s like the time stand still
The wind gives me a thrill
As the time goes by I didn’t see magic but the real

No illusion, it was clear
In the kiss you share
I told myself I wouldn’t care
But inside me was fear

I guess it was over
My illusion is now cover
I won’t be a sore looser
Cause I know you and i was long over

Running away from you…

kills me because you don’t care enough to stop me.


Was it so wrong
To love you that you had to
Hurt me so bad?


I hate the way I could never hate you
And the fact I’ll always love you
No matter what you put me through…


It’s pretty sad when you miss someone…

someone who barely knows you.


It’s funny
how someone can break your heart
And you still love them
With all the broken pieces


I was so stupid
To think that maybe, for one second,
you actually


It hurts so much to love you
The way I do and then look at you
and realize
how much you don’t care…

“I am so scared … scared that I wont ever love anyone like this, that I wont ever find someone who can make me feel so complete yet at the same time be the one who’s leaving me feeling lifeless… And you’ll never know how it feels to have the one person who means everything to you -make you feel like nothing…”

“I want to scream I want to shout I want to have faith and never doubt, I want to bend I want to break , To go to sleep and never wake. To break down walls and to escape , be alone and hide my face , I want to feel , I want to touch…..I want to stop wanting you so damn much…”

“I always imagine your gentle touch, If only you knew I felt this much, Not being with you, I’m falling apart, Coz I don’t know how to get to your heart, If you could only see the love in my eyes, Of all those nights I sat and cried, Just look at me I’m standing here, Just call out my name and I’ll be there, How long the wait, I don’t know, When that day comes I’ll let it show, If only you knew my feelings for you, I’ll stay hopeful you’ll feel the same way too”

“I hate the way you have no clue, About the way i feel for you, I hate the way we are just friends, And can’t be anything more, I hate the way you make me cry, And act like i’m not even there, I have to say, this really isn’t fair”

“I’m not supposed to love you. I’m not supposed to care. I’m not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I’m not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do. Sorry, i can’t help myself, if I’m in love with you.”

“It’s hard letting go of someone specially if he became an important part of your life. But if you feel that you’ve given everything but still nothing happens, set him/her free. “Mas madali siguro ang bumitaw kaysa maghintay.”

“a sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you…. only to find out in the end it was never meant to be and you just have to let go”

“a million words would not bring you back, i know coz ive tried; neither would a million tears, i know coz ive cried

Dear LOVE,

who are you?

you come in different faces and still i don’t recognize who you are..

you tell me to trust you, but you’re absence makes it painful..

you promise to make me happy but you give me heartaches when i hold on..

you give me strength but you kill me gently..

are you really blind not to see how much you make me suffer?

you say you can move mountains but why can’t you make me smile?

you are really a mystery, aren’t you?

i don’t really know you..

i don’t know if you are good or bad..

coz everytime i try to feel you,



i wish for one moment in my life that gravity never learned how to pull water from my eyes..

so at least for just one moment, when i’m in great pain,

i wouldn’t need to cry..

for once, i wanna be the one who makes the player fall, i wanna be the one who made the player change and give the player’s all… for once, i wanna be the person who got the person quit the game, forget about the play, and draw hearts around my name.. but i’m always the one being played around!

I have fallen,
In love with someone,
Who does not love me.
I do not expect,
For you to love me back,
I just need you,
To talk to me,
I want you to feel,
My hands,
Feel my body,
I want you to see me,
The way that you would,
When you love someone.

When I saw you,
I fell in love with you,
Right away.
I did mind,
How old you are,
I did not mind,
How many gray hair,
You had,
I did not mind,
How many leaves,
That had fell down,
That autumn days,
When we walked together,
All I cared was you.

I do not care,
What people say,
I do not care,
What life has ahead for me,
What time has ahead,
For the both of us.
I only want to be with you,
I only want you,
To love me,
Is it really hard,
For you to call me,
Tell me sweet words,
Is it really hard for you,
To love me.

I have fallen in love,
With you,
You never call me,
You never talk to me,
Why do I love you,
Why do I miss you so much,
When I know,
That you do not love me.
Can’t forget
I’m sitting here in your empty room,
thinking about to go home soon.
Asking myself why I’m still here,
even if I know your deepest fear.
You’re starring at the window,
listening to the wind between the meadow,
still listening to the songs of the singing birds,
thinking about that love just hurts…
I can’t take away your pain,
you think your cries were all in vain,
’cause I’m standing here still,
I’m thinking about myself, how to kill!
All you know is nothing about me,
you only have dreams, they will never be.
I asked you, what are you thinking about,
are you dreaming awake or do you have doubts?
But your answer was a lie,
and after you told me, I just wanted to die!
’cause I’m not the one you wanted,
I’m only one of a million girls,
you’ve tried to reach your dreams and haunted,
but now I know, love really hurts.
As I’m walking out the door,
you’re standing at the floor.
Looking at me, my tears are falling,
are you thinking about calling?
If you do, I’ll not answer the phone,
I’m gone forever, from my broken home…
The last look in your eyes,
told me more about your lies.
You know you lied to me,
but you never thought, that I would see…
Now I tell you, how it is,
you took away all my bliss.
Thinking about you and what you’ve done,
tells me not, that the past is gone.
It tells me nothing, but makes me smile,
if even you told me goodbye…
I know, it’s over now,
but I’m still wonderin why and how!
I’m standing here, without your love,
you took with you even my hope…
I thought I would survive,
but I don’t want to be alive!
Please forgive me if I die,
but I’m still hearing your !@#$ lie!
I told you, I loved you more than ever,
just thought, that we could be together!
But you lied to me, I can’t forget,
what’s happened at home, in my bed!
I just want to go far away,
maybe I can forget you one day…
Forget that you weren’t there when I needed you,
forget that you told me once, I love you, too!

Hopes and wishes,
Passion and tenderness,
They were so close,
And so dearly to me,
I couldn’t believe,
What was coming,
In my life.

All those hopes,
I had for us,
When the distances,
Between us,
Were still warm.
When night came,
You were right there,
Beside me.
When you came,
To my house,
We sat and watched,
The stars.

All those wishes,
Of not separating,
Upon tomorrow.
Of the distances,
We will never,
Be far from,
Each other.
Of love,
Of caress.

Was only there,
When you were,
Still in my hands.
You were in,
My passionate heart,
And I knew,
You were the right,
One for me.

When you kissed,
My lips,
And whispered,
Your lovely praises,
On me.
Everything in my life,
Was love,
And more love,
With you.

They are only heartbreak.
To see you walk away.
To let you,
Slip away from,
My hands.

Heart Of Pain

Is like the wind,
It passes by,
And leaves nothing,
Just passes through,
My heart,
My soul,
And never let me,
Enjoy the feeling,
The sensation,
Of being cared for,
By someone,
Who really loves me.

Why is my life,
So desperate always?
Why is love,
Treating me,
So unkindly?
I look forever,
I search forever,
Look everywhere,
Search everywhere,
And all I end,
Up with is,
A love that,
Never lasts long.

My heart is a,
Heart of pain.
It has never,
Been able to love,
Someone longer,
Than it wants to.
I always love,
But does,
That person love me?
The answers,
To my questions,
Are always,
And different to,
Take into term.

Am I suppose,
To search,
The rest of,
My lonely life?
Where will I go?
Where will I search?
I am tired,
Of searching,
And wondering,
Day by day.
Why must my heart,
Be all pain,
And none of love?

I Have An Answer

I found an answer
Turns out it was a lie
You looked at me
But you failed to see
The tears in my eyes
I cried so long
For this to be ok
But it was all in vain
Because in the end you went away

And I would have stayed with you
Kissed you all the time
Held you closer than ever
To let the world know you are mine
But not to be protective
Not to claim you as my own
Just to show you that I love you
But you left me all alone

And now I spend my days
Picturing your face
And your lips that I’ll never kiss again
Wondering who has took my place
Which unsuspecting fool
Have you lured in this time
Still despite all your tactless ways
I still wish that you were mine

And I wish I had a spine
An ounce of self- respect
Just a trace of dignity
Then maybe I could forget
All those precious memories
And move on from you
Instead of being stuck in the past
Feeling lonely and blue


Such a long time ago we where together
I moved on and let you go
All that happened suddenly didn’t matter
Though at that time I loved you so

Since I’m back things have changed a lot
You got a new life and found new love
I’m no longer all you got
And I’m happy for you, though it’s tough

Sometimes I think what if then.
But I already know it’s no use
I do still miss the times when.
But I don’t want to think about the past, I refuse

I was so sure of myself I left it all behind
I was so sure I let go
So what are you still doing in my mind?
Sometimes I don’t know anymore

How come I wonder if you still love me?
I should be over you
How come I’m jealous of your lady?
Why do I hope you think of me too?

It’s been a year ago since I went away
Maybe I just miss the past
There is still so much to say
But it’s too late and time went too fast

And I have to accept the fact that it’s not the same anymore
But I have trouble thinking like that
And I have to accept that it’s not like before
But the past is so hard to forget

Weird thing is I don’t want you back, too much pain in the past
Though I miss you, I miss us forever
Weird thing is I can’t love u anymore I gave you all my best
But you won’t go from my heart, never

Love hurts

Life has no meaning for me anymore…
’cause it was you where I lived for…
I don’t ever want to fall in love again…
’cause it can hurt so much, damn…
the only way for me to leave this all behind…
is to see you just one more time…
you have probably already forgotten about me…
but I haven’t about you can’t you see?…
why didn’t it last long?…
why are you already gone?…
I can’t bare to see people in love…
it makes me wanna scream and throw with stuff…
why are they happy and not I?…
please tell me, why o why?…
I did all kind of things with you…
don’t tell me it was a lie that you liked it to…
I don’t regret the things that I did…
I’m a young woman not a little kid…
helpless and powerless am I floating in this live…
just hoping that some day I will be somebody’s wife…
I will always dream about it that it will be you…
but I know it will never be true…
that’s why I feel so much sadness…
and that’s why my life is such a mess…
I don’t want to be me any longer…
I am weak and I’m not getting stronger…

I’ll be there

I used to think it was over
Our friendship and my love
But I forgot the cuteness of your smile
The way you make me laugh
The color of your eyes
And the smell of your hair
But now I remember
I guess I’ll never get you out of my head
The way we talked
Without any tension
Just so relaxed
I forgot how I loved you
I thought it was over
But now I know it isn’t
Maybe you’re the one
Who knows
Maybe you’re going to hurt me again
I guess I’ll just have to wait and see
For now I want to be with you
I want to love you
I want you to make me smile again
I want to keep feeling the butterfly’s inside of me
Maybe it’s just for a while
But it’s worth it
Some time ago
I told myself to forget you
But I simply can’t
I just have to see your smile
Or your eyes
Then I’m sold
All handed over to your heart
And you’ll stay forever in mine
Baby, I want to kiss your lips
Hold you in my arms
My dream comes true
The dream of you and me
The way it was today
So calm, so relaxed
That’s the way I want to keep you in my heart
Not the way it used to be
The silences in our conversations
The way you acted to me
So attached
You’ve hurt me so bad with that
But the doubt ness left my heart today
You’re the one I want to spend the rest of my life with
Maybe that’s the way you feel it too
And if not..
I’ll be the one where you can cry with
The one who will listen to your sorrows
So, please,
If I’m not the one for you
Then let me be your friend
An important person in your life
I don’t want to forget you
Live my life without you
You’re the one I really care for
Not just a crush
You have whole my heart
You can do with it whatever you want
But please, don’t hurt me
Because I do care for you
Let me know if you need me
I’ll be there
No matter what

The Blame Is Mine

I convinced myself to hate you,
I told myself it was all your fault.
I blamed you for hurting me.
I told myself, and everyone else, I hated you.

I realized I don’t hate you.
I realized it wasn’t you’re fault.
The blame rested more in me.
I should have kept my big mouth shut.
I realized the truth,
But I couldn’t let it go.
I just kept talking,
I drove you away.
Then blamed you for it.
I wanted to be friends.
I didn’t want to be friends.
I wanted to be so much more.
But it was too late for that.
Now it’s over.
We can’t go back.
It’s not fair how he’s gone,
How he’s moved on so fast.
It’s not fair he’s moved on
When I’m still mourning the past.
But he’s fallen for another already.
At least as far as I can see.
He deserves to be happy.
I blew my chance.
Still, I would hate it,
To see him with someone else.
But he deserves to be happy.
I didn’t make him happy.
I don’t deserve him.
This was all myself.
I’ve stopped blaming him.
And everyone else.
The blame rests with me,
And no one else.
I’m sorry to those I blamed for this mistake.
I hope they forgive me.
I hope he forgives me.
Because even though he’s gone,
I still Love him.
And I always will.

too bad i asked for more when all i can have is a friend..

too bad i gave my heart when all he needed is my hand..

too bad i fell for someone i can never have, someone who’s willing to give all but not LOVE.

I wish I could shout out every damn question in my mind..

But I’d rather not..

‘cos I’d better off having a sulken mind

caused by confusion,

than a pierced heart caused

by answer I wish I never heard.. =’c

i’m sick of caring for someone who doesnt care for me.. i’m sick of loving someone who ignores me! it just seems so unfair if i just stay, i’m sick of being here & being pushed away..

i’d let him go for now
but it doesnt mean that
i dont love him anymore
i just think of what would
happen, maybe tomorrow
in the time that we both
dont expect, we’ll just
meet and maybe it could be
our time again. =(

setting someone free is the hardest thing to do…
but it is not the tears you cried that makes it so hard…
its the small piece of hope left inside your heart that someday you will still end up together…

1 heartbreak
2 eyes crying
3 words never said again
4 hands that won’t be held
5 mornings i’ll pass him in the halls
6 love notes, ripped & torn
7 days a week i’ll think of him
8 sad songs at night before bed
9 wishes that never came true
10 years before he realizes that it has always been me.

too late.

I Can’t be Sorry for Your Mistakes

You said that you loved me

told me I was the one

and I have to admit we did have a lot


but you took me for granted and didn’t cherish my love

but its clear to me now that you were just another scrub

I said we were better off as friends and u said your my boyfriend or nothing at all

and that’s when are relationship took a fall

u turned into a jerk trying to tell me what to do

and honestly

its not my flat u made hate

so now I set here kind of happy kind of sad but most of all I’m felling mad

u made up lies after we where throw

and all I wanted was to be friends with you

so guess what jerk I really hate you now and after all that’s been said and done

all I can say is go to hell! I cant be sorry for your mistakes

And I guess that you don’t have what it takes

To be a man and admit you were


But I guess that’s kind of hard for I retarted

So take back the words that u once said

cause from here

On out to me your dead

I Hate You (The Break Up Poem)

I hate you because you hurt me in the first place.
But you wanted me back,
So you got what you wanted.
I hate you because I had already walked away,
But you wanted me back,
So you got what you wanted.
I hate you because I had moved on.
But you wanted me back,
So you got what you wanted.
I hate you because you knew it was too soon for me.
Yet you wanted me back,
So you got what you wanted.
I hate you because you made me believe you had changed.
And you got me back,
So you got what you wanted.
I hate you because you made me love you again.
You got me back,
So you got what you wanted.
I hate you because now eight months later you’re over it.
You have me,
Now you don’t want me,
And you won’t have what you don’t want.

Jealousy Is No Game…
(….the best of friends)

From elementary to high school
from beginning to end.
Through all those years
their friendship grew.

They both felt the same,
but neither knew.
Each waking moment
since the day they met.

They both loved each other
sunrise to sunset.
He was all she had
in her terrible life.

He was the one
who kept her from her knife.
She was his angel,
she made him smile.
Though life threw him curves,
she made it all worth while.

Then one day
things went terribly wrong.
The next few weeks
were like a very sad song.

He made her jealous
on purpose he tried.
When the girl asked, “Do you love her?”
on purpose he lied.

He played with jealousy
like it was a game.
Little did he know
Things would never be the same.

His plan was working
but he had no clue.
How wrong things would go,
the damage he would do.

One night she broke down,
feeling very alone.
Just her and the blade,
no one else home.

She dialed his number,
he answered, “Hello”
She told him she loved him
and hung up the phone.

He raced to her house
just a minute too late.
Found her lying in blood,
her heart had no rate.

Beside her was a note,
in it her confession.
Her love for this boy,
her only obsession.

As he read the note,
he knelt down and cried.
Grabbed her knife,
that night they both died.

She was found in his arms,
both of them dead.
Under her note his handwriting said:
“I loved her so,
she never knew.
All this time
I loved her too.”

Love Hurts

Pain is love,

love is pain,

we take it all in,

till we both go insane.

I broke your heart,

then you broke mine,

now were not together,

because I hurt you too many times.

Why couldn’t I be faithfull,

why couldn’t I be true,

if I never would have done that,

then maybe I’d still have you.

But now you’ve moved on,

and I’m all alone,

I’m not asking for much,

I just need to know my way home.

I’m lost out in space,

a place I’ve never been before,

I keep dreaming of you,

walking up to my door.

You tell me you love me,

and everything will be okay,

because you’ve come

to take the hurt away.

Then I wake up,

and I’m lying in my bed,

I reach under my pillow,

grab a gun and put it to my head.

I think about the past,

the good and the bad,

I think about everything ,

untill I get real sad.

I call you on the phone,

to tell you how I feel,

I tell you I love you,

and yes love is real.

You answer back with a simple,

I love you too

but I can’t stand your lies

and all the things you do.

Well I want you to know I love you,

always have and always will,

and no matter what,

no one will ever change the way I feel.

But for now I think I’ll take

the lonely road home,

because without you I have no life,

so all I have to say is

I Love You and Goodbye. Cry

The Lost Love

i sit alone in the corner of my bedroom

with a knife, wait, a box-cutter in my hand

and i’m getting ready to cut my wrists

but then i think of you

all the memories we shared

all the time i had spent

and i start crying

then i realize i cant do it

i cant cut my wrists

but when i think of all the pain

and hurt you caused me

i just want to curl up and die

you always said there’s more to life

than suicide

but i never believed you

now i’m sitting in this empty bedroom

just remembering all the things we did together

everyone said we were meant to be

but i couldn’t see it

and its not the picture-perfect

movie everyone would’ve thought

so now i’ve cut one of my wrists

and its bleeding for you,

but you just don’t know it yet

you will when you see me


in the corner office

then you start crying

and you realize something

you realize that you

never wanted to hurt me

but you were too late

so this is my way of saying goodbye

You Let Me Go

We’ve been through ups and downs

but i never left your side

i was so faithful to you

yet you always made me cry

i tried so hard to work it out

but i couldn’t do it without you

i cant make it work alone

a relationship requires two

you were my life

that’s the hardest thing

i loved you so much

but i meant nothing

I love you

one fact I cant deny

but i’m glad its over

that’s no lie

I’m tired of fighting

i’m tired of tears

i’m tired of you

ignoring my fears

its been a whole year

and u still don’t know me

you don’t know who i am

and it really bothers me

Just remember one thing

though it may seem low

i never left you

you let me go


My heart is beating loudly against my chest

I can feel it breaking under the surface

My whole body aches

Tears falling from my face

I can taste the bitterness of solitude

I am depressed

I can not move, I am weak

I have lost my strength

I lay here in the suffocating darkness

I’m scared, all alone

I want to scream but nothing comes out

My heart is racing

What’s happening to me?

I feel like dying

I take this gun in my hand,

I run my fingers over it nervously

I’m crying

I slowly raise it to my heart

The heart you broke

I pull the trigger and it’s all your fault.

They argued…

The next day, he gave her roses,

chocolates the day after..

Then he asked her out for a dinner by the beach under the moonlight…

The girl was touched and asked,

“Is this your way of saying sorry?”

He replied,


this is my way of saying GOODBYE

a friend asked me
if i was “taken”

i closed my eyes,
while tears
ran thru
my cheeks
and then
i replied

“yes, i am taken…
…taken for granted!”

while walking down the street

i heard an old woman say:

“i’ve been in love with the same guy for over fifty years.”

i was touched.

but then she said:

“i wish he knew.”

Fix My Heart

Some days i just want to quit

drop my love life, fed up that’s it

tired of being used

and mentally abused

It always ends the same

starts with that mind game

i tell myself things “things aren’t fine”

Just can’t get rejection out of my mind

Don’t know how to fix my heart

sometimes i just need to break up and have a re-start

i always have things i want to say

but end up just walk’n away

What i really want is you to stay

Why can’t i just express how i feel

my heart is here for you to take and steal

I want to be swept off my feet

someone who won’t make me feel that same defeat.

Feel the blowing leaves and reeds
Lying on our backs in that field
Felt like we were the only humans
Banished in the middle of no where

Staring at the thousands of stars
Feeling the crisp night prickle my spine
Feeling your heart beat so close to mine
And repeatedly saying the same three words

“I love you” is what you told me
Before we promised we would be together
Forever and ever, you have my heart
And I could feel your warm embrace

And now I’m here, all alone
Wondering what I’ve done so wrong
Watching my whole life before my eyes
And feeling the cruel world crash down on me

Can’t you see what pain you’ve caused?
Can’t you see I’m dying…

Is there a better place,
To be right now,
Than to be home,
Listening to the crickets’ sounds,
Outside the windows.
Is there a better place,
To be right now,
Than in the bed,
Closing my eyes,
Falling into a deep sleep,
To forget about the days,
Forget about the nights,
Forget about you.

Nothing better than to sleep,
To forget that you are gone,
To forget your lies,
Forget the way,
You told me,
You never loved me,
Forget the way,
You looked at me,
When you left me,
I want to forget,
I want to leave this world,
Close my eyes,
Fall to sleep to stop the heart,
From beating.

I block my ears,
From hearing the sounds,
Like your voice,
Like when you sing to me,
Those lovely songs,
They sounded to tender,
Now they kill me,
They hurt me,
I don’t want to hear anything,
Don’t want to hear the waves,
Hitting against the sand,
Don’t want to hear the birds,
Chirping outside the windows.
Don’t want to see my face,
Don’t want to see you,
Don’t want anything,
That has to do with you,
I want to close,
I want to block away,
The world to stop the pain,
In my heart.
I want my heart to stop beating,
To stop bleeding,
From your words,
Your lies.

Crying Inside

The way that I’m feeling is hard to describe
I feel lost and alone in this unbearable life

My emotions are twisted, my stomach in knots
I wish there was something to erase my thoughts

I feel so desperately clingy I feel so free of heart
If you could please just kiss me that would be a great place to start

I do not like the feeling of not knowing how you feel
I don’t like looking in your eyes and seeing all my fears

I really feel so empty searching for the light
Maybe if you could please turn it on tonight

My head is all clouded my eyes full of tears
I can’t hold on to this feeling for years

I hope that is passes, maybe merely a phase
I am ready to be out of this daze

I am going to try to fake my smile
Maybe that will last for a while

It you think you see a smile on my face
Look a little deeper you’ll see I’m out of place

Maybe someday soon the sun will shine
Even through the bad you are always mine.

A Million Promises

You promised me the unimaginable
Things too good to be true
I followed my heart instead of my mind
I thought it was the right thing to do.

You took my hand and gave me a smile.
Like you had eyes only for me.
And looking back now I wonder
Why I couldn’t see.

You broke me in two,
because you cheated and lied.
And nothing I do will help me
put all of my feelings aside

Baby, what I don’t understand is why
you think you could do this to me.
Run off with this other girl
And leave me to think we could be

You only wanted my body
You didn’t want me as a whole
But I’m the whole package
Take my body, mind and soul

Each time you apologized,
How could I say no?
At first I didn’t realise
How you could stoop so low.

But to you it didn’t matter
To you it was just a game.
To you I was just some other girl,
some other heart, some other name

And a part of me still loves you
But you won’t fool me again.
I can’t control my past and all your lies,
But I can control the end! Cry

A Million Promises
How could you do
what you did to my heart?
To just throw it away
and rip it apart?

What did i do?
Was i another mistake?
Will i make it through
All this pain and heartache?

It hurts so much
I will not lie.
All i want to do
is be alone and cry.

You told me you loved me
that i was the one.
To mess with my heart,
did you think it was fun?

Well just so you know
That it might take years,
For the scars to heal
and get over my fears.

I cannot help
but feel so betrayed.
Had i known,
i wouldn’t have stayed.

Eternally yours
I would have remained.
To you, now no longer
bound to and chained.

But i know that someday soon,
I will love again and come to see
and find enough courage
to set myself free.

“Could You”

if you and I were all alone in some
dark and secret place would you, or
could you tell me, or would you decide you
didn’t know or even cared, or maybe we could be
in some far off place-

I just wonder, would you even try
to tell me, or would you just
go off some place to think about it
a long time and even then would you
truthfully come to me and tell me

maybe when you held me real tight and we turn out
the lights and then, maybe you would think
it not so right, or if we went to a movie and
sat and sat -would you or could you tell
me even then or maybe on a mountain very high with
the soft wind whispering by would you really
tell me or maybe when we are alone
on a sandy beach just laying
around or even on the sea

maybe in a hotel room around
midnight when everyone else asleep would
you tell me then or we could go to some
swanky night club with the lights very low and music
playing soft and sweet

could you tell me in some cafe bright
with shining lights or even maybe parked in
some lonely place where every thing is so nice
and still where we only hear the sigh
of the wind in the trees would you tell me really
and truly do you really think


I thought he loved me
I thought it was true
But now he’s left me
For somebody new

He dumped me on myspace
A comment that said
Hey it’s over sorry
Now I lay in my bed

I lay here crying Cry
Wondering what to do
I think I’m dying
Dying cause of you

I thought he loved me
I thought it was true
Now he left me
And I’m really blue Cry

Have We Ended Our Love?

The distance in your eyes this day

speaks more to me than your lips could.

That face, unmasked, is so familiar,

Tears fall before a word is spoken.

Hush, now. Do not force me to hear

your vain attempts to justify

the wound you’ve dealt me, here tonight

and the promises you’ve broken.

Go light hearted, if you must go.

Now you are free of every bond.

I’ll never weigh your spirit down

with burdens of a heavy heart.

I’ll smile as you go on your way

and you’ll not see a single tear.

But promise you will never say

you didn’t love me, when we part.
When he says “NO”

I say: “OKAY”

I never ask: “WHY”

When he says: “SORRY”

More than saying: “OKAY”


He told me: “I LOVE YOU”

I didn’t reply I love you too, but: “THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME TOO”

Whenever he says: “GOOD NIGHT”


But one day, he admitted: “I LOVE SOMEONE ELSE”

Guess what I said….


…because if that’s the thing to make my baby smile, I’d rather get hurt than see his sad face when he was mine.

A girl is not all she seems to be, and not a toy by any means. Underneath all the make-up and the hair, there is a sign saying, “Handle With Care!

I dropped a tear in the ocean today, and when I find it, that’s when I’ll stop loving you.

Wanting him is hard to get. Loving him is hard to regret. Losing him is hard to accept. But with all the hurt I’ve felt, letting go is the most painful yet.

Last time my heart was broken,
I thought that I was through.
I swore I would never love you again,
and believe that this was true.
But, then you walked into my life,
and the moment your eyes met mine,
I knew that you were worth loving’,
just’ one more time

a guy loves a lady secretly…

he keeps on smiling at her,

waving, and everything just 2 b noticed by that lady..

but d lady just keeps on ignoring him…

after 10 years, d guy got married…

after d wedding outside d church,

d guy saw again d lady dat he loved b4…

he approached her and

asked “how r u?”

d lady answered, “i’m ok, coz i know now you’ll be happy..”

d guy said, “i would have been much happier if u are my bride”

d lady answered, “i know but i had 2 ignore u, and sacrificed my luv 4 u..

just 2 c my sister happy….” Cry

find a boy who will
kiss you just b4 d
traffic light turns

who closes his eyes
when he hugs u,

who will patiently w8
4 u after clas,s

who will smell ur hair
every chance he
can he get,

who will wipe ur
sweat with his

who will sing ur fave
song even if he
can’t carry a tune,

who lets u rest
over his shoulder,

who lets u slip on
his lap & will
give u d 1st &
last bite of his

who will squeeze ur
hand tighter when u
squeezed his,

find someone who

occupies ur dream

and when u find

never let him go….!!!!!!

one night a girl visited her bf, it was his b-day…

the girl baked a cake 4 him with a candle at the center.

she lighted the candle and said,

“make a wish”

suddenly, the guy closed his eyes,

the girl asked him,

“what did u wish?”

the guy reply,

“freedom from a girl whom i never loved from the start”

by someone
told me
he loves me,
how much
i love him
i just
find myself

“damn! i love him…
but i am tired of hoping…….

promise me
wont 4get
the things
i did for u
its not big
enough to be
i want u to know
that everything
i did is because
i’ve cared for u
more than u know!!!

the kiss:
i saw a slow passionate & romantic kiss..
her arms were around his neck..
his were on her waist..
her eyes were closed & so was his..
it was like watching a kissing scene from a movie..
ideal, genuine, breathe-taking..
i can sense they’re enjoying the pleasure of the moment & i know,
i could’ve enjoy watching them doing that expect for this single bitter fact..

HE is my boyfriend…

and SHE is my so-called bestfriend…


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may mga taong “gaga”…
may mga taong “tanga”…
kapag nagmahal ka ng taong ayaw sa yo “gaga ka”
pag di mo alam na may nagmamahal sa yo “tanga ka”..

ako alam kong gaga ako pero….
sana man lang……
di ka TANGA….

“Sometimes love is so unfair;
the more you sacrifice, the more you’re hurt.
And when you feel you’ve given your best,
it still seems not enough time till you had no choice but to give up…”

“There are some things you can’t see but you choose to believe in…
Reasons you have but can’t explain, mistakes you can’t bring yourself to regret.
In a love so hopeless but you choose to fight for…”

“There are things you’d love to hear that you would never hear from the person you would like to hear them from, but don’t be so deaf as not to hear it from the one who says it from her heart.”

“If you give your love to someone, you have given him the right to hurt you. Never expect to much, because if you do, you might end up miserable and full of heartaches..”

fight 4 your love no matter what it takes..
don’t lose hope and stick on what you believin’

Don’t ever be afraid to come to me and cry.
Don’t ever hesitate to look me in the eye.
Don’t ever be afraid to tell me how you feel.
Remember you’re my pal and we gotta keep it real

“if loving is wrong, i don’t wanna be right
I’d rather stay a sinner for loving you
and suffer all the consequences
than not to tell you I LOVE YOU”

to love someone is better than to not love at all…… but then again its better, if …that person has loved you also…….. but reality bites…….. and we cant change that person’s mind……..

Love cannot endure indifference, It needs to be wanted.
Like a lamp, it needs to be fed out of the oil
of another’s heart. ‘

“when YOU love, you thought you would never get tired. You thought it would never end.You THOUGHT YOU WOULD cry when love says goodbye.But how funny it seems after awhile you’ll tell yourself “I’M FINE”: >

Fear? What is there to fear in love? Love is the very reason we live. To fear love is to lose all sense of living, and if we cannot love, then why have we been put here? Fearing love is like being afraid of breathing. It’s not something to be scared of. It’s something so natural that no one can resist.

find time to realize that there is one person who means so much to you, cos you might just wake up one morning losing the person you thought meant nothing to you….

it hurts to see someone you love ignores you…it hurts to see that he doesn’t feel your love…but wouldn’t it hurt more if he loved you… and you never knew?!?!?

when you truly love someone,you don’t look 4 faults,you don’t look 4 answers,you don’t look 4 mistakes…instead, you fight 4 mistakes,you accept d faults & overlook excuses…

if you think your losing someone,never be afraid..coz if that person do loves you a lot… that person will take d risk just to have “you” again!

Don’t waste your time waiting for someone who doesn’t love you in return even though he knows how you love him so much. Just wait for the time that your love will be given to you by the One who has plans for you.” Hindi man ngayon, maybe soon or after a lifetime. Kung hindi ngayong lifetime, baka sa next lifetime mo ma-mi-meet soulmate mo. You can never tell.

I love you but,you hurt me, you make me cry and you make me feel stupid, but do you know why i still hold on… coz i know i’ll get even more hurt, i’ll be crying harder and feel more stupid if i let you go

do you still remember my 1st time saying I LOVE YOU? do you remember how it felt? did it make you happy? but d more i say I LOVE YOU, d more it gets boring for you… till it doesn’t matter to you. but, what if i say this is my last I LOVE YOU? will you beg again for me to say I LOVE YOU?! even for one last time..

you said you miss me, i just smiled at you; you said you need me, i just smiled at you; you said you love me, i just smiled at you.. you went away not knowing that my every smile means i feel d same 4 you..

if i were given a chance 2 change 1 part of my life , i would not make friends with you coz i want more than that so it wouldn’t be so hard 4 me 2 tell you i love u..

if at times you find me not minding you…don’t think that i’m tired of you or i’m bored with you… i’m just thinking of you and wondering what i’ve done to deserve someone like you.

i’ve already told everybody that i’ve moved on and that things are better of like this that we are just friends…but, there’s 1 thing i haven’t told them…IVE BEEN LYING ALL THIS TIME.. i haven’t moved on, that my heart hasn’t stop beating just for you!

I dOn’T eXpEcT u 2 KeeP mE aS d MoSt ImPoRtAnT tHiNg In YoUr LiFe…
i’M nOt, AnD ThAtS oK.
bUt SoMehOw, I wIsH 4 sOmEThIng ElSe…
ThaT wHeN YoU cOmE ThInK oF mE, AtLeAsT…
You’D sMiLe…

“when you find LOVE…
take care of it
be true to it
make good use of it;
because love comes unseen
you can only see it

gone……..” 😦

Inisip ko ang daya mo, kasi nangako ka di mo ako iiwan, pero minsan iniisip ko kung ano mas madaya… Yung iniwan mo ako? O yung pinilit kitang mangako?

Nagmahal ako sabi nila tama na! Naghanap ako ng iba sabi nila parehas lang sila! Tinuring kitang espesyal sabi nila tigas daw ng ulo ko! Sabi ko di bale MAHAL KITA!

You greeted me hi I didn’t reply. you gave me a sweet smile, I responded with a sigh. You showed me your love you received a shrug. But when you bid goodbye I began to cry.

It’s night again. I never really liked sleeping. Probably because everytime I close my eyes I see you. I always dream of you. And when I wake up, my eyes are all cried out over you coz you were nothing but, a dream and it’ll always be that way…a dream.

Why is it when you love someone there’s always someone left behind? Why is it you can’t love two persons at the same time? Why is it, it has to be me left in line? Why is it I still love you, eventhough you’re not mine?

Never cling to a lost love for you can always find another. To truly love is to find the courage to walk away and let the other one who wishes to be free, no matter how much it hurts.

I failed to realize your worth. I failed to recognize your importance in my life. But why? Why do I have to know it now? Just when you have fallen for this other girl.

Stars at night, stars so bright, you have been the truth and light. Can I make this wish come true? Or will it just make me feel blue? Please show me what I need to see, can I really make my star love me?

Just when I was almost over you, you begin to show up again and make me feel I’m special. Is this how you operate? Because if you do, I hate you for that! Because damn it! I’m falling for you all over again.

I used to be just an angel and it took me quite a while to be with you because I had to give up my angel wings. But then again, wouldn’t I sacrifice anything for someone who is worth everything?

I don’t think I have to say I love you since you won’t believe me, it won’t work, it’s useless! But when the time comes when you wanna hear my words, tell me coz I’d still be willing to say it.

I love you but I’m not expecting anything in return. I never ask you to care for me, to think of me, to miss me, or to even love me. But I can’t remember, did I ever ask you to hurt me?

I sit by the window feeling cold and blue knowing that I cant be with you. All I see is the starless sky and hopeless dreams to get on by. But even though we’re a worlds apart, you’ll forever stay in my heart.

I haven’t held your hands lately, I miss that. I haven’t hugged you lately, I miss that. I haven’t kissed you lately, I miss that too. But I don’t miss loving you coz you know that I’ll always do.

I wish one day I could be your angel and lift you up when you fall. I wish I could hold you close, so close that I’ll be weak to let go.

I wish I could show you how much you’re worth. I wish one day I’ll be given a chance what most angels do… give up everything for you

You left me without even letting you know what I have inside. I have no courage then to say this feeling coz I know you have someone else in your heart. But you came back from nowhere and I found myself unguarded. You’re making me fall for you again.

If ever I say goodbye, that doesn’t mean I love you no more but I want you to be much happier. And if ever I’d cry, it’s not only because I lost you, but also because I lost my life.

Days may end, nights may fall, but I will be there for you ‘till we won’t see each other at all. Sun may rise, moon may fall, but I think my life would never be this nice, if I never knew you at all.

I can’t afford to lose you coz I love you so, and if you’d be gone in my life I’m sure I wouldn’t be even as half as strong as I thought I could be, coz you’re the only meaning life has meant for me.

Last night I had a dream about you, but when I woke up I was hugging my pillow. But what I really want is that one day I’d dream of my pillow then wake up hugging you.

I need you like I have never needed anyone before. I need you like you’re all I’m living for. I need you and I haven’t got a clue. I need you and I don’t know what to do. I need you, what more should I say. I need you, tell me that you’ll stay.

Why do you make me feel so special? Why do you have 2 be concerned when it comes to me? Why do we seem 2 be d perfect couple when in fact we call ourselves “just friends”?

If your not ready to let go, look at the situation and ask yourself what’s making you hold on? I made the mistake of choosing not to be with you and now i have to live with the fact that you moved on and i broke my own heart.

missing you is worse

than being blind like paralysis,
it cripples the mind…
like death,
it kills the heart…
like emptiness,
it tears my world apart…

it doesn’t mean that love is wrong just because you’re feeling low; and it doesn’t mean that love is gone cause you feel like you want to let go…


Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away

The Magic Of Love

Love is like magic
And it always will be.
For love still remains
Life’s sweet mystery!!
Love works in ways
That are wondrous and strange
And there’s nothing in life
That love cannot change!!
Love can transform
The most commonplace
Into beauty and splendor
And sweetness and grace.
Love is unselfish,
Understanding and kind,
For it sees with it’s heart
And not with it’s mind!!
Love is the answer
That everyone seeks….
Love is the language,
That every heart speaks.
Love can’t be bought,
It is priceless and free,
Love, like pure magic,
Is life’s sweet mystery!!

Perfection in my Eyes

All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,
And for us to be together, to never be apart.

No one else in the world can even compare,
You’re perfect and so is this love that we share.

We have so much more than I ever thought we would,
I love you more than I ever thought I could.

I promise to give you all I have to give,
I’ll do anything for you as long as I live.

In your eyes I see our present, our future and past,
By the way you look at me I know we will last.

I hope that one day you’ll come to realize,
How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.

Keeper of My Dreams

When you’re not here to share my days and nights
My life is so incomplete
For you are my heart, my soul
The ‘oneness’ I had known to seek

Without you I merely exist from day to day
With you I know that I will find
All that I have been searching for
My completeness, my eternal peace of mind

You are the keeper of my dreams
The man who holds my heart in his hands
The one I want to spend my life with
The one with whom I will always stand

Stand beside through thick and thin
Through all that life will throw our way
Knowing that this special love we share
Will guide us, each and every day

This journey was started long ago
Before this time and place
The journey of completeness
As two hearts and souls embrace

Forever is what I want with you
For the search is at an end
Our hearts have found each other
As lovers, as soul-mates, as friends.

The Moment I Fell In Love

I don’t quite remember the time
Or how you did your hair
I don’t recall what was on my mind
Or who else was there

But I remember how you pulled me close
And how I wanted to pull off all your clothes
Your eyes looking into mine
Stopping the feeling of time

Our noses bumped before our lips touched
I remember never wanting anyone so much
Even though I can’t think of the place
I can still picture that special look on your face

Even though you looked confident,
I heard the tremble in your voice
I wanted to be close to you
But you made sure I had a choice

In my memory there was no time
And your hair looked just fine
It didn’t matter who else was there
Or if someone spilled that milkshake we shared

Were we at the mall… maybe the movie show?
I honestly didn’t know
The only thing that I knew
Is that was the moment I fell in love with you

Sabi nila masakit daw malaman pag may pangalawa ang mahal mo, pero handa ka pa rin ipaglaban siya wag lang maagaw ng iba; pero paano pag nalaman mo na ikaw ang pangalawa? ipaglalaban mo parin ba sya? o isusuko mo nalang? : (

i can see love everywhere…
i can feel love everywhere…
i can hear love everywhere…
i can smell, even taste love everywhere…

i feel everyone loves me…
for my looks…
my attitudes…
or just being who I am…

but then, why can’t i love someone?
don’t i deserve to love someone?
am i not good enough for you?
am i not rich enough to give you everything?

then i suppose love is blind then…
but then, it is only me who is feeling this way…
i still keep you in my heart…
even though you don’t have the same feeling as i am…

1.There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved.
2.Came but for friendship, and took away love.
3.When you love someone,
all your saved-up wishes start coming out

how long must i wait for you?
how long must i suffer?
i have,
i had,

i’m waiting… : (

when the time comes

that things are going d wrong way,
when things are hurting you so bad,

you’d ask me…
“iiwan mo ba ako?”
i’ll just stare at you and say
“kaya kong gawin,

pero kahit kailan di ko magagawa.”di kita kayang iwan mahal kita eh!

d rAin reminds me of you…
how coLd you are…
how gLo0my you made me feeL…
how much tears i shed because of you…
how much damage you’ve causd…
and h0w stupid i am 4 stiLL wanting d rAin… : (

may panah0ng kaLa mo
kinaLimutan na kita,
at di pinapansin…
per0 sana may mga panah0ng
naiisip mo na
iniisip at
inaaLalA kita…
gaya ngayon…

if you’ll let me choose between you and my life i’ll choose my life and then you’ll go away and never know that your my life

siguro nga minsan kailangan nating madapa kasi may mas tamang paraan ng pagtayo,
kailangan umiyak kasi hindi lahat kayang itago ng tawa,
kailangan nating masaktan kasi meron pa tayong dapat matutunan…

nang iwan mo ko,nasaktan ako ng sobra..
umiyak ng grabe…
pero habang tumatagal unti -unti kong nakikita..
kahit masakit tanggapin, mas maganda pala ang buhay ko kapag wala ka sa piling ko!

tonight as i sleep i cry,

why do i have to let go of

someone special like you?
i love you so much,

you are my world,

then now.

i know..

‘Letting You Go ‘

is d only way of making u happy,,
happy with someone

and not with me…

once i dreamt of an angel waving & smiling at me from d sky..i smiled back,
but then when i woke up, i ended up crying…
you know why????
coz i know you’ll go back 2 your heaven & i’m not gonna see you again…

kapag yung taong mahal na mahal ka at pinaiyak mo lang..
sumuko na at nagmahal na ng iba..
hindi mo kayang aminin na nasasaktan ka!
ngumiti ka pero….
masakit diba?!.

sabi mo miss mo ko, baakit ang tahimik mo?
sabi mo iniisip mo ko, bakit parang hindi?
sabi mo kailangan mo ko, bakit hindi ako ang nasa tabi mo??

naisip ko ang daya mo talaga..andito ko umiiyak habang ikaw nag pakakasaya sa piling ng bago mong mahal….
diba nangako tayo sa isa’t- isa na walang iwanan…
na kahit kailan di natin pababayaan ang isa’t- isa…
eh bakit ganon?? iniwan mo kong nag-iisa at luhaan..

pero naisip ko din kung anong mas madaya

nung iniwanan mo ko o
yung panahon na pinilit kitang mangako? : (

it’s sad to know that i’m dying to love you, when i know that you can’t love me back. they say that i should open my eyes and look the other way… there’s someone better than you… someone who would love me more than i loved you… but, i couldn’t because i can only love 1 person this way, and thats YOU!

maGmaHAL?? aYoKo Na atA…MinSaN nA AkOnG nagMhAL, aT sA miNSaN Na YuN niLoKO pa AkO… miNAhAL kO sYA, peRO baKit GaNON?? dI Ko maTAnGgAP, 2 paLA kaMINg MahAL nYA…maSakiT!! Lam Mo KunG BakiT??? kAsI MaS maHAL nYa YuNG IsA aT yUn aNg pInIli NyA… 😦

tayong minamahal
kayang mahalin
na gaya ng pagmamahal na ibinibigay natin…..

ito ang mga panahon na kailangan nating tanggapin at respetuhin ang kanilang desisyon….

pero kung dumating man ang panahon na yun sa akin….

siguro bigyan mo
lang ako
mahalin kita

kahit PANANDALIAN lang…. : (

tinuruan ko ang puso ko na magmahal.. tinuruan ko ang puso ko na alagaan ka.. tinuruan ko ang puso ko na magtiwala.. pero bakit ganon? tinuruan ka ba ng puso mo na saktan ako… ??? : (

you said you loved me.
you said you cared.
you said you were meant for me.
but i guess you were scared.
i couldn’t believe you let go of me
when your love was already there. ; (

Letting go of the person you love means loving the person twice as much.
And if one day you’ve realized you both stood the test of time, it means God has plans for the two of you together.

When you love someone so deep inside,
It seems like it’s so easy to hide.
You’ve loved him for so very long,
You would think he could do no wrong.

Every day you would hope and pray,
That he would always stay this way.
He treated you like you should be treated,
You thought your life was finally completed.

You thought your love was growing true,
And then one day it was all so blue.
He started putting you down and it hurts you so damn much,
“Coz you were just a plain nothing to him.. plain nothing but a dirt”.

He started ignoring you and you wondered why,
All you wanted to do was curl up and die.
You thought your relationship would never end,
but your wrong.. coz right from d very start!

All you have together, is part of his lies…

One night he was so sweet to you,
You thought all those things were maybe untrue,
Two days later he was back d same,
You thought you were d one to blame.

He thought d relationship was getting too serious
And that you had become a little too curious.
By this time you knew it wouldn’t last,
All d nice things he said were in d past.

You thought that you would marry him some day,
But this time God wanted to get his way.
You wanted things back how they were before,
But you knew this couldn’t happen anymore.

It was a Saturday night about ten o’clock,
You heard d news and it wasn’t a shock.
You knew this was going to happen soon,
As you laid there and cried in d pale moonlit. :<

“Some People come into our lives and quickly go. Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to a new understanding with d passing whisper of their wisdom. Some people make d sky more beautiful to gaze upon. They stay in our lives for a while, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never ever d same.”

dapat galing sa puso…
pero pano yun?!

gusto ko ngang magbigay,,,
ikaw na lang ang natitira sa puso ko…
alangan namang ibigay pa kita…
ano sila?!
sinisuwerte?! :}





You start
to question why?
But when
you look


True Love


“if i’ll die tomorrow, you know what i’ll do? I’ll spend 24 hours of my life with you.. you may think and wonder how about d last hour.. i’ll spend that time looking’ 4 that pers0n who will love you d way I do!”

Minsan ang sarap mag-isip… isipin na mahal kita at mahal mo rin ako… na bagay tayo… na sana tayo na… pero minsan meron talagang magsasabi… GUMISING KA NGA! …may mahal siyang iba… ouch…!

Do yOu Know WhAt Magic is?
It’s havin d power 2 make someone happy w/o havin 2 do a single thing..
Do yOu want 2 know something else?
In my lifE,U havE Been Nothing,
But magic.. got 2 Believe..

I miss you not because your gone.. but because things between us aren’t d way they used 2 be. I’m sorry not because i’ve hurt you.. but because i’ve fallen in love w/ you when I was not supposed 2.

In life,we don’t need people who will give d world 2 us.. instead, we need those would be there when d rest of d world has gone against us.. don’t worry, i’ll always be here for you.. even if d whole world turn it’s back on you!

I really miss you but I cant be w/you.. I wanna see you but I cant find you.. I want 2 hold you but I cant get there! My god! Paano ba kita malalambing eh ang layo mo…

This is where many lovers go wrong,
Having live together for so long without love, they understand love only as a need.
They see their hearts as empty places that will be filled by love,
And they begin to look at LOVE as
Something that flows to them rather than from them.
They forget that the Secret of Love is that…it is a gift,
And that it can be made to grow
Only by giving it away.

All you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes
Into your life, feel the way it feels you to overflowing,
Then reach out and give it away.
Give it back to the person who brought it alive in you.
Give it to others who deem poor in spirit.
Give it to d world around,
In anyway you can.

If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you,
Be gentle with yourself. There is nothing wrong with you.
Love just didn’t choose to rest in the other person’s heart.
If you find someone else in love with you and you don’t love him,
Feel honored that love came and called at your door.
But gently refuse d gift you cannot return.

If you fall in love with another, and he falls in love with you, and
Then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it or to assess blame.
Let it go. There is reason and there is a meaning.
You will know in time. Remember that you don’t choose love,

You made me sad, you made me blue but there was nothing I can do, I know im stupid, you know its true but the fact still remains, I will always remain in you.

I have a big problem and I don’t know what to do, I lost my teddy bear whom I love so true, days are long I cant sleep at night, I need someone to hug so tight and so I ask this from you, “will you be my teddy bear and allow me to love you?”.

Knowing that I have you makes me feel glad, losing you will surely make me sad, I know you don’t need me that bad nor I want you bad, its just that you’re one of the best I ever had.

If you really love someone never let go, just hold on don’t always believe that letting go means you love best instead fight for your love, that’s what true love is.

Remember ng magwish ka sa falling star? Sabi mo sana may lubos na magmahal sayo, one day after sabi mo hindi ka na naniniwala sa falling star kung alam mo lang love na kita bago ka pa magwish.

I couldn’t find a quote sweet enough for you, all I can find is this phrase I LOVE YOU, don’t ask me why? I just do.

Nakakapagod magtext no?! lalo na pag walang nagrereply, pero alam mo my mas nakakapagod pa doon, nakakapagod magmahal ng taong my mahal ng iba.

Sabi mo mahal mo ako, sabi mo seryoso ka, nagpromise ka pa nga diba, oh! Yon naman pala eh, pero bakit hindi tayo? Ah siguro kasi andyan siya at mas mahal mo sha.

If one day you feel all alone just look up the sky, you’ll see one tiny light up there, that’s me reminding you that im still here even if you cant see me.

You think im strong, don’t you? But if I seemed to be toughed I had the greatest fear in my life and that’s losing the very most special person in my life, so please don’t leave, hindi ko kasi kaya.

I love you and I don’t know why, you suddenly got me when you said hi, but there was something going on in my head, thoughts of us together, and thoughts us loving each other.

What is the greatest love? Its when she shed tears and you still care, its when she ignores you and you still long for her, its when she begin to love another and you say, “its ok! Im still happy for you”.

Im not somebody who you can rely on to all the time, I cant always turn your tears into smile but even if I cant be the greatest person at all, still ill try to be the best for you.

Someday when to page on the book of my life runs out, I know your one of the most colorful chapter I ever had, if it will be opened again, ill start at the moment you became mine.

Sometimes when you love someone very much you have to go through every tears, pain, and heartaches, because in the end its not how much you suffered but how much you loved.

One day God saw ma crying, then he asked me why im lonely I said, “I need a friend”, then he gave me you, I asked god why you?, and he answered, “I thought you were asking for an angel”.

Friends are the reasons why even at the saddest part of our life we smile, why even at my confusion I understand, why even in betrayal I trust, why even in fear of pain I love, thanks for being one.

I don’t know why I keep on loving you despite the fact that ill get hurt again just like before, I never learn because I don’t want to, not now, not while I still strong enough to fall for you aver and aver again.

I’m not afraid of ghost, i’m not afraid of disaster and I have ni fear in death but there’s only one thing im really afraid of that’s when you will stop remembering me.

Its not how close or far we are today but what matters is how much I value you in my heart for me your heavens gift, a special person I would surely keep.

You may met other better than me, funnier than me, cuter than me but one thing I can say to you, bugbog sarado ka sa akin pagsila ang pinili mo.

Thinking of tomorrow bring s tears to my eyes because tomorrow we might live to say goodbye but tomorrow should be the end, the best memory id take with me is the day you and I met.

siguro nga pagod na kong itago ang damdamin ko,dayain ang sarili ko,ang iwasang tumingin sayo…anong gagawin ko?Lumayo? magtago? Pero san ako pupunta? maliit lang ang mundo ko …at umiikot lang sayo! ; (

Dati may nagmahal sa akin
manhid daw ako,
walang pakiramdam
di ko raw kasi nakikita,
di ko raw nararamdaman
pero kung manhid ako
bakit mahal kta?
di mo ba alam?
di mo ba nakikita?
bakit manhid ka rin ba?

Masakit,Pag yung Taong Mahal mo Iniwan Ka
Masakit,Pag nakita Mo syang May kasamang Iba
pero diba
Mas Masakit Pag nakita mong
Masaya sya..

Minsan Hinanap Kita..
Kasi Umalis Ka Raw…
Hindi Na Raw kita Makikita
Hindi Ako naniwala
Minsan Na Kitang Hinanap
Wag Na Sana Maulit pa
Kaya Wag Ka lalayo Sa kin.

nagkamali ka na ba? sa 1 taong akala mo, kaya mong mabuhay kahit mawala sya sa piling mo? pag nakuha na ng iba balewala lang sayo… kaso… nung wala na, nasbi mo na lang “Tanga ko!” “Mahal ko pla sya”!

why is it sometimes i realize that were stupid?
we love someone so much…
We care for them 2 much…
we give them almost everything…
but all we know…
iiwan din pala tayo sa huli! ; (

di ko ituturing na kabiguan ang di ka man umibig sa akin,
dahil kahit wala ka na patuloy parin titibok ang aking puso…

ka close

ka na
sa kanya


ka nya

siya sayo



para di ka
sa kanya….

mmm SAPUL!!!

first time i saw you,i was scared to touch you,first time i touched you, i was scared to kiss you, first time i kissed you, i was scared to love you.But now,that i love you,i’m scared to lose you…:-(

i dont know why im afraid to lose you,when you’re not mine!i dont know why i love you when you dont even love me.i dont know why you’re “the one”for me when im just”someone”to you.

i had a dream and it was about you,i smile and recall the memories we had then i felt a tears fell from my eyes…you know why?coz in my dream …you kissed me …and said”good bye”…:-(

i look in your eyes and they are smiling at me,they never tell lies,and i see that your happy but what good those smiles will do for me?where deep down inside i know im not the one who makes you happy!

i try to say “i love you”but you didn’t care,that i want to tell you but you couldn’t be there,you told me you love somebody and i was there to smile but deep inside, you didn’t see i cried!!! : (

if loving you is wrong, i dont wanna be right…and if being right means i have to live my life without you…then i wanna be wrong for the rest of my life…

i said “i miss you”you said “i miss you more”i said”i love you”but you said “good bye”i ask “why?”you said”i’m starting to love you too”so i said”why do you have to go?”you said”coz my friend is inlove with you too”

i care for you and i’m willing to fight for you!but if someone loves you more than i do.. i’d give up the fight because just by seeing you happy with her.. i knew i already won!

Hindi mo ako iniisip! I know it… asa pa ako! Just want you to know kahit nasan ka, kahit ano ginagawa mo, kahit sino pa mahal mo…may isang tao dito laging nag-mamahal sayo!

Magmahal? Oo, marunong ako noon, yon bang tipong tanga ka na sige ka pa rin kasi mahal mo siyang talaga, pero sa bandang huli itatanong mo tanga ba talaga ako o mahal lang talaga kita? ;(

aLam ko kung paano umiyak
kaSi pinaiyak mo na ko,
aLam ko kung paano masaktan
kaSI sinaktan mo na ko,
pero alam mo kung ano ang hindi ko alam
ang magmahal ng iba… kaSi kahit kailan hindi mo naman ako minahal! ; (

natatandaan mo ba dati nung umiiyak ako,
sabi mo sakin,
wag kang mag-alala,
d2 lang ako,Mahal kta.
ngayon,umiiyak ako,
niyakap mo ko,tapos
sinabi m0,

wag kang mag-alala makakalimutan mo rin ako…; (

di madaling maghintay,
di rin biro ang magmahal,
minsan kala mo siya na,
minsan kala mo ok na,
mamamalayan mo na lang…
dumaan lang pala siya sa buhay mo
para saktan ka

Sabi nila.. find a true person
yung tanggap ka.. yung di ka iiwan in times
of trouble.. yung d best.. natawa lang ako..
kasi iniisip ko bakit pa?! eh nandyan ka na.

pinilit kong maging siya.. ginawa ko lahat ng ginawa niya.. minahal kita ng hgit sa binigay niya.. tinanong kta “KULANG PA BA?” sumagot ka.. “TAMA NA DI KA NAMAN SYA”

nag i love you ako sayo pero i’ve got no reply… nag miss call ako sayo, you didn’t call back… nung nagtext ka nga sabi mo naman “SORrY HA,BUSY KASI AKO EH!” then 1 day i saw you may kasama kang iba… tama ka busy ka nga… SA KANYA… ; (

there’s a light in your eyes but it’s too bright to the pain in my heart were you used to be…. and i was too wrong to believe that u were waiting for me coz there’s a light in your eyes… but not for me : <

Nasaktan ka ba ng iwan kita? Nasaktan ka ba ng mawala ako? Nasaktan ka ba ng sabihin kong sya na ang mahal ko? Nakakapagod na din kasi maghintay. ……..Pero, maniniwala ka ba kung sasabihin ko sayo na kaya ko siyang iwan para sayo?

Last year we promised to love each other till the end. This month we broke up. Yesterday you cry and kneeled down just to get me back. But today i saw you with another girl. And for the last minute i realized love pala kita. sige bye na lang don ka masaya .

Sabi nila kapag mahal mo,lahat ibibigay mo,lahat gagawin mo pero paano na lang kung hilingin niya na maghiwalay kayo? ibibigay mo ba? kahit mahal mo pa siya? ; (

isn’t it unfair? u told me you’d always be there,you told me you’d love me forever. but now, there you are, having it your way, leaving me alone, but here i am loving you.. i just can’t let you go.

mahal kita, mahal mo siya, siya naman hindi ka kayang mahalin katulad ng pagmamahal ko sayo… tanga ka at sya naman manhid… parang tayong dalawa, yun nga lang ako ung tanga at ikaw naman ung manhid…

Being Real” means being honest with ourselves so we may be authentic with others. It means honoring thy feelings, thoughts, joys, sorrows, experiences, and growth without judgment. We may find it difficult being ourselves with all of the outside influences telling us what we “should” be doing, thinking, feeling; but if we’ll just be able listen truly to our inner voices and trust ourselves, we can cultivate authenticity and a sense of being true to ourselves in our lives.

When you’re in love you never really know whether your elation comes from the qualities of the one you love, or if it attributes them to her; whether the light which surrounds her like a halo comes from you, from her, or from the meeting of your sparks.

A heartbreak isn’t always as loud as a bomb exploding.
Sometimes it can be as quite as a feather falling & the most painful thing
Is that no one really hears it except yourself…

Takot akong mawala ka
Di ko alam kung bakit.
Hindi dahil sa di ko kayang mabuhay ng wala ka…
Kundi takot akong dumating yung araw na mahal pa rin kita
Kahit wala ka na……

Masakit maging kaibigan ng taong mahal mo
Hindi mo alam kung saan ka lulugar,
Di ka dapat umasa o mainis sa kanya, Bakit?!
Anong karapatan mo? KAIBIGAN KA LANG di ba?!

If you were here beside me,
I would stare at your face,
look into your eyes,
hold your hand very tight &
kiss you as I look at your face.
I would wish to God:
“… sana sakin ka na lang”

masakit magmahal lalo na ung iiwan ka lang nya…
pero alam mo may mas masakit pa dun…
pag iniwan ka nya sabay sabi:
“…sorry, ‘kala ko kasi mahal kita”

when you find yourself in-love with someone who cant love you back coz he got someone else; don’t worry or cry too much…
just close your eyes & say:
“! Hindi naman sila bagay!!!”

masaya ako kase akala ko mahal mo ko,
Ikaw kasi eh, ang sweet mo sakin na-inlove tuloy ako sayo
Tapos sasabihin mo lang:

pano ko sasabihing MAHAL KITA kung pag-aari ka na ng iba…
masakit man pero kailangan kong tiisin
kahit na mahal kita di na pwede kase KANYA ka na.

Bakit ba may mga taong manhid?
Sobrang sweet mo na nga ‘kala mabait ka lang;
Text mo ng sweet messages iisipin forwarded quote lang;
Sabihin mong mahal mo sya ‘kala nya joke lang…

Ang puso
Ang puso mo ba nakakaramdam?
O baka nagpapakamanhid ka lang?

Kahit nasasaktan ang isang tao
pinipilit pa rin nyang magmahal;
Bakit? Dahil ang puso puwede mong sugatan
Pero di kayang turuan…
Patuloy itong titibok…
At patuloy na magmamahal.

Paano mo malalamang mahal mo ang isang tao?
Pag hinahanap-hanap mo sya?
Pag nami-miss mo?
Siguro nga…
Pero kung mahal mo talaga sya,
Masaya ka pag masaya sya…..
Kahit sa piling ng iba.

Pag may taong nagmamahal sayo,
Ayaw mong aminin na nahuhulog ka na sa kanya,
Natutuwa ka ‘pag andyan sya
Pero ayaw mong ipahalata.
Paano na lang kung lumayo na sya?
Di mo rin ba aamining nasasaktan ka?

Dati tuwang-tuwa ako ‘pag inaasar kita,
Tuwang-tuwa ako pag naiinis ka
Tapos sabi mo…
Lalayo ka, ayaw mo nakong makita…
Sabi ko… “wag! Mahal na kita!”
Sabi mo… “Nangaasar ka ba?”

Masakit ang makita mong iba
ang mahal ng taong minamahal mo…
Pero mas masakit ang magkunwaring
masaya ka para sa kanya
habang iniisip mo na:
“…sana ako nalang ang minahal nya”

kanina may naghahanap sayo
at gusto kang patayin.
Ayaw kitang mapahamak
Kaya di kita tinuro…
Kaya eto ako nag-aagaw buhay
Dahil binaril nya ko sa puso
Ng malamang dun kita tinatago.

Naramdaman mo na ba yung akala mo limot mo na siya?
Wala na. Tapos na ang lahat.
Tapos isang araw nagkita kayo,
ngumiti siya sayo. Nasabi mo na lang:
“!!! MAHAL KO PA SYA!” Paano na ?

Masakit isiping mahal kita pero mahal mo sya,
Pero mas masakit makitang sinasaktan ka lang nya.
Wala naman akong magawa kundi sabihing:
“TANGA! Kung sakin ka lang, di kita gaganyanin!”

…sabi ko miss na kita!
Ano ka ba naman?
Wala ka man lang bang reaksyon?
Sa bagay, miss LANG naman.
What if… I say…
Mag-react ka kaya?

Kung magising ka isang araw
At maisip mong nag-iisa ka at walang kasama,
Matulog kang muli… baka naiwan lang ako sa panaginip mo
Dahil hangga’t nandito ako
Hindi ka nag-iisa…

Sana maisip mo
Na di lahat ng tao tulad ko,
Antipatika man
Gusto kong malaman mo…
Di ako galit sayo,
Galit lang ako dahil hindi

mo makita ang pagmamahal na meron ako para sayo….

Mahirap magsabi ng “SORRY”
Mahirap magsabi ng “MAHAL KITA”
Mahirap magsabi ng “KAILANGAN KITA”
Pero nalaman ko…
Pinakamahirap palang sabihin yung:

Ayaw mong magmahal? Bakit?
Kasi malungkot pag iniwan ka?
Kasi masakit pag niloko ka?
Kase malungkot pag di ka nya mahal?
Pero sa pag-iwas mo ba sa sakit at kalungkutan…
Masaya ka ba?

you might wonder why at times i don’t listen to you why oftentimes I avoid your searching eyes For speaking rudely to you And for ignoring your invitation for a drink or two

you thought you’ve done me wrong you thought i’ve been despising you all along but honestly, i don’t know what the devil to think
when you’re near me, my feelings are on the brink

sorry if i’ve throwed you out
sorry coz i know i’ve been so bad it’s just that i’ve realized, that no matter what you and I do
I now belong to someone new.

Marami akong hindi maintindihan…
Bakit mo ko sinasaktan?
kung gano kita kamahal, ganun mo din ako sinasaktan.
Bakit ganun?
Mahal ba kita dahil ganyan ka 0
Ganyan ka dahil alam mong mahal na mahal kita…?

Bakit pa kaya kelangan pa tayong matutong magmahal ng taong kahit kailan di naman tayo matutunang mahalin….?
Na kahit ibigay mo na ang lahat para sa kanya ay kulang pa rin…..?

Love has its ups & down, It twists & turns
Love leaves you pain, teaches you ‘til you learn
& even if your love takes so long…
it always takes you where you belong…

tuwing iiyak ka, umiiyak ako…
tuwing nasasaktan ka, mas nasasaktan ako…
pero ang pinakamasakit ay ang alam ko
na dadating ang pnahon na sasabihin ko rin sa iba na:
“Ingatan mo yan… mahal ko yan eh…”

AnG tUnaY nA Pag iBiG.. maDaLanG Lng biYahE nYan.. kaYa paG dUmaAn sayO paRaHin mO.. sUmaKay kA.. kaSi Baka Di nA yUn BumaLik.. sIGurO nGa BabaLik Pa.. pErO pAnO kUnG mAy SakaY nG iBa??.. SaSaBit kA naLanG Ba?…

you love me but i never knew
you told me bout the feeling but I didn’t believe inyou
you were about to leave and say goodbye
i stopped you and said “i made a mistake”
you replied ” so did I” ; <

Add a comment February 2, 2008

” from candy mag “

” Will Your Love Last? “

Last Chance
We’re not fortune-tellers. But we do know this: “Separation might help you define your feelings,” suggest Elizabeth Buckner, PH.D., a clinical psychologist in Weston Massachusetts, who’s counseled dozens of couples through breakups and make-ups. “You’ll find out if you really miss him or not if you felt some relief in your new freedom.” Long-distance relationships need a lot of work, and now is a good time to decide if your guy’s worth it. “You need patience and a willingness not to take the easy way out,” says Jenny. “The couple has to agree that if the relationship is really good, then it’s worth keeping it going.” Trust your instincts, and don’t try to prolong something that was flawless as a fling, but has no chance of becoming a forever thing.


 “Which Candy are You? “

Lollipop. You’re a kid at heart — playful, optimistic, charming, and cheery! Everyone loves to spoil you, and you have to admit, you love all the attention, too! People like you `cause: You always see the best in everything and everyone, and you always have something nice to say.


 “How Do You Heal a Broken Heart? “

On the Rebound. Done with one relationship? Move on to the next! Your Get-Over-Him style involves the classic rebound. While it’s great that your failed relationships don’t leave you pessimistic about love, you have to watch out. Gals on the rebound often get into relationships for the wrong reasons and hurt themselves and their new boyfriends, too. If you deal by meeting new people, then go ahead. Just dont jump into a new relationship too soon.


 “How Hard Do You Fall? “

Scaredy-Cat. Past experiences and horror stories from friends leave you too scared to fall in love. Burst out of your cocoon and take the risk! Who knows? Your happy ending may just be waiting to happen.


” Diggin’ the Dating Scene “

Double Date. Double dates help you get to know the guy with the security of another couple’s presence. Remember, you shouldn’t compare yourself with the other couple — who gets along better or who looks better together shouldn’t bug you. Focus on having a great time with your date and chase those insecurities away.


” Ready, Jet-set, Go! “

Oh, Tokyo! If you like both tranquility and pleasant commotion within your reach, Tokyo is your city. A very progressive country in technological advancement, Tokyo’s fast-paced lifestyle is balanced with the serenity of its temples and gardens, and spiced up with its active nightlife and exquisite cuisine.


” What’s Your Zzzs IQ? “

Zombie Freak. You underestimate the benefits that sleep has to offer. Sleep builds your immune system — a force that’ll help battle pesky skin infections and sickness. So grab your pillows tonight and start having a steady relationship with your good old bed.


” Be a Balanced Babe! “

A Little Passion and Drive. While it?s good to live contentedly in the present, there is also greatness in setting your eyes on a destination and moving towards it. Take these words from Oprah, the Queen of Ambition, to heart: ?Do the one thing you cannot do. Fail at it. Try again. Do better the second time. The only people who never tumble are those who never mount the high wire. This is your moment. Own it.? Just like it?s easier to get somewhere with a map, dreams are easier to reach if you write them down. It?s hard to deny something exists when it?s right in front of you in black and white. Or in full color?like a poster of the country you want to see someday plastered on your bedroom wall or the photograph of a person you admire and want to be like. You must start somewhere, and even if you start small with plans for tomorrow instead of for the next 10 years, what?s important is that you start?today.


” The Ticket “

Mindless Comedy. Ever since you can remember, your motto has always been “laughter is the best medicine.” People love hanging out with you because of your jolly sense of humor. You never fail to put a smile on someone’s face and you live for making people happy. So when it comes to films, you expect the same. A movie without laughter is like a beach without sunshine. Where’s the fun in that?


” Are you really one of the boys? “

GIRLY GIRL. Sugar and spice, everything nice?that?s definitely you! There?s nothing wrong with being a girly girl, but it would also be cool to expand your world to include the sometimes boring, sometimes exciting hobbies and interests of the male species. See if you?ve got the stomach for even just 10 minutes of Fear Factor or if you can find the fun in watching cars get blasted by renting Bad Boys. If you?re still not into guy stuff though, keep your chin up?it?s perfectly alright! It?s fun being a guy, but it?s great to be a girl. 😉


” Pet-cetera “

Dog. Dogs are great household pets because of their trustworthy nature. Loyalty is important to you. You’re forgiving too, of the little “accidents” your pup has! You like being showered with affection and love giving it back.


” Sports Unlimited “

Smells like Team Spirit! You’re a team player who enjoys huddling and bonding with a group, and you’re motivated by improving personal skills together with the team. Your teammates and friends appreciate your winning spirit because it motivates them to do their best. Sports to try: basketball, volleyball, handball, or team rowing.


” Reality Check “

American Idol. Music makes your world go round. You not only have the talent and love for singing, you’ve also got the X-factor. You know what it takes to be noticed. In a crowd of wannabes and no-talents, you stick out and shine. You have a special gift so don’t be afraid to share it with the world.


” Who’s Your Ideal Candy Cutie? “

Match Made in Heaven: The Artsy Thespian
These performers shine both on the stage and in your heart. Usually artistic and introspective, they go for the little, meaningful moments in life, like watching the sunrise at 5am. Depth is important when dealing with these dudes, as Gian Magdangal puts it: “I think intelligence will bring her a long way in knowing and being the best girlfriend I’d wish for.”


” Where Will You Meet Your Boyfriend? “

At your school org
You’re into academics, but you don’t let that get in the way of your social life. All your school org activities may keep you busy, but they also get you in touch with guys from other schools. Mixing work with play can be a lot of fun, especially when you meet your totally smart (and totally cool a la Seth Cohen) future boyfriend.


” Are You A Brave Girl? “

Mighty Aphrodite
She was the goddess of love and beauty. She not only had power but knew how to use it. that describes you perfectly. For example: Yes, your boyfriend will bring you a pint of mint chocolate chip—even if it’s out his way—if you ask him. But would you really ask him to? For you, knowing that he would is enough. That’s mental strength. But you’ve got physical strength, too. Christine Marshall, a wrestler and a bodybuilder who can bench—press 250 pounds, says: “With strength you can protect yourself and it’s nice not to look to a gut to help you do things.”


” Can you get what you want? “

The Negotiator — You know what you’re after, and you’ll do just the right amount of pulling and pushing to get it. You’re a lot like Chris Colleen, a celebrity agent for United Talent agency in Los Angeles. It’s his job to negotiate sweet deals for clients such as Carmen Electra, and he says you can use his tactics to get sweet stuff for yourself, too: “When I go into a situation, I’ll say, ‘My client deserves X amount of money and X type of dressing room.’ And I’ll have the facts to back that up.” That’s how you ended up with the best Internet schedule—by proving you needed the after-school slot more than your sister did. You’re playing by Colleen’s rule, which is, “Don’t look at the person as your adversary. You both want to make a deal.”


” Does He Know You’re Crushin’? “

Clued-In Cutie
He totally knows! He is so sure of it! So now, it’s up to you to take it to the next level. The ball is in your hands now.


” Guy Talk Decoded “

May be Infatuated
He doesn’t spend every waking moment thinking about you, but he doesn’t find himself daydreaming about you lot during class. “At the very least, he’s definitely interested,” says Billingham. If he weren’t, his stomach wouldn’t have made that silver medal-winning back flip when you invited and his friends to hang out with your group. So he’ll probably to see how it goes—he’s not in a love rush. Just hope he doesn’t wait too long. “It’s good to be careful when it comes to romance but remember, nothing ventured, nothing gained,” advises Billingham. If he was able to notice how terrific you are, lots of other guys will, too.


” How Grown-up are You? “

Your motto is carpe diem or “seize the day.” A very apt motto for someone who takes the time to explore everything the world has to offer. Bungee jumping, late nights out with friends, and dressing the way you want to dress without thinking of what others will say set you apart from all the rest. You certainly know the importance of individuality and experiencing the best things in life. However, you do have to think about how your actions affect the people around you. Your dad may feel outraged every time he sees you stepping out in the skimpiest skirt. And not letting the `rents know where you are may hurt your mom more than you realize. Just remember, while it’s great to be young and free, you do have to think about the feelings of the people around you.

Add a comment September 19, 2007

heart break poems

” Paint a Smile ”

Paint a perfect smile
Straight onto my face
Wash it off good
Don’t leave any trace
Of our happy times
The days we shared
Hours of togetherness
Back when we cared
But we lost touch
My hand slipped from yours
We went our ways
And closed open doors
Then times got tough
I needed you
My heart was empty
My sadness grew
I silently wept
As you left me there
Lost and alone
I just can’t bare
Another lost heart
Or even more crying
I can’t handle much
Of anyone’s lying
I need someone here
To do what you never would
Paint a permanent smile
The way you never could

” my eager heart ”

My eager heart
Is a rose
In a yellow-tinged vase
Water seeping
Out of transparency
Sliding, or rather
Like a serpent
Filled with lusty greed
No matter
What the porcelain cracks
Absorb the moisture
In its crimson desire
It is a love
In all its evaporating glory
Eager is my heart
To do it’s will

” If ”

If the language of love is UN-ending
then why am I so lost for words?
if there is reason and rhyme in poetry
then why can’t I simply be heard?

If the heart knows no boundaries in loving
and the soul nows how to find its own twin,
then how come my heart and my soul are alone
and I feel so much emptiness within?

If your eyes can seek out so much beauty
and your senses can evolve everyday,
then why are my eyes and my senses so weak
and why do they control me this way?

I try everyday to be strong Love
and I pray every night for your smile,
If I ache every moment that we are apart
then I wonder if this has all been worth while.

How much longer must I ache for your presence?
How many hours must I long for your touch?
And how many times must I whisper these words
“My Darling I miss you so much.”

” If life was a dream ”

If life was a dream
You’d be here with me
Laughing, hand in hand
Smiling for all to see

If life was a dream
Together we’d grow old
Still making future plans
Forgetting years stole.

If life was a dream
Sun would never fade alone
Darkness simply surrenders
To love you have shown

If life was a dream
No tear would fall from eyes
No prayer will go unheard
True love could never die

If life was a dream
I’d be back in your arms
Kissing your sweet lips
Safe from all life’s harms

If life was a dream
I’d never feel alone
Pain would not exist
For you would be home

If life was a dream
No plans would be betrayed
Love will shower everywhere
No need to be afraid

If life was a dream
Why would I need to sleep?
When I have you by my side
And your heart to keep

” One ( ten of break up )

1. person giving up
2. eyes filled with tears
3. words that meant nothing to me
4. hands that won’t be held
5. mornings I see him at school….with her
6. love notes ripped and torn
7. days of week I think of him
8. sad songs before bed
9. wishes that won’t come true
10. years untill he realizes I was the one

” SaDdENnEd SkY ”

Standing alone under a saddened sky
Yelling at time to pass me by

The rain beats against my face
Mixing with the tears falling from my eyes
I’ll never stop missing you at this pace

The rain poured harder
And the clouds turned black
Drowning in my feelings
The feelings that I lack

The sun can’t shine
The clouds are just too dark
I know this time I won’t be fine

I’m standing all alone in the rain
Heart throbbing to the pain


” I’ll Pretend”

You have always been there for me, every day of the year.
You helped me through everything, and wiped away my tears.
You made me feel special, like no one had before.
You had me addicted; I just kept coming back for more.

And Im still addicted, I just cant help myself.
For this past year, there has been no one else.
I dont know why Ive loved you, for so long.
But I have to say, it doesnt feel wrong.

In fact, it feels more right, than anything yet.
Its just my feelings that I dont quite get.
Why have I loved you, for what seems like forever?
Why do I love you, when were not even together?

I dont know the answer, but it doesnt matter.
The answer wont tell my heart not to shatter.
So Im just going to go on and act like Im okay.
Pretend that I dont love you, like I do everyday.


” Shattered World”

The tears her smile hides

Her heart giving up to let her die.

Can anyone take away these lies?

She really did try

But her heart is dead

and now its time

This is the end.

As long as you’re happy thats all that matters.

She’d give you her world even as it shatters.


” Bitter Break”

Our love start falling,
when you stop calling.
My tears start running,
when you started acting

Sadness fill me, and pain
consume my heart.
This bitter break has took
my world apart.

Our troubles came, when
you stated you didn’t feel
the same.

I knew this bitter break
would leave me blue, so
now I’m asking my heart to
get over you.

Unhappiness is now a fact,
and you have burn me so
bad I can’t look back.

Just a reflection of you send
me up a wall.
This bitter break has took my
all, all the joy and happiness
that once exist, your love has
me truly made me sick.

This bitter break is the reason
my heart won’t heal.
This bitter break has left me
drowning in tears.
This bitter break has made
me not want to live.

Were broken up.


” Foolishly Standing Here ”

If you lie to me tonight
Beneath the starry moonlit night
And I listen, and believe
When you promise you won’t leave
Would you ever feel the guilt
From the lies that you have built?

Whispering in my ear, I fear
Will never keep me standing here.

If you sing to me a song
But the atmosphere is wrong,
And I smile, still content
Because I think of what you meant,
Would you stop to speak your mind,
Just to say it right this time?

Singing broken notes, I fear
Will never keep me standing here.

If you give to me a gift
Come to seal it with a kiss
And I quiver, out of breath
Because I feel our hearts have met
Would you ever say the truth
Or just let my heart be used?

Perhaps you know through this I fear,
I’m foolish.
I’ll be standing here.



Losing the hope of being the one
It’s how she felt that day
Lost the faith in love
Why couldn’t she see it coming?
He gave her all the clues
Straying away all along
She hates herself for not seeing it
Blind by love is what she was
And now he is gone, gone
No one can tell when lightning strikes
Until it hits the ground, just like us
Goodbyes are lost and never found
Maybe one day it will find its way again ” (


” broken feelings ”

Broken dreams
Hope ripped at the seems
Nothing left inside to balance out the pain
I wonder why I’m pushing on
It all feels so wrong
I’m scared it will never be right again

Inside I keep trying
But nothings working out
So I wonder what else life has in store for me
And don’t know how to carry on
Freedoms gone away
Because things as I liked them have changed

I hate dragging this out
But it remains close yet seems and feels so distant
Everything just keeps falling in and out of me
So many holes within
The hardest part is letting go cos I don’t want to give this up

Inner confusion storms my head
If only I could explain so it could be understood
But I can’t regain control
If only you could see
Because I don’t know about you but its been hard on me

And when secret tears fall I feel weak
I should be coping being strong but I am all front
Really I’m so emotional and out of it
They only see the outside of me
They don’t see the inside with all the broken feelings hurting me


” changing ”

Selfish, lies and wants
Disgustful tactics and hate
She loves him, wants him
When she looks at him its love
She hates him, take him
When she thinks of him its anger
How she wants to be back in his arms
A two way street is what it is
Her heart can’t change the feeling within
The dreams they once talked about
The future they would have had
She can’t change her way of thinking
The way her mind feels about him
Dreams shes not gonna have with him
She must change her future
Which will be without him


” falling out of love ”

Can someone fall out of love?
After loving another for so many years.
Can reality suddenly become untrue,
And dreams turn to something you hadn’t thought of.

Can someone fall out of love?
Feelings once so obvious seem to become unclear.
Hatred erases everything you ever knew.
A beautiful memory slowly disappears.

Can someone fall out of love?
Not having to worry about shedding more tears.
A past full of happiness begins to undo,
love and life become part of someone’s biggest fear.

Can someone fall out of love?
And forget a beloved they once held so dear?
The way two people fall in love; knowing it’s true,
It seems that I am falling out of love with you.


” forgive and forget ”

The winds of change are blowing
through the chambers of my mind,
and they’re telling me the time has come
to finally leave the past behind.

All my paths of indecision
are at a crossroads finally,
and the apex of forgiveness
is where I now should be.

This soul destroying attitude
of, ‘I’ll forget but can’t forgive’,
is hindering my future happiness
and the freedom I need to live.

So I let the breeze of comfort
gently come and erase my pain,
and allow life’s desired serenity
help me learn to live again.


” Just this once ”

I walk through this world,
Holding my head down,
Wiping the tears from my eyes,
and covering up these wounds
Just once,
Just this once
I’d like to be happy again.
I’d like to go back before the clouds came,
before the rain started falling.
Before I met you.
Before you started to tear my world apart,
Before you left me broken.
Just this once,
I’d like to be happy again


” AgaIn I faLL ”

Like a ray of sunshine I had found u,
A gentle, warm slap in the face, and there u were;
Like a knife in the back it hit me,
And sooner than I could blink I had lost u.

u were supposed to be the different one,
u were supposed to be the one who finally set me free,
the one to pull me from the depths of my own self,
and save me from the darkness.

I did nothing wrong,
I was the perfect girl,
sensitive, caring, and loving;
but still I roll over expecting to see u and all I see is darkness,
all I have left are memories.

and so here I am, thinking, pondering what happened;
I lay perplexed, unaware of what went wrong,
left only with the reality that u are no longer next to me,
left in a free-fall downward,
back to the place I fought so hard to get out of,
back to the prison that is myself,
back to loneliness.

Once again I find myself surrounded,
Surrounded by the darkness I fear so much!


” a silent wish ”

Silly wishes,
I know
as I sit on a rainy day
with drops falling on my palms
like dimes
that have been lost
and are hitting tile floors.

Silly thoughts,
I know
as I take precious pieces of colored glass
and mend them together
when I should be planting
my incessant mind
on firm roots.

But on moments like these
I all can do is wish,
wish that someone
could brush away the raindrops
from my skin
and fuss about my hair.

But on days like these
I need someone
to pull up my chin
and dry the fears
that well within my heart
like a locket that is so worn
that it breaks.

I know my thoughts
are wasted,
yet I linger for a sweet taste
of something I wish I had.

If only someone
who could care for me in such a way,
as to carry me to the highest of mountains
and teach me to fly..
without falling down.


” beginning of the end ”

Bury Me in Oblivion

Woke up from a dream whispering;

I just felt a warm breath down my neck…
Was it your absent visiting me again…?

Standing awake,
blending into lonely stillness
wanting to hide away within
this stark essence of rippling emptiness.
From the fountain of night
darkness pouring steadily and proud.
As voices of yesterday
brush upon memories,
past forgathering with reality.
Tomorrow is skipping away,
yet sinking feet of thoughts
are dragging, unable to move me ahead.
Trying to find a way out
but eyes that weep can only look
they can never seem to see,
to find Mercy’s Path.
Claws of Separation locked into my soul,
flew me beside their half-lit crescent moon
to bury me in oblivion…
That is how my breath ended,
trapped within a space
between Heaven and Hell,
with my silently screaming verses.
Everything that ever was
now just a black imprint
in the ashes of time
hues of dreams fade
as dust of dullness
peacefully settles down

Woke up from a dream whispering;

Even though you are far away my Love is still close to you
from up above every night, it will watch over you…


” A mEmOrY oF mE ”

A long lost hope

Abandoned at sea

A heart left shattered

The only memory of me

A shipwreck that silenced

Two people in love

When a third came by

Two did run

As the ship sank fast

One heartbroken girl

Was left all alone

Abandoned by the world

A long lost love

Abandoned at sea

A thousand tears that fell

The only memory of me


” does he even love me ? ”

Does he even love me?

Does he even care?

That he threw me for a loop

And now he’s not even there

He bent my heart almost breaking

Then shattered it to pieces

Left it on the ground to scatter

I can’t believe I see this

Does he even love me?

I don’t think he cares

That he took my love for granted

And dissapeared into thin air

So here I’m left here laying

On the ground tonight

To contemplate my wrongs

See if i could’ve done something right

What did i do wrong?

To make you turn against me?

I gave my heart to you boy

And now I’m suffering


” twilight”

Forbidden fruit
Red tainted white rose
The object of my desire
In all your complete perfectness

Pale skin
With just a hint of life
Eyes that I could melt in
Only if you let me

Yet cold as stone you remain
Marble skin
Cold to the touch
Yet warms my heart

It seems you don’t breath at all
Why am I drawn to you
Wrong or right, it doesn’t matter anymore
I have already fallen

Perfect in your God like form
Black as night
Yet I see you as if bathed in perfect sunlight
How I yearn to hold you close

You shy away, like I don’t exist
It pains me to look at you again
Your topaz eyes, black as night
I wonder why that is

Old legends, can’t be true
Yet I know that deep inside
When I look at you
You aren’t what you appear

Hidden deep inside you
Are secrets you swore to keep
I feel the need to see them
They are the only thing keeping me alive

Reaching for what can’t be mine
You taunt me with your perfect grace
The cold statuesque face
Reach out and hold me, I yearn for your touch

I can feel the slightest tingle
When you sit next to me
Why, oh why can’t you just see
I’m in love with you

Heart full of passion
Desires unquenched
Make me like you
Hold me forever

All I ask, which isn’t much
Is for you to touch me
Walk with me now
Through the Twilight


” A tHoUsAnD teaRs ”

The first five tears I cry as I lay down to sleep,
Are the tears for the memories inside my heart,
All the days we spent side by side together,
And all the reasons we are now apart.

A tear for each single kiss we shared back then,
Just one more for the hugs and the smiles,
A tear I cry for the pain and the loneliness inside,
That I’ll feel for more than a million miles.

It doesn’t matter how many tears I cry,
Never does it stop making me feel so blue,
Cos baby, I’m ashamed to admit it but…
I’m crying a thousand tears for you.


” an ocean of tears ”

Millions of birds, flowers and trees,
Along with the cold, blustery breeze,
Blossom falls down from high above,
An ocean of water is my ocean of love.

Millions of tears, kisses and smiles,
That I can feel for miles and miles,
Rose petals lying upon the ground,
Love is a rhythm, a beautiful sound.

I love you with all of my heart,
I cry for days when we are apart,
The music playing in my ears,
The ocean that holds my many tears.


” tElL mE ”

Why do you lead me
why do I follow
tell me
if you could choose
would you be there?
or would you continue to stare?

why cant you be there?
why cant you act like you care?
don’t you see me cry?
can you see the sadness in my eyes?

whats going through your mind
when you look at her?
tell me
are her qualities better then mine?
what is it you cannot find in me?
I’m blinded from your secrecy

I use the tears from my eyes
to defuse the fire deep inside
tell me
is my love enough for you?
is there something more I should do?
why am I so in love with you?

why cant you see?
why cant you be what I need?
locked up hatred from within
cant you see that your my sin?

just like you gave it
can you take away my pain
tell me
what should I do
when all i can do
is think of you…


” He’s breaking my heart”

How could you say
you love somebody so much
Then break their hearts?

Why do you have to
be so dishonest
then two days later
make them cry?

Is this how you repay me
for loving you with all my might
i tried to hold us from falling apart
but it was to much from the start.

Why did you have to play with my heart
then two months later rip it apart?

All i can say is why
did you break my heart?


” Why?”

Why does my heart beat faster
when I see you come my way?
When I know you hurt me
and yet your smile kills me every day?
Does my heart beat from pain
from embarrassment of what was?
Or perhaps from memories that pour down like rain?
Why do I let my heart convince my mind
that it would indeed be better this time?
Do I convince it so my heart will bind
the wounds still fresh in my mind?
Will I ever get over the shock?
Or will I forever remember the pain
of having a key wrenched out of a lock
and left me without gain
Leaving that same key lost forever?
Or is it because I need to care
to love somebody no matter who
letting me forget stripping me bare
of all the pain you have caused?
Why do I know it would never work
and yet still wish it could?
Why do I feel pain lurk
when I don’t think of you?
Am I afraid? Why can’t you
Let me go, at least, release my mind
from your painful hold


” He can’t see”

Look at him, sitting there so handsome
How can he not see
All these things i feel for him
But I know that we can’t be

The way I feel about him
All the things that I would do
The things I think about him
I almost wish he knew

I would give up dreaming
and living just for him
I would change my life
Even change my name for him

I know this is impossible
I know we just can’t be
I know there is no ‘we’
Just because….he can’t see


” Did you ever”

Did you love me?
Did you ever?

I asked if you would stop and you said NEVER!

Was that all a lie?
Or do you still?

Because if you did stop I would get so deathly ill.

I didn’t lie when I said I did
because thats not meant to kid.

This is life we are talking about
but serious do not pout.

I hate that and you know it

I love you and thats no lie.

Cross my heart
hope to die.

I pray to you thats no lie.


” Gone Forever ”

You made me feel all empty and unwanted inside,
the hurt that i have tried to hide,
many times before,
no one can ever see,
the pain they never saw.

we had nothing, and you knew it,
concealed in a hope, that i had carried,
figuring out what we had lost,
looking at all the lines we crossed.

hoping that it would all turn better,
until the day that you met her.

was she everything you hoped for,
was she all the you dreamed,
was she good or was she better,
or was she inbetween.
are all the headaches gone?
are they gone for forever?

the system has currupted,
the conversation interupted,
the voices down the hall,
were never really there at all,
i lied to you many times before,
i put it all on,
for so long,
i hate you,
i depise you,
i never want to see you,
i never want to be with you,
i never want to hear you,

has all the pain gone now?
” Gone Forever ? ”

” Mind, eyes, heart, and soul ”

Minds that yearn for yesterday
For a love that once was there
Minds that fear tomorrow
Will encourage deep despair

Eyes that shed a million tears
For a love that could not be
Eyes that see just sorrow
Will cry for eternity

Hearts that have been broken
For a love that was in vain
Hearts that aren’t allowed to heal
Will die in deep disdain

Souls that find no peace within
For a love that passes by
Souls that remain empty
Will haunt us till we die


” Embedded sorrow “

I always try to find words to say to you.
But, all that comes to mind is “I love you.”
All we are is just friends.
So, my love for you needs to end.
I only want to be in your arms.
but, that would cause your new relationship harm.
I let you have my heart.
But, you only tore it apart.
I thought our love would last.
Now it’s only a thing of the past.
Saying goodbye was hard to do.
But, I am never going to forget you.
So please, just remember me.
And just set my heart free.


” I knew that you love her “

no more will I hold
onto all this lies
the love in your simple smile,
the warmth in your eyes,
I just with now
that I would have known
It was all a lie….

I think I always knew
when you looked into my eyes
It was never me that you would see
I could always tell
when you were
thinkin’ of her
as that faraway look
would take over
your face….
I don’t want to
admit it
But I think
that I always knew the truth
You love her more than
you could ever love me….
She’s the reason
for that far off smile
She’s the reason
for that distant look
in your eyes
I could always tell
when your thoughts
are with her


” Broken sonnet ”

I just wanted to know,
Why you had to go.
Leaving me on my own,
Always feeling alone.
See, i only asked,
Why i always came last.
Now the words you said,
Are stuck in my head.
It was just a game,
You didn’t feel the same.
You took hold of my heart,
And you ripped it apart.
The pieces are scattered,
My heart is now shattered


” My one that will never come true “

I wish I had a boy who will call me beautiful instead of hot. He’ll call me every morning just to know how I’m doing and if I slept well. He will dance with me in the middle of the floor when no one else is dancing. On his birthday, he’ll buy me roses. He’ll wait outside in the pouring rain just so he can see me. He’ll win me stuffed animals from a vending machine in Dairy Queen. He’ll throw me into the pool, and then jump in behind me when both of us still have our clothes on. When I cry, he’ll tell me I’m too gorgeous to and kiss every tear. He’ll sing to me at the top of his lungs, no matter where we are. He’ll give me his favorite sweatshirt, and he’ll spray it with his cologne. He’ll write me love notes every day, and I’ll write back. I’ll be the girl he hits the homerun for, and he’ll be the guy I cheer on at every game. I’ll take his little sister shopping, and he’ll talk with my mom on the phone. When I’m having a bad day, he’ll tell me as many jokes as he can think of, and when I laugh he’ll say, “there’s that smile I fell in love with”. we’ll get out pictures taken in the photo booths at the mall, and we’ll cross our eyes and stick out our tongues in the first one, kiss for the second one, and smile for the third one. We’ll watch Veggie Tales when we’re bored, then just laugh together. We’ll jump on the trampoline at ten at night, and then just lay down and watch the moon. I’ll look through all his baby pictures and he’ll look through mine. All of his friends will know who I am because he’ll never shut up about me. We’ll have stupid contests, like who can fit the most grapes in their mouth and who can hold a stare longest. We’ll ride in the front seat of the fastest roller coaster and kiss right when they take your picture. He’ll teach me to fish, and I’ll teach him to shop. When I’m in a bad mood, he’ll buy me chocolate or just comb through my hair with his fingers, because he knows I love it. He would cry in front of me and not be afraid of what I’ll think. He’ll buy me a ring from a gumball machine, get down on one knee and say “baby, will you marry me?” When I cry, he’ll say, “who’s butt am I kicking?” He’ll tell me he loves me more than all the stars in the sky. He’ll say that he’ll love me forever, and I’ll believe him, because I know I’ll love him forever, too….but I know that one wish will /N/E/V/E/R/ come *TrUe*


” the end “

It’s in the eyes
Where truth can be told
Many things kept inside
Of the pain we hold.

It’s in the tears that fall
So silent, not heard
When we know we can’t speak
Through our own words.

It’s a raging war within ourselves
That keeps us withdrawn
When guilt builds clutter
Because love once felt is gone.

It’s found in her shaky voice
When she tries to explain
And he refuses to listen
What her heart contains.

But the harsh words
That he spews her way
She’s forced to hear
As he lowers her in the decay.

She said it’s all done
It’s over, the End.
And as much as it hurts
They can no longer pretend.

Once feelings have gone
And they won’t reappear
It’s time to move on..
To a life that’s sincere.


” nothing feels right ”

You left me bitter with love and life
Wondering if hope will come into sight.
I handed you my heart when it was whole
But you let it fall and shattered my soul.

Now there are pieces debating their thoughts
Some love you still….others don’t.
So a war rages, though the outcome is clear.
I can still love you but that won’t keep you here.

You promised your heart, when I looked away.
I’ll be in the aisle when she walks your way.
The I Do’s will be said, my forever gone.
My chance never came, never will come along.

Perfect timing turned away when I needed it most.
I sit and watch as all my open doors close.
The future is fading into a dim light
Because without you nothing feels right.


” too late for words ”

The words I said inside my head
Never made it to your heart
Though beautiful, they’re dead
From my mouth shall never part

The meaning could move mountains
Strip any layers of your doubt.
The belief in their own power
Made it hard, them not to shout.

Both our worlds could have changed
And heaven touched the earth,
But that fantasy has fallen
Before it even gave birth.

Found at hallmark’s forgotten verses
Are the thoughts I couldn’t say.
I wrote them down to keep them
But they knew they shouldn’t stay.

So into this place where heartache
Finds peace knowing it was heard
Are the notions and emotions
That I couldn’t put to words..


” i’ll never break ”

From the mightiest of all feelings found beyond deep within
This is my message… you will never break me! Never win!
Destroy all hope of happiness for the bond of love is taken
Arise shall I when a new day dawns, my eyes will awaken
Cursed by love as life is shaken inches away from being forsaken.

Taste the bitter sweet empathy as hopes & dreams turn to ashes
Night to day with haunted memories that forever flashes
Frequent screams to the world around as existence slowly crashes,
Pain infects our unknown depts I ride the road of harsh reality
Deceitful games played by life while edging closer to final fatality.

Tough times pollute stale air as feelings becomes too much to bare
Sneaking through tainted darkness with no one seemingly there,
Battle loves voice as it does what it pleases, just to make us feel small
If you cut me I bleed, even scratch me I mark, but if you push me I fall
I’ll arise again even if I drown because nothing will ever keep me down!

Take everything that’s possible still leave me with nothing at all
Breaking my body even lay sharp nails seemingly enhancing the fall
I’ll always get up and continue the fight for loves true call,
So from the mightiest of all feelings found beyond deep within
This is my message… you will never break me! You will never win!

” because i’m a girl ”

It’s so hard to describe how i feel
but with a pen and a paper this is how to deal
Sometimes I feel so lost
Always thought,no matter what
I could reach out to you
But, your not there, when I do
So confused and lonely
Remember when you said ” your my one and only”?
Feels as if the world isn’t going as fast
Whenever I think about our past
Memories and meaningful words filming through my mind
But now your far away. is this a sign?
Are we no longer meant to be?
is it now UN-able to be you and me?
It still feels as if your in a different world
I still love you though just because I am a girl.


” the blame game ”
I cant believe that you went and did,
What you went and did to me,
For I loved you, I loved you, I love you,
There’s no way you could ever disagree

Go on, continue placing all blame on me
Of course this couldn’t be because of you
What happened to the perfect love we shared?
Why is it our hearts we no longer value?

I Value you and your heart so much,
And all the memories we made in this life,
I mean, I had even planned ahead,
To when I’d be your husband, you’d be my wife

Tell me what happened to this perfect love
Why did we have to break it all apart?
Thought that we were meant to be forever
Yet I’m now holding my shattered heart

How could our love have been perfect?
When I saw you turn to another man,
And I saw him in your eyes when I looked at you,
Hun, I tried everything I possibly can

Always trying so hard at everything
So what else could I possibly do?
Turned away cause you didn’t pay attention
So baby I guess we were both untrue

Now you still want me to be with you,
When I’m no longer the man you see,
Did he do a better job at loving you,
Is that why he’s been replacing me?

Looks like this will end with goodbye
Tears, lies and a world full of pain
If only things could be so different
If only we weren’t playing this blame game


” a story of from the heart ”

I once heard a story straight from the heart
About a girl and how her world began to fall apart
It all started when she met the boy that made her life complete
Just thinking of him made her heart skip a beat
They were the couple everyone wanted to be
There were no imperfections as either one could see
As the weeks passed they fell more in love and were less aware
Of how often life turns out to be unfair
Until one day she finally gave in
She realized there was no way she could win
She said I’m sorry but i have to let you go
As he reached for her hand she pulled away whispering no
When she turned around a tear slid down her cheek
He just stood there speechless, forgetting how to speak
The next few days were the hardest at home
She truly felt she was all alone
Her mom pushed in her face how she had won
Her dad said “i knew he was just another one”
Her sister said “come on you’ll be ok”
And her brother just tried to stay away
At school it was like her friends weren’t even there
None of them seemed to really care
Her life had no more color, just black and white
Even getting out of bed turned into a fight
Despite their tries things just weren’t like before
Then he decided “i don’t wanna try anymore”
At that she tried to cut him out
But the more she ignored him the more her feelings began to shout
When she saw him that day she could no longer just walk by
And before she knew it her mouth opened up and out came “hi”
He looked up and said “so now we’re talking?”
She just smiled and join his walking
Everyday they talked a little more
And everyday she began to like him a little less then before
As the months passed by she became more and more aware
About how its ok life’s unfair
Because eventually everything becomes your past
But your memories will always last
And with that i hope you see
Not all love is meant to be
But hold on and don’t give in
Stand tall, hold up your chin
And believe me when i say
The right one will come one day
He’ll open your eyes to things you couldn’t ever see
I know this because..this is a story all about me…


” i still ”

I still miss you…
But not like I did before.
The intense aching I felt,
Isn’t there anymore.

I still whisper your name…
Not as often as I used to.
Now it may be once,
Before the day is through.

I still hear your voice…
Replaying in my mind.
But it’s fading now,
Soon silence I will find.

I still long for you…
To feel your touch.
But it’s not like before,
I don’t dream it as much.

I still think about you…
And wonder how you are.
But my feelings have changed,
And they don’t go as far.

I still feel you sometimes…
Maybe you’re thinking of me?
Or maybe it’s just a little memory,
Of how it used to be.

I still love you…
But it’s just not as strong.
Because I’m letting you go now,
So we can both move on.

I still hear you say…
No one will love me like you do.
That’s so hard to believe now,
After the hurt you put me through.

You still have a piece of my heart..
Because I always felt you here.
Now, I’m hoping and praying,
That, that too, will quickly disappear.

This will be my last goodbye..
I’ve nothing else to say.
Everything I felt for you,
Can now just fade away.


” lying to forget ”

This lie’s become a part of me
For months, I’ve played this game
Acting like it doesn’t hurt
Each time I hear his name

Ignoring what’s inside of me
Pretending I’ve moved on
As if the feelings I once had
For him are somehow gone

Spending each and every day
With happiness and laughs
Forgetting all our memories
Avoiding photographs

But last night when I saw him
For the first time since he left
My heart stopped for a moment…
I couldn’t catch my breath

When suddenly it hit me
As the tears started to flow
That even after all this time…
I just can’t let him go


” picture in a frame ”

Your pictures are in frames, memories on my wall,
To have you here again, I would give them all.
A picture cannot capture, the beauty of your skin,
Or the radiating glow I’d feel, whenever you would grin.
They cannot talk or sing to me, the way you used to do,
I’ll never love another, the way that I love you.

So I look at you my soul mate, a picture in a frame,
I cry my tears of sorrow, cause I feel God’s to blame.
He came and took the one, who made my life complete,
And all that’s left are pictures, and an empty seat.
I also have a feeling down, deep within my heart,
It’s the pain of loneliness, since we’ve been apart.

I try not to let the grief, just overcome my day,
I’ll blow a kiss to heaven and send it when I pray.
I’ll ask God to free me now, from a world so blue,
To take me up to Paradise, so I can fly with you.
I’m waiting for the day you come, calling out my name,
Until then I’ll be staring at, your picture in a frame.


” broken ”

Broken hearts, love’s deceit,
pieces fall down to my feet.
Broken promises, love’s a lie,
puddles form from tears I cry.
Broken dreams, love’s illusion,
sorrowed cause of your intrusion.
Broken hope, love’s a game,
doesn’t last, ends the same.
Broken sleep, love’s the cause,
digs at me with sharpened claws.
Broken spirit, love of sorrow,
stolen now is my tomorrow.
Broken life, love is lost,
Broken now and that’s the cost.


” so kill me ”

So kiss me like you did,
My heart stopped beating.

So love me like you did,
The memories are fleeting.

So hold me like you did,
I promise not to go,

So have me like you did,
Digging deep below.

So hide me like you did,
Take away my presence.

So leave me like you did,
Evacuate my essence.

So hate me like you did,
Don’t clot my endless bleeding.

So kill me like you did,
My heart stopped beating.


” black roses ”

Each and every empty night, for mercy I plead
As darkness invited me, grabbed me
Took me to my valley of grief

……….Black roses blossom
……….They touched me and I followed

Glorious sadness waited for me, like a thief
To defeat me, rob me over again
Once again, I was hallow…
But this was the last time
Oh, I knew…

And now, these black roses enfolding me,
Hiding me from my love
Ever so flawlessly

……….But don’t cry,
Oh, don’t cry for me baby

Those thorns don’t hurt me anymore
As they blossom on my grave
Ever so graciously

……….But don’t cry,
Oh, don’t cry for me baby

I will never let you go
Your memories carved into my soul
Ever so deeply

Each and every lonely night, for your love I cried
As fate drew the night across my eye
Bathed me in my tears of love

……….Black roses blossom
……….They touched me and I followed

My demons drove past the back roads of my mind
To hold me, lead me to my end over again,
Once again, I was dying…
But this was the last time
Oh, I knew…

And now, these black roses enfolding me,
Hiding me from my love
Ever so flawlessly

……….But don’t cry,
Oh, don’t cry for me baby

Those thorns don’t hurt me anymore
As they blossom on my grave
Ever so graciously

……….But don’t cry,
Oh, don’t cry for me baby

I will never let you go
Your memories carved into my soul
Ever so deeply


” what i want, i never get ”

I can’t believe how Long its taken,
Or how we got here.
Ive loved you since forever,
Yet only for 4 year.

I want our lips to touch,
And our hands to hold.
I want to feel your body,
Comfort me when i am cold.

I want to kiss in public,
And not to be afraid.
I want to live together,
In a home that we have made.

In the morning when we wake,
I want to see you smile.
Tell me that you love me,
And that its all worth while.

I don’t want empty words,
Or you to tell me lies.
I might seem vunerable,
But deep down i am wise.

My only dream i wish,
Is that someday it shall come true.
That you will love me,
As much as i love you.


” if i can ”

Another turn in life,
More falling tears,
Numbness is setting in,
With thousands of more fears.

I’m on my knees on the floor,
Screaming out, why me?
It just won’t stop,
It won’t set me free.

My heart is drenched in agony,
Surrounding me inside,
Washing away my confidence,
Washing away my pride.

Piercing yet another wound,
Un-cleansed it will remain,
Shattered and withered,
Ravished with powering pain.

Overtaking my body,
My happiness got stolen away,
So long ago with my child hood,
When it was no longer ok.

That is when I died inside,
Lost who I was before,
I stopped searching,
When I couldn’t anymore.

And stopped asking questions,
When the answers were never found,
And almost stopped breathing,
To lie six feet underground.

Started to give up,
Because everything seemed to die,
I couldn’t see through to the other side,
Through the tears I’d cry.

Stuck in a dark place,
Trapped inside me,
I’m locked in an essence,
And it won’t set me free.

And as I wait for the day,
I’ll try to remain strong,
But I don’t know if I can be,
Because everything is gone.


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Losin’ Someone Waitin’ for Someone


“Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone
better is coming tomorrow.” Anyone who has gone through the agony of
losing someone you loves so much will still wish against all odds to
have that love back again. But sometimes a love lost is a love gone
forever. No amount of hope can bring back to life a relationship that just
died a natural death. Set yourself free. Let your heart spread its wings
and fly.

Remember, it may rain for 40 days and 40 nights, but still it will not
rain forever. One day the pouring will stop and there will be plenty of
branches where you can find rest. One of these is where you will build your
nest and start over again. It’s never too late. Remember, you may find
Remember, you cannot be a redeemer all your life. The best way to weigh a
relationship is to put it out in the test of fire. You cannot be a sooner
of your mistake forever. Remember, we all fall and make wrong decisions
but our blunders are meant not to bury us deep in misery but to teach us
the valued lessons of life. Loving is always a learning process. With
love, we learn HOW TO CARE and SACRIFICE. We learn to SHARE and REACH
OUT.We learn to be UNSELFISH and GIVE MORE THAN WE CAN. And when
everything doesn’t end well, we learn how it feels like to FALL and GET

But learning doesn’t have to end there. After our fall, we strive to get
back on our feet and move on. This is where we learn that LIFE DOESN’T
still be life even after losing love if you LEAVE the past behind and
let your heart HEAL and give you the chance to FIND yourself again.

The success of a relationship lies not only in the beauty of its beginning
but in its consistency. Make a choice not on impulse but a decision based
on a healthy balance of mind and heart. Let us always remember
Don’t let your heart run your life, be sensible and let your mind speak for
itself. Listen not only to your feelings but to reason as well. Always
remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better
IN LOVE. CRY IF YOU HAVE TO, BUT MAKE SURE THAT TEARS WASH AWAY THE HURT AND THE BITTERNESS THAT THE PAST LEFT YOU WITH. LET GO OF YESTERDAY AND LOVE WILL FIND ITS WAY BACK TO YOU. And when it does, pray that it may be the love that will stay and last a lifetime. A woman on the rebound could easily fall for sweeping emotions and be made to falsely believe that she finally stumbled upon the right man when what she just found is only
someone to cover up for the love she lost. If loving a person who attached
to someone else is a crime, and then maybe, many of us would have been
jailed long before we realize what its consequences could have been. Loving
someone is never a sin. It is what people do out of love that sometimes
makes it all wrong. The selfish desire to want that person is what makes
PLACE FOR SELFISH PEOPLE. When there is love, there is always sacrifice.
When we love someone, we never easily give up on that person. Even if we
get hurt badly we always try to find a way to ease the pain and learn to
understand and forgive. Loving too much doesn’t hurt. It is when we expect
this love to be reciprocated that we begin to seek approval and acceptance
of the things we have done and when we are taken for granted and rejected,
we curse the very same love that we once freely and happily offered. DON’T

Just like anything else, our love grows weak and dies if not taken cared
of. It can keep up with pain only to a certain extent. Beyond that, it
withers without any hope of recovery and soon dies. GOD WAKES US UP IN

Relationships built on JEALOUSY and SELFISHNESS are doomed from the very
beginning. The HARDEST PART of losing love is LETTING GO and MOVING ON.
Most of us cry endlessly over things that could have been but never will
be. God allows us to EXPERIENCE PAIN to make us STRONGER and BETTER
PERSONS. He will see us through the most trying and difficult times in our
lives and only if we put our trust in Him, we can learn to FIND JOY in our

In many failed relationships, separation comes as the inevitable choice
but moving on always proves to be twice as difficult as letting go.
Sometimes the end of a relationship is imposed on us, but our choice to
hold on is always beyond the control of circumstance.

Letting go is a DECISION that can never be dictated on us. It is a
resolution we make to ourselves. Acceptance is the key to a new beginning
and Time is the healer of all wounds. Even if the storm casts its fearful
shadow, there will always be light after our darkest and loneliest
moments. There is always a hope for those who believe. There is always a


There comes a time in our lives when we get a chance upon someone so nice and beautiful and we just find ourselves getting so intensely attracted to
that person. This feeling soon becomes a part of our everyday lives and
eventually consumes our thoughts and actions. The sad part of it is when
we begin to REALIZE that this person feels NOTHING MORE for us than
FRIENDSHIP. We start our desperate attempt to GET NOTICED and BE
CLOSER but in the end our efforts are still UNREWARDED and we end up being

A man who makes a promise with words and not with actions may never live
STUBBORNLY HOPE FOR SOMEONE WHO DOESN’T EVEN CARE OR UNDERSTAND HOW WE FEEL. Love makes us see things through rose-colored glasses. Most of the time, we fail to recognize the danger sign that light up along our way.
This feeling you have nurtured for so long isn’t healthy anymore. You must
realize that you have to let go now before it consumes you and your
sanity. There is always a time to think and stop, a time to be sensible
and not allow our hearts to rule over our heads. YOU DESERVE TO BE HAPPY

There is nothing wrong in expressing our feelings to someone we love, but
RATIONAL AND BE SENSIBLE.There comes a time in our lives when we would
fall for someone who wouldn’t be as interested as we are because his
attention is focused on someone else. There are MANY TIMES WHEN WE LOVE
unconditional. But if it really is, then we should never feel bad. But why
do we get frustrated when love turns sour? Because we still subconsciously
seek acceptance and assurance from the people we care about. BEING IN
Goodbye to you.. Goodbye to our love forever...Goodbye to you.. Goodbye to our love forever…I'd give you up.. I'm admitting defeat..I’d give you up.. I’m admitting defeat..I'm waiting for my soulmate.. my mr.right is coming for me...I’m waiting for my soulmate.. my mr.right is coming for me…I'd wait for you!I’d wait for you!



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